my confusing love – sona sharma

Hello guys i m sona from M. P. I am so confused yr actually mein last 4 years se kisi ke saath relationship mein hu, wo phle mujhe bahut pyaar karta tha but jab se uski job lagi hai wo mujhe time nahi deta hai hum lst 8 months se nahin mile hain or hamari beech m baate bhi bahut km hoti hai kbhi kbhi to hoti hi nahin h mana ki bank ki job m time nahin milta jara bhi bt fir bhi use mjhse baat karne ke liye thoda sa time to nikalna hi chahye na m usse baat kiye bina nahi reh sakti hu bt rhna padta h kbhi kbhi jbki wi janta h acche s ki m ghr m usse baat nahi kr pati hu jb bhi thoda bahar niklti hu bs tbhi baat hopati h bt fr bhi wo tym nahi niklta h mere liye km se km baat krke to apni kami puri kr skta h n kya wo mjhse baat kiye bina rh leta h. meri kidneys fail h or its my 3 rd stage nd i need him bt wo mjhe dkhne tk nahin aaya khta h chutti nahin milti h wo actually bahar h means uski job bhopal m ek bank m lagi h. Abhi 2 weak phle mjhe ek ladka mila

jo mjhe bht pyaar krta h phle usne normally baat ki mjhse thn he proposed me bt maine use mana kr diya phle use maine na bataya ki m kisi or se pyr krti hu qki jissse m pyr krti hu use wo janta h or hamari lyf m kuch problm n ho so i dnt tell him bt jb wo kuch jyada hi close hone lga mjhse baat baat p miss u likhna doll likhna dear likhna pure tym mjhse baat krna meri care krna mjhe kisi or ladke se baat krte huye dkhne pr gealous honaa yh sb mjhe theek na lga or mjhe use batana pda ki m kisi or se pyr krti hu uske alawa kbhi kisi ke baare m nahi soch sakti hu m wo bht roya or bht kaha ki m tmhe lyf ki hr khusi deta bht pyr deta bt lst tk usne ek hi baat kahi ki tm jaldi theek hojaogi m pray karuga god se or tmhe lyf ki hr khusi milegi m dua karuga. Wo khta h ki uski lyf m koi nahi h jo uske liye jiye use sahare ki jarurt h mere wo mere lyf k kuch pal chhta h qki maine use bataya h ki m apne parents ki mrji k against shaadi n krugi or n kbhi apni choice batugi jisse m pyr krti hu usse bhi ni kr skti m kbhi shaadi qki he is in other caste bt wo aaj bhi ek bat khta h ki m tmhe lene aajau

apn sth m rahenge hamesa bt m apni khusi k liye apne parents ko dhoka na de skti kbhi phr chahe mjhe apne pyr se door hi q na rhna pde. Mein apne pyaar ki jagah kbhi kisi or ko dene ke baare m soch bhi n skti chahe wo mjhse pyaar kre ya na kare meri uski lyf m koi value ho ya na ho bt i love him still my lst breathe. Pta ni wo mjhse pyr krta bhi h ki nahi. But jo ladka jo mjhe abhi kuch din phle mila he loves me alot bt guys mjhe nahi aaraha smjh m kya kru ek taraf wo h jise m bht pyr krti hu or ek taraf wo h jo mjhe bht pyr karta h m kya kru plz plz suggest me kya mere liye sahi hai.

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  1. Rohan

    hai…… sis

    dekho meri jaan
    sweet ho…..!

    zindagime aise bohat mod ate hain jisme hum
    confuse hojate hain….
    par confuse shoping karneme
    yah khane peeneme achchalagta hai
    zindagi ki life me nahi..
    mere kehnese aap par asar to shyad
    nahi hoga..par ek baat
    kehta hun……!

    apki story do ladke hain
    jisme aap ek behad
    chahti ho or ek jo
    aapko behad chahta hai…!

    meri pyaaaaari behan
    aap ye importaint nhi h
    ki aapko kise zaada chahti hain

    imprtain to ye hai ki aapko
    koi kitna chahta hai orr
    aapke liye kya karta hai
    or kya karsagea. future
    me wo aapke liye kis hadtak jata hai
    wo dekho..

