my first and last love – sakshi

hiii……..mera naam sakshi hai,dikhne me smart.bt m bahut kam bolti hu.mere frnds bhi bahut kam….or family bhi hamari joint thi.cousin se bhi meri kam hi banti thi.so mujhse kisi ko kuch kaam hota to hi baat karte the. ye to hui meri baat.ab mai apko meri love story batati hu..mai 5th class me padthi thi.or hamare just pados me 1 ladka rehta tha jiska naam rahul tha…dekhne me bahut handsome..maine meri life me itna smart boy pehli baar dekha tha…hamari thodi thodi baat hoti thi…beacause mera nature hi aisa tha….mai kisi se jayada bol hi nhi pati thi…thode dino baad rahul 5 saal ke liye hostel chala gaya…or yaha mai bhi apni school life me busy ho gai…pta ni lekin muje har din rahul ki yaad ati thi…5th-6th class me to muje pta hi nhi tha ki ye dosti hai ya pyar…5 saal baad wo apne ghr aa gya hostel se…lekin tab to wo muje bhul gaya…or galti uski bhi nhi thi kyu ki bachpan ki wo mamuli si dosti kise yaad rehti hai…or mai pagal bas usi ke intzaar me rehti thi…shayad 5 saal baad muje samjh me aa gaya tha ki mai usse pyar karne lagi hu.. jab se muje pta laga ki rahul hostal se wapas aa gaya hai mai cha per jaa kr roj uska wait kiya karti thi kyu ki wo basket baal khelne kbi-kbi aya karta tha…bs uski 1 jhalk pane ke liye schul se ate hi chat pe aa jaya karti thi…din me 2bje se lekar raat 11 baje tak chat pe rehti thi…mai 10th class me aa gai thi so bmere board tha and rahul ke liye shayad mai ye bhi bhul gai thi…. mai ye baat bolti bhi to kisse …bas khud hi uske liye has bhi leti orr roo bhi leti. lekin in sab se anjaan rahul ko to kuch ptahi ni thaki koi ladki usse itna paglo ki tarah pyar bhi karti hai.. wo to apne me hi mast tha…uske liye maine sbkuch chod diyaa…padhai me to mera maan lagta hi nhi tha..joint family thi so ghar walo ka bhi itna preshur tha bas hmesha padhai..padhai… per isme unki bhi koi galti nhi agr unki jagah koi bhi hota to ye hi karta.. phir board exam ho gaye….or phir 2-3 saal or beet gaye or hum colg m colg mein aa gai..or muje kya pta tha ki mera pyar itna badh jayega…ki mai uske liye karwa chauth jaisa fast tak rakh lungi..muje aaj bhi yaad hai wo din jab maine uske liye ye fast rakha tha…us din mai subah se shham chat pe thi ki uski kash aaj ke din 1 jhalk to dikh jaye per wo muje us din nhi dikha or mai uska raat 11:30 baje tak wait karti rahi..per wo muje nhi dikha or wo fast mera adura reh gaya. bas puri raat roti rahi kehti bhi to kisi se kya.. samjh me nhi ata ki mai rahul se kab pyar karne lag gai or wo rahul to meri side dekhta tak bhi nhi tha phir bhi mai uske sapne dekhne lag gai …janti thi ki wo mujhse pyar kbi ni karega lekin phir bhi…. lekin isme bhi galti meri hi thi kyuki mai kabi usse bol hi nhi pai..kabhi himmat hi nhi hui..shayd darti thi ki agr usne mana kar diya to mai jee nhi paungi…kam se kam aaj mai uski jhalak to dekh paa rhi hu na.. aaaj mai m.com final year me aa gai lekin aaj bhi mai rahul se utna hi pyar kati hu…or hamesha marte dum tak karti rehugi..shayad maine meri life me aaj tak keval 1 hi insaan se pyar kiya hai…m apne pyar ko kabhi izhaar nhi kr payi to kyaa maine maan hi maan use apna sab kuch maan liya hai..or liftime manti rehugi..

