My Real love story – COOKIE

Bachpan-ye bhi kya time tha hamari zindgi mei, Na hi koi chinta na hi kisi ki soch, bas khush rahna. Man ke kahe sona, uthna, baihthna, chanla. Na aage ki figar na pichhe. Lekin dosto jaise jaise time chalta raha bade ho gaye. chintaye satane lagi. Figar hone lagi apno ki parayo ki. Ab wo zimedariya sambhalne ka waqt aa gaya tha. Dosto, ye bat hai is waqt ki jab me bhut chota tha. Umar kareeb 12 ke aas pas. Me govt. ki 5th standard mei padata tha. 5th standard pas kr me ne 6th class mei ek private school mei admission liya. Sabhi bache mujhse intelligent or me thahara govt. school me padne wala eklota badmash. Sab student English mei batein kartein lekin mujhe English bolne ki bat to durr puri English A to Z tak ni aati thi. Bas mera class mei bhaithne ka mud bigarta gaya. Class mei man ni lagta tha. Teacher mujh par dante marte. But kisi ne meri kami ko nahi pahchana ki me aisa kyun kar raha hun? Iski kya wajah hai..? Time chalta gaya, 15 -16 din ho gaye man ki halat dino din Kharab hoti gayi.. class se bagne ka mud. But papa ki pitai se darr ke karan kabhi nahi bhaga. Agle din subha subha ki bat hai. Me class me sabse pichhe bhaithta tha to dekha ki waha kisi or ne apna beg rakha hua tha. Me ne wo beg uthaya or ek bench aage rakh dia. Kuch time bad pata chala ki wo beg kisi ladki ka tha jiska nam SWEETY tha or wo itni khubsurat intelligent, smart thi. Usne kaha: Excuse me! Ye beg apne uthya hai..? Me uska answer dene ki bajay usko dekhta raha or wo mujhe.. usne fir kaha: Ye beg apne uthya hai..? Me ne answer diya: Han ji! me ne rakha h. class mei teacher aaye or bole: students! English ke test ki tyari hai. Sab chila ke bole: Yes Sir! But me: No Sir Yes Sir!! Ase karte pura din nikal diya. Last period me sweety ne pucha tumhe Apko English nahi aati kya..? Me: nahi Sweety: bin pade pass kase huye aap..?? Me: Me govt. school mei tha or waha koi sikhata nahi tha. Sweety: agar me sikhau to sikh jaoge. Bilkul aasan h. Me: ji mam, Sweety: mam nahi apni dost samjho.. Ye batein sun kar mere man mei mano khusi ki lahre dorne lagi. Mano sab kuch mil gaya ho. Usne mujhe A to Z tak puri English likh ke di or pass baitha ke sabhi words ka anusharan karwaya.. mujhe fataak se yad ho gayi. Sweety ne dekha ki me kuch kar dikhane layak hun. Sweety se sari ladkia jalne lagi, but use jara sab hi feel nahi ho raha tha. After 15 days! Teacher class mei aaye: English ka lesson ready hai.?? Me piche se jor se chilaya: Yes Sir! Of course! Ready hai. Teacher: ok then read the lesson! Me ne lesson ko pura pad kar suanaya to teacher or students mujhe dekh kar chakit rah gaye.. Teacher: ye sab kase hua..? iske bad principal ne bhi class mei aakar kaha: Excellent! Tumne itne kam time mei itna kuch kar dia. I proud of you my son! Me ne sweety ki or uski ankhon mei dekha but usne ankhon hi ankhon mei khud ka nam lene se mana kar diya. Me smjah gay tha. Ghar aane ke bad me sochata raha ki sweety ne kar dia ki bas uska hi khayal aa raha h. ab mere class mei bbut se dost ban gaye. Ek dost jiske sath mei personaly bat karta tha., me apne dil ka hal use bataya to usne kaha ki mujhe sweety se pyar ho gaya hai or sweety ne mujhse..me ne kaha tumhe kase maloom to usne jawab dia ki uski kisi friend ne sweety ke hal use bataya tha. Mujhe bhi aisa mehsus ho raha tha..agle din me akela stairs par bhaitha tha to sweety aayi or mere pas bhaith gayi..mujhe kuch kahne jo me aap logo ke sath share nahi kar skda. 6th class mei me 1st position pe aaya or 2nd pe Sweety. mujhe ye bat mehsus to huyi ki meri mam mujhse 1 position down hai, but usne ye bat mujhe feel nahi hone di. Ab school ki