    aap jisko pyr karti h shyad wo
    aapko jo pyr karta h usse kamm
    karta ho…………
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    mera kehna hai ki aapko jo apni
    mehbooba samajhta h usse aap chune.!
    or phir aapko unse bhi pyr hojaiga
    baaki aapki marzi

    ASHI MISS U YAAR KAHA HO …..Rohannnnnn

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  2. Aksha

    rohan sahi keh raha hai……..sona

    dekho zindagi or maut to hamare hath me nahi h par jo b tumhari halat hai is wqt wo bilkul thk nhi h i know is wqt tume sirf apne payr ki jarurt h……..i hope wo jaldi aa jaye mgr ek bat hmesha yad rkhna ap bhi or baki sab bhi…ham jise chahte h agr wo hme chahta h to thk h mgr tume jb ye lge ki shyd uske dil me tum nhi ho to me yhi kahungi har kisi pyr krne wale ko ek moka do……or ho skta h tumhare lover ko sch me time na mil pa ha ho…..lekin iska pta kese chlega to suno jab bhi tumhari usse bat ho to note krna use tumhari kitni fikr ho rhi h wo apne pyr ki apni problms ki bate krta h ya tumhare hi bare me puchta h agr aisa h tb to wo pyr krta h or kisi or ka khyal apne dimag me na lao……..but jb wo tumse hatkr koi or bat kre to smjh jana wo badal chuka h jo ab sath nhi wo aage kya sath dega……………..
    me to bas ek bat janti hu agr tume tumhara pyar na mile to koshish krna ki kisi or ko uska pyar jarur mil sake means jiski tum zindgi bn skti ho use ek moka jrur dena…………and Allah par bharosa rkho sab thk ho jayga…….Insha-Allah

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  3. neelamsood

    Dera Ftnd Dekho me Aapko janti To nai Hu Par Ek Suggesd Karungi Ki App Jise Pyar karti ho vo aapko Pyar Karta He Par Vo Appke Hisab Se Thoda Busy Rahta He. Soo pls Aap Ek Bar Us eTime Nikalne ka or Confoem Karo Ki Vo Abi aapko Chahta He Ya Nai Fir Age Kuch Socho. Or Use Ankhe Mund Kar Thode Din Pahle Aye hue Bande Par Bi Bharosa Karna Thik Nai He. Use Bi Ache se Time do Janlo Jab Aapko Use Ke Bareme Patta Lagjaye Sab Tab Age Ki Socho. Or Pyar Ka Matlb Hi Ye Hota He Mere Hisab Se Ki ‘Pyar Humesa Use Karo Jo Humse Pyar Kare Naki Use JiSe Hum Pyar Kare’ Baki to Gud Bles u

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  4. neelamsood

    Dear Likh Rahi Thi galat Likha dera Sorry

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  5. Rohan

    wahhhhhhhhhhhhh……………!
    neelamsood

    bohat achchi baat kahi aapne bhi
    mene bhi wahi kaha tha….

    sahi haina neelam ki hum jise chahte hain
    usse zzada humko koi kitna chahta h…!

    thq aapne meri comments ki bhi
    izzad di bye………Rohannnnnnnnn

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  6. neelamsood

    Yaa Rohan Ji Jaha Tak Me Pyar Ko Janti Hu samajti Hu To Me sabko Yahi Rah Dungi Bye Rohan Ji

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  7. Rohan

    hmmmmmmmmm………..!!!
    chchalaga thq

    or aisehi comments dena jo
    hum yahake achche judge kehlyein
    byeeeeeeee neelam …..tc

