Mil k bhi na mil sake – Vishvadeep

Frends my name is Aks.mai u.p mey gkp k pas ek deos name ki city me rehta hu.now i m 22 years old nd i m compleated my graudion in 2011.ye baat tb ki hai jb mai 12th pass krke depree clg me gradution me admisn liya tha tb mene english ko apna subjct liya tha..mai english k coaching k liye kafi let december me join kiya,mere clg k bahut sare ladke nd ladkiya wha padhte the…wha mere hi clg k ek ladki padhti thi jo mujhe kafi notice kr rhi thi,wo thik mere opposite side dusri taraf baithti thi.mai bhi usko dekh liya krta tha…par hamari baat nhi hoti thi becoz wo coching over hote hi apne kafi frends k sath ghr jati thi aur collage me mai apne kafi sarey bigdail type k dost jo girls ko comments aur tafri krte the…k sath hota…wo clg me bhi mujhe kafi dekha karti aur mujhe dekhte hi ek ajeeb si andaz me muskura deti…aur esi me mera 1st year gujar gya aur collage aur coching dono k holidays ho gya…mai usey summer vactions me kafi miss krne lga tab mujhe pta chla mai usey pyar karne lga hu…ye baat mai apne frends ko bhi nhi bta sakta bcoz hm log ka rule tha girls only timepass nd cments krte the nd mai wo rule tod rha aur mene clg k kafi ladko k g.f ko kafi pareshan kiya tha campus mey so mujhe ab clg campus me apni watt lgti dikh rha tha. Phhir 2nd year aa gya august mey clg me admisn start ho gye aur hmare english k coaching bhi start ho gye aur wo bhi aane lagi maine feel kiya k wo bhi kafi baichen thi….wo mujhe etnd deep ghurti thi ki coching mai khud shy hoke najre hta leta ab dheere coching k other boys nd girlz me hm log ki story banane lagi…jab bhi mai kisi aur ladki k taraf dekhta to uske aankho me ek jealosy ya gussa najar aata…nd baat bdhte dekh kr mai use aankhon hi aankhon me sorry bol deta….bt wo bhi apne attitude ya shyness k chlte mujhese baat nhi karti nd mai bhi apne attitude aur dosto aap believe nhi karenge shyness k wajah se us baat nhi kar pata..dosto clg me group me khade hoker kisi ladki ko cments karne aur akele baat karne mey mujhe differnence pta chl gya tha.frends aap belive nhi karenge kese clg me 2nd year beet gya mujhe khud yaad nhi……frend jb bhi mai us sey baat karne k liye serious hota to mere frends us k barey me koi rumour bta dete like tere layak nhi hai..fraud hai..bahot fast hai chalu type hai..aur jb bhi wo clg me aati to mere frens ne uska ek nickname rakh diya tha jo kafi funny tha jisko sun kar shayad koi ladki kafi irreate ho jaye bt wo hans deti thi jb frends wo clg me enter krti boys gate se hi mera name le k shor karne lagte,wo ignore karti sbko,mujhe kai bar aise lga jese wo keh rhi ho ab jydae ho rha hai bt mai apne frends ko kuch ni bol pata…nd frends uske colony k kafi boys se meri dushmani bhi thi collage me so mai uske colony me bhi bahot km ja sakta tha….mai bhi sochta ki wo pehle propose kare aur aise hi time spend ho rha tha…nd bt sbse achhi baat thi k coching me hm log ek sath hote bt coching me bhi hm ek dusre ko dekha karte the…bt frends aise hi hmara clg over ho gya aur hm ek dusre se baat nhi kar payey…clg khtm hone k baad mere ek frends ne btaya ki usne mere barey me kafi pucha tha.bt mere frend ney kuch nhi btaya.and pta chla mujhe wo hiier study krne k liye kahi bahar chli gyi hai…..mai ab usey lagbhag bhul gya hu…aur ummid karta hu wo mujhe phhir na mile…bt hmara sehar kafi chhota hai…..

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