chuttiya chal rahi thi or wo apne ghar gayi thi, me bar bar man usko milne k karta.. but kuch ni kar skda tha me us waqt.. Ab class bhi start ho gayi thi, but wo nahi aayi. Mujhe pata laga ki uske papa ne uska admission kahi or durr karwa dia hai. Mujhe bhut dukh huya.. but me kya kar skta tha. Uski yado me hi time katata gaya.. 4 month ho gaye uski surat dekhe. Pata nahi kesi hogi wo or kishal mei hogi .. ye soch soch kar me bechain rahne laga. Time 8:45AM, date 28 Aug 2003 Ek din achanak me school ke gate par pocha to dekha ki sweety waha gate par khadi mera wait kar rahi hai..mujhe dekh uski ankhon mei anshu aane lage or usko dekh meri bhi aankhein nam ho gayi. Mene usko is time tak touch nahi kiya tha or na karne ki kabhi man mei aayi thi kyun ki hum bahut chotte the or hum bhut aage jana chahte the.. usne nam ankhon se kaha: kasa h tu..? Me: jaise tum ho waise me hun.. Bar bar man us se huge karne ko karta bt hamne aisa nahi kia.. usne rote huye kaha aaj ka time date yad rakho.. hum aaja se 10 sal bad milnge isi jagah isi waqt.. agar jinda rahe to. Bich mei milne ki kosis nahi karenge jan kar nhi. Chahe kuch ho.. Dosto! Is 28 Aug 2013 ko hame ek duje ko dekhe pure 10 sal ho gaye hai. Me aaj bhi use itna hi pyar karta hun jitna us waqt karta tha or sayad wo jinda hai.. Doston! Me ne aaj usi ke sahare apne zindgi mei sabse uchi unchaiyo ko chua hai.. wo mujhe pyar karne ke sath sath mujhe kya jo banana chahti thi wo ban gaya hun..or wo ek doctor hogi, qki ye uska sapna tha. Now question arise that kya wo mujhe itna hi pyar karegi jitna phele karti thi? Wo mujhse milne aayegi ya nahi? Or aayegi to mujhe kya karna chahiye.?? Please girls help me.. You can mail me atsatishsvbpkl@gmail.com or www.facebook.com/cookie.cuz Satish Muwal State Vigilance Bureau, Haryana, Panchkula Bachpan-ye bhi kya time tha hamari zindgi mei, Na hi koi chinta na hi kisi ki soch, bas khush rahna. Man ke kahe sona, uthna, baihthna, chanla. Na aage ki figar na pichhe. Lekin dosto jaise jaise time chalta raha bade ho gaye. chintaye satane lagi. Figar hone lagi apno ki parayo ki. Ab wo zimedariya sambhalne ka waqt aa gaya tha. Dosto, ye bat hai is waqt ki jab me bhut chota tha. Umar kareeb 12 ke aas pas. Me govt. ki 5th standard mei padata tha. 5th standard pas kr me ne 6th class mei ek private school mei admission liya. Sabhi bache mujhse intelligent or me thahara govt. school me padne wala eklota badmash. Sab student English mei batein kartein lekin mujhe English bolne ki bat to durr puri English A to Z tak ni aati thi. Bas mera class mei bhaithne ka mud bigarta gaya. Class mei man ni lagta tha. Teacher mujh par dante marte. But kisi ne meri kami ko nahi pahchana ki me aisa kyun kar raha hun? Iski kya wajah hai..? Time chalta gaya, 15 -16 din ho gaye man ki halat dino din Kharab hoti gayi.. class se bagne ka mud. But papa ki pitai se darr ke karan kabhi nahi bhaga. Agle din subha subha ki bat hai. Me class me sabse pichhe bhaithta tha to dekha ki waha kisi or ne apna beg rakha hua tha. Me ne wo beg uthaya or ek bench aage rakh dia. Kuch time bad pata chala ki wo beg kisi ladki ka tha jiska nam SWEETY tha or wo itni khubsurat intelligent, smart thi. Usne kaha: Excuse me! Ye beg apne uthya hai..? Me uska answer dene ki bajay usko dekhta raha or wo mujhe.. usne fir kaha: Ye beg apne uthya hai..? Me ne answer diya: Han ji! me ne rakha h. class mei teacher aaye or bole: students! English ke test ki tyari hai. Sab chila ke bole: Yes Sir! But me: No Sir Yes Sir!! Ase karte pura din nikal diya. Last period me sweety ne pucha tumhe Apko English nahi aati kya..? Me: nahi Sweety: bin pade pass kase huye