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  8. neelamsood

    okey Bye Rohan jiiiii

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  9. neelamsood

    okey bye rohan jiii

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  10. Bindu

    Ammmmm…. to confudion banda choose karne ne h… ahmmm4 saal h apke pyar ki umar .. or ap usey samjhne me abhi tak b itna depressed ho… or jo achaanak aya apki life me… uski hr baat ki itna clearly or itna confidentialy bataya ki mujhe apki is baat pe confusion ho gyi h ki ap apna lover bolti ho jise uske sath apka pyaar h b ya nahi… dekho ap meri baaton ka bura ni manna …
    ap khud batao yr… pyar kisi or se karne ka dava karti hi or time or trust kisi or pe noshawar kr rahi ho… haan… ??
    Ye baat apne khud likhi h ki wo sara din apse bat karta h… ap b to karti ho.
    Dosti karna koi buri baat nahi h… magar hr dost me lover dhundna ye mere khyal se galat baat h.
    Apka lover apko waqt ni de pata or apko ia haalat me uski zarurat h.. id kashmokash or dukh ko m bakhoobi samjhti hu… layak nahi hu jo salah du… magar ek apne dil ki bat zarur kahungi ki… agar ap jisko pyaar karte ho uska wait ni kr sakte ho…to ise ap pyaar mat kaho … or jise pyaar karo uske prati apni imaandari banaye rakkho… magar uski tulna I mean compare mat kro kisi se b… plz

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    1. Bindu

      Sry for the writing mistakes…
      “Confusion banda choose karne me h.”
      Actually esa likhna tha..
      koi or b typing mistake ho to plz ignore…

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  11. Bindu

    m kuchh jyada bol gyi hou to plz plz plz… maf kr dena… magar plz yr.. jutne pyaar bhare shabad ye dusra ladka bolta h ..kya apke lvr ne apko kabhi ni bole…
    Jo khus rakkhne ki baten .. jine marne k dave… or vayde ye ladka kr raha h .. kya apke lvr ne kabhi ni kiye aapse… agar jawaab haan me mile… or man me ye khayaal aye ki karta tha mgr ab badal gya h .. to zra sochna ki agar aj wo badal gya g to iski kya gaurantee ki ye na badle… ok sochna zarur…
    Jawaab zarur milega… I hope n wish ki apka jo b faisla ho… apko khushi ki aur le jaye… God bless u…

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  12. Bindu

    Or haan… ik baat or… sabhi frnds jo yahan pe baat karte h… unse ek req. h ki nyi story khaas kr jisme kisi ne help ya suggession manga ho… wahan personal gossip na kiya kren… plz frnds
    Agar kisi ko meri baat buri ya galat lage to sry haan…

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  13. khushi

    Joh apki musibat mai saath de wahi apka sacha sathi hota hai haa app sahi ho usko apke leye toda time nikalna chaye..aur app koi be decision lene phele ek baar apne lover se clear kar lo ki woh ab apke saath rahna chate hai ki nahi..stay blessed 🙂

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  14. neelamsood

    Hiiii Good Morning To my All Frands Rohan And Bindu Jii Hiii Ap Kese Ho

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  15. neelamsood

    okey as u wish

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  16. Rohan

    heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
    aagayi aap yaar bohat badi umr hai aapki
    abhi mene chalu kiya tha
    camputer to nhi thi..turanth mobil par dekha
    to aagayi aap …kitni umr chahiye aapko neeluuuuuu

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  17. Rohan

    ek baat kahun ………….!

    ye neelamsood ka matlab
    aap sonusood ke rishteydar hain?

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  18. neelamsood

    Vese Sonu Sood Mere Dada Ji Ke Bade Papa Ke Bette HE Jada Tak Muje Use Ke Bareme Patta Nai He Esa Papa Kehte he.

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  19. Rohan

    ohhhh nice yaar neeluuu

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  20. Rohan

    hey bindu ashi….. wr u yaar
    missing u alot…..!

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    rohannnnnnn

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  21. Aashi

    KaaFi Achaa Laga Hamein Aapki Story Padh Kar….!
    N Hamein Lagtaa Hain Ki Aapko Usey Choose Krnaa Chiye Jo Aapse Pyaar Karta Hain…!
    Vo Kehte Hain Naah Pyar Us Sey Karo Jo
    Tum Se Pyaar Karein Naah ko Us Sey Jis Sey Tum Pyaar Karte Ho….!
    Soooo Gud Luck….!
    N be hpy…!
    Everything ll be Ohkkkk….!

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  22. Champ

    Very heart touching story

    Mujhe lgta h k aapko use chunna chahiye jo aapko behad pyar krta h na ki use jise aap behd pyar krti hain.
    Aage aapki margi h.