 

 

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25 thoughts on “my first and last love – sakshi”

  1. aree mem ye kya pagal pan hai this is one side love aur apko itna siries nhi hona chahiye kyunki vo to apki tarf dekhta bhi nhi to ap kyu usse itna pyar karte ho ha ap ladki ho aur ladkiya bhotkan propose karti h atleast apko pehle usse dosti badhani thi aur bad me agr ap propose karte to vo na nahi bolta lekin ab bhot der hogai h ap apni padhai pe dhyan do apni family pe dhyan do vo ladka shayad apke like tha hi nahi apko aisa ladka milega jo apse bhi jyada pyar karega dont worry just wait for your mr perfect vo jald hi ayega ap bas apni padhai apni family pe dhyan do god bless you

  2. YA ITS A VERY BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENTHE SAMECE FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WITH FULL HEART. BUT MAM YOU NEED TO EXPRESS THE SAME TO HIM
    AND BY THE WAY HOW COULD HE KNOW WAT YOU FEEL FOR HIM …

  3. Praveen Bartwal

    der frnd
    aap ki story bhout achi h. aap ak baar agar us se mil k thoda apne mai change la k us se baat kar leti ho aaj aap ka pyar aap ko mila hota…….aap aise galti na karo ki aap ki jo life abhi love karne ki bhi bachi h use gawado … aur ho aap jisa pyar karne wali ladkiya bade kismat walo ko milte h.. aap use bhoul jaoo wo bs aap ka dost tha ….. na to aap ne kabhi us se baat ki , aur na hi wo aap ko karta h .
    plz meri maano to use bhul jane mai hi fayda h … aur apne real love dhundo.. mai manta hu ki aap ko sayed hi koi ladka na bole …. wo b itne pyar karne wali ko jo bin baat kiye hi karwchauth ka vart rakhe …….. yr sadi se phele ak baar pyar kar k to dekho …. zindgi ka sabse jada maza ise mai h …..aur ho zindgi na milege fir dobara…..so frnd tk cr yr

  4. yaar teri story to rula dene wali hai ,apke story me o feeling aayi aaj ki mano aisa feeling ke liye agar arbo rupya me mile to bhi lelo yaar samajh nahi aata a love accha chiz hai ya kamina chiz hai

  5. bt mera thoda different h yaar.mai v yaashi g sai bahut pyar karta hu.bt mai bola v bt unhe kyu lagta h ki mai flirt karta hu ya kar raha hu.or pata nahi kya.yaashi ray g I love you too much.please give me @ chance.please ……………………..

  6. @uy kya yarr…..tummm logone isss siitte koo sammajj kyya rakkhha haii agarr romanncce hi kkarna haii to vo kkya bboltee haii fecbuk joiin karro na tumm jese laddko ki wajjase hii aj kall ke sare ladko ki izzatt mittii mee mill gayi haii……..

  7. Nice story yr apko jaldi se usko bol dena chahiye kyunki bad me pta ni kya ho me god se pary karunga ki aap dono ek dusre ke ho jao or use b apse utna hi pyar ho

  8. mohnish kushwah

    kash! wo ladka main hota yr..
    maze aa gaye hote mere to.
    idhar apni wali to apni taraf dekhti b nai..

    bytheway..
    wo apko jaldi hi mil jayega.
    baba mohnish ka aashirWADA tumhare sath h.

    rahul ki badhu bhav…

  9. yrr tm ek baar apne pyar ka ijhar to kro wo waise tmhsra ni h or kya pta wo maan jaye meri b same story h wo manti ni mene usko 4o baar offer kr chuka hu charo baar mna kiya h usne…

  10. Hi………mera naam b rahul h…….n mai b ek ladki se beintehah pyaar karta hu……..n us ladki ka naam b sakshi h……..usse maine apni feelings bata di but she doesn’t loves me at all mai.ye ni chahta k wo b mujhse waise hi pyaar kare jaise mai karta hu…….but sirf itna hi chahta hu k bas mere sath hi rahe hamesha……par usne mujhe aane wali 6th feb tak ka time diya h k tab tak hi wo mere sath h or uske vaad mai use bhool jau…..but mai uske bhoolne se pehle apni saans lena bhool sakta hu but usko nhi……somebody plzzzz help me what should i do now

  11. vikram pyaar se mujey Honey kahtey hy

    lagkiya ladko ki filing samjti nhi hy nkya hr baar ladke hi parposh karege kya

  12. Dheeraj Mishra

    Dear friends…
    i am DHEERAJ MISHRA .My only one love ,her name is ****** ,******.She is like a angle for me! I Love her very much !!

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