aap..?? Me: Me govt. school mei tha or waha koi sikhata nahi tha. Sweety: agar me sikhau to sikh jaoge. Bilkul aasan h. Me: ji mam, Sweety: mam nahi apni dost samjho.. Ye batein sun kar mere man mei mano khusi ki lahre dorne lagi. Mano sab kuch mil gaya ho. Usne mujhe A to Z tak puri English likh ke di or pass baitha ke sabhi words ka anusharan karwaya.. mujhe fataak se yad ho gayi. Sweety ne dekha ki me kuch kar dikhane layak hun. Sweety se sari ladkia jalne lagi, but use jara sab hi feel nahi ho raha tha. After 15 days! Teacher class mei aaye: English ka lesson ready hai.?? Me piche se jor se chilaya: Yes Sir! Of course! Ready hai. Teacher: ok then read the lesson! Me ne lesson ko pura pad kar suanaya to teacher or students mujhe dekh kar chakit rah gaye.. Teacher: ye sab kase hua..? iske bad principal ne bhi class mei aakar kaha: Excellent! Tumne itne kam time mei itna kuch kar dia. I proud of you my son! Me ne sweety ki or uski ankhon mei dekha but usne ankhon hi ankhon mei khud ka nam lene se mana kar diya. Me smjah gay tha. Ghar aane ke bad me sochata raha ki sweety ne kar dia ki bas uska hi khayal aa raha h. ab mere class mei bbut se dost ban gaye. Ek dost jiske sath mei personaly bat karta tha., me apne dil ka hal use bataya to usne kaha ki mujhe sweety se pyar ho gaya hai or sweety ne mujhse..me ne kaha tumhe kase maloom to usne jawab dia ki uski kisi friend ne sweety ke hal use bataya tha. Mujhe bhi aisa mehsus ho raha tha..agle din me akela stairs par bhaitha tha to sweety aayi or mere pas bhaith gayi..mujhe kuch kahne jo me aap logo ke sath share nahi kar skda. 6th class mei me 1st position pe aaya or 2nd pe Sweety. mujhe ye bat mehsus to huyi ki meri mam mujhse 1 position down hai, but usne ye bat mujhe feel nahi hone di. Ab school ki chuttiya chal rahi thi or wo apne ghar gayi thi, me bar bar man usko milne k karta.. but kuch ni kar skda tha me us waqt.. Ab class bhi start ho gayi thi, but wo nahi aayi. Mujhe pata laga ki uske papa ne uska admission kahi or durr karwa dia hai. Mujhe bhut dukh huya.. but me kya kar skta tha. Uski yado me hi time katata gaya.. 4 month ho gaye uski surat dekhe. Pata nahi kesi hogi wo or kishal mei hogi .. ye soch soch kar me bechain rahne laga. Time 8:45AM, date 28 Aug 2003 Ek din achanak me school ke gate par pocha to dekha ki sweety waha gate par khadi mera wait kar rahi hai..mujhe dekh uski ankhon mei anshu aane lage or usko dekh meri bhi aankhein nam ho gayi. Mene usko is time tak touch nahi kiya tha or na karne ki kabhi man mei aayi thi kyun ki hum bahut chotte the or hum bhut aage jana chahte the.. usne nam ankhon se kaha: kasa h tu..? Me: jaise tum ho waise me hun.. Bar bar man us se huge karne ko karta bt hamne aisa nahi kia.. usne rote huye kaha aaj ka time date yad rakho.. hum aaja se 10 sal bad milnge isi jagah isi waqt.. agar jinda rahe to. Bich mei milne ki kosis nahi karenge jan kar nhi. Chahe kuch ho.. Dosto! Is 28 Aug 2013 ko hame ek duje ko dekhe pure 10 sal ho gaye hai. Me aaj bhi use itna hi pyar karta hun jitna us waqt karta tha or sayad wo jinda hai.. Doston! Me ne aaj usi ke sahare apne zindgi mei sabse uchi unchaiyo ko chua hai.. wo mujhe pyar karne ke sath sath mujhe kya jo banana chahti thi wo ban gaya hun..or wo ek doctor hogi, qki ye uska sapna tha. Now question arise that kya wo mujhe itna hi pyar karegi jitna phele karti thi? Wo mujhse milne aayegi ya nahi? Or aayegi to mujhe kya karna chahiye.?? Please girls help me.. You can mail me at satishsvbpkl@gmail.com or www.facebook.com/cookie.cuz Satish Muwal State Vigilance Bureau, Haryana, Panchkula

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