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  24. N.s

    hey hiii khadus
    abhi tak nhi aaye tum

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  25. Alex

    Comment…hi aa gya yr

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  26. n.s

    bada jldi aa gaye
    tum

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  27. n.s

    bada jldi aa gaye
    tum….

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  28. Alex

    Comment…haan bahut jaldi Aa gya isliye mujhe award milna chahiye

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  29. N.s

    achha ji
    tumhe WO bhi award
    hehehe
    nice joke yar.
    waise award me kya chahiye

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  30. Alex

    .kuch bhi de do yr award jo aap chahe..

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  31. N.s

    mai to award dena hi nhi chahti
    to kyu du
    hehehe😁😁😁

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  32. Alex

    Waise September kyu choose kiya tumne.. Aur bhi to month the..??

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  33. Alex

    Jyada haso mat..
    😬😬😬…. Mat do…. Yr

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  34. Alex

    Comment..ज्यादा haso mat.. 😬
    Mat दो yr…

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  35. N.s

    kyu na hasu
    ap bhi to aaj bhut has rahe the
    call pe.
    qki is month apka b’day rahta h na
    isliye

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  36. N.s

    late kyu aaye ap
    bhul gaye the kya
    aana????

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  37. Alex

    Comment…pr tum mat haso 😬😠..

    Hmm mera birth month

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  38. Alex

    Comment…kyu late nhi Aa सकता kya..

    Phone charge me tha..
    😕😕

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  39. N.s

    hehehe
    apka Hindi English mix chalu ho gaya
    hehehe
    aisa lag hi raha tha ki kuch missing h
    ab samjh aaya kya missing tha
    apka Hindi English mix
    hehehe

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  40. Alex

    Comment…kyu हिंदी english mix acha nhi hai kya…?? 😜😜

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  41. N.s

    kyu na hasu yar
    tum haso to thik
    mai hasu to galat.
    bolo
    kyu aaoge late
    jab apne khud time bataya tha
    to time se aana chahiye na
    or bar bar comment kyu likh rahe ho
    meko samjh aa raha h ap comment kar rahe ho
    hehehe

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  42. N.s

    hai na ji.
    apka style h.
    to achha hi hoga na

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  43. Alex

    Haan तुम haso तो गलत है 😣
    Mai apne time se chalta hu… Tumhe wait karana pasand hai mujhe… Acha lagta hai 😂😂😂

    Comment box me पहले se likha Aa rha hai to just uske samne se likhna start kr diya..

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  44. Alex

    Haan mera style hai… Aur bhi style hai but wo code word है.. लिखूंगा to kisi ko samjha nhi ayega.. Aur hamari chat kisi ko samjh nhi ayegi…. Hehe.. Alien language

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  45. N.s

    achha ji
    par kyu galat h yar
    batao

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  46. N.s

    oye hoye kya bat h ji
    apko meko wait karana achha lagta h ji
    par kyu baba ji??????
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    agar mai wait karne lagu to
    tab kya kahoge????
    bolo
    hehehe
    fir bolo mtlb likho alien language
    hehehe

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  47. Alex

    Galat hai Bs…😕

    और batao… Had dinner???

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  48. N.s

    OK kanjus
    nhi hasti bus

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  49. N.s

    nhi kiya.
    apka to ho gya.

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  50. Alex

    Comment…haan हो gya mera tum bhi kr lo

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  51. N.s

    OK ji kar lenge baad me

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  52. Alex

    Comment…mai kuch bhi nhi kahunga wait kra सकती हो…

    Mai to घोर तपस्या me rahta hu मोह माया से मेरा क्या 😂😂😂you know na mujhe bhulne ki बीमारी hai… 😂

    Alien language 👉👉;@8;@ =8

    Kuch samajh aaya

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  53. N.s

    achha ji
    sachi kuch nhi kahoge.
    ha baba ji janti hu ki apko
    bhulne ki bimari

    bilkul bhi nhi aaya samjh
    kya bol rhe ho

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  54. N.s

    WO to thik h baba ji
    par kyu pasand h WO to batao
    kabhi kuch nhi batate
    hehehe

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  55. N.s

    bhulne ki bimari asar kar rhi h shayad isliye bhul gye abhi
    reply nhi aa raha

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