Meri Zindagi Thi Wo…… Jise Kismat Ne Mujhse Cheen Liya – Shaikh

Mera naam umar h mai abhi 12th std me hu sci se padh raha hu or mai mumbaie me bandra me rehta hu N V.J.T.I clg me padhta hu….. Baat un dino ki h jb mai bhot garib tha or thane me mumbara naam k 1 chote se area me reta tha humara 1 chota sa ghar tha jo 26th july 2005 me barish me dub gaya tha phir humne wo jagah chod di or mumbra me hi 1 nwe area me 1 choti se chall me rehne aaye mere ghar k 2 ghar baad 1 ladki ka ghar tha jo bhot pyari dikhti h uska naam zainab h or mai b acha hi dikhta hu jb mai 7th std me tha tb wo b 7th me hi t wo mere pados me hi thi is liye bhot jaldi hi hum dost ban gai mai use chahne laga tha pr use pyar k naam se b nafrat t mai jb b uske same pyar ki baat krta to wo gussa ho kr chale jati is liye mujhe ye dar laga rehta k kahi mai apne dil ki baat use bata diya to wo mujhse dosti b tod degi use khone k dar se mai apne dil ki baat use nh bataya isi tarha kuch din guzar gai phir 1 din mai uske ghar gaya wo mirror k samne khade ho kr baal bana rahi t mene usse kaha k zainab tumhe pata h mujhe kisi se pyar ho gaya h tb wo kisi baat pr bhot khush t is liye usne gussa nh kiya or muskurate huwe puchi kon h wo kya naam h or kaha rehti h mene bhot himmat krke usse kaha wo mere dil me rehti h mere samne hi akar rehti h or chah kr b mai usse bhula nh sakta pr use dil ki baat batane se darta hu qk wo abhi meri bstfrd h pata nh wo meri lover banegi b ya nh or kahi dosti na tod de usne kaha k pyar krte ho to batado der mt kro kahi aisa na ho k tum use khodo to meri himmat badi mene kaha zara mirror me dekho usne dekha mene kaha usme jo chand sa chehra dikh raha hena wohi meri jaan h jisse mai pyar krta hu usne koi jawab nh diya or nazar jhuka li mene bade pyar se pucha to kaha k tum jante ho mujhe pyar k naam se chid h mene kaha janta hu pr pyar krta hu tumse bhot zada pyar krta hu or tumhare bina reh nh skta so plz tum ha kehdo to usne kaha aisa nh ho skta mere mom dad tumhe kabhi accept nh krenge mene kaha mai unhe mana lunga pr tum soch kr jawab dena phir mai chala gya or wo dar gaie or waha se apni cosin k ghar chale gaie 4din tk wapas nh aaie mai pagal ho gaya 4din bad jb wo aaye to mene kaha k sirf ha ya na kehne k liye tumne mujhe 4 din tk rulay to usne kaha k mai dar gaie t mujhe samjh nh aaya k kya kru phir usne kuch time or manga mene de diya isi tarha 1week ho gaya mujhe yaad h 14.feb velntine k din mene use phir pro kiya or usne ha kr diya mai usdin bhot khush tha qk zainab ka mai pehla pyar tha or wo b mera pehla pyar t hum 1 2sre k sath bhot khush the pr wo zara alag mizaj ki thi wo meri choti choti baat ka bura man jati or 1 1 wik tk gussa rehti mai aksar use manata pr dil me ye sochta k pyar to isse sirf mai krta hu ye to krti hi nh h zara sa mazak krta hu to 1 hafte tk baat nh krti mai bhot dua krta k kabhi to ise mujhse utna pyar ho jitna mujhe isse h pr aisa nh huwa humare afair ko kuch 6month hi huwe the k puri chall me pata chal gaya k hum dono ka kuch chakkar chal raha h zainab k ghar pr baat gaie uski badi behen ne use bhot mara or usne phasa di pr mene uska naam nh liya or sara ilzaam apne sar le liya take wo bach jay us waqt ramzan chal raha tha or mere dad mere ghar pr hi the wese dad out of india rehte h pr us time vecation pr aay huwe the papa ko ye baat pata chali mai namaz padh kr ghar aaya to pana ne patta liya or mujhe roze me hi mara itna mara k muh se khun nikal kr zamin pr girne laga tb mom ne aakr bacha pr papa k gusse k aage mom ki b nh chali phir iftar k time se kuch time pehle papa ne mujhe ghar se bhaga diya mai 2 raat ghar k bahar raha 3rd mrng ko papa ne mujhe ghar me liya mai ghar aaya dekha to zainab b ghar pr nh t mujhe laga wo apni cosin k ghar gaie hogi mene waha ja kr dekha roz subha se jata 4 se 5 hour tk khada rehta uski window k samne pr wo nh dikhti or kabhi aati b to mujhe dekh kr chale jati isi tarha 10 din guzar gai mai bhot sidha ladka tha kisi b tarha ki nashe ki aadat nh thi mujhe 10 din baad wo wapas aaye mene bhot koshish ki usse bat krne ki pr wo meri taraf nazar b nh uthati kuch 15 din baad usne wapas mujhse baat krni shuru krdi pr is baar hum dono dare huwe the qk har koi humare bare me jaan gaya tha us waqt hum dono k pas fone nh tha so hum latter se baat krte the or mai chup chup kr use latter deta or wo use padh kr agle din mujhe rply deti phir kuch din baad hum dono k ghar me ye matter shant ho gaya or wo wapas school or class akele jane lagi mai use drop krne or pikuo krne jaya krta tha 1 isi tarha 1ye bit gaya hum dono bhot khush the or ab zainab b mujse real love krne lagi t pr utna jitna mai krta tha 7th k fainal exam khtam huwe or vacation start ho gaie mai 40 days k liye gao chala gaya or wo yahi thi mai waha bilkul akela ho gaya hour roz use yaad krta uske liye rota pr mulakat krne ka koi zariya nh tha or na hi hum baat kr sakte the na use dekh sakta mai aksar uski behen ko call krta to uske bare me puchta jb pata chalta k wo thik h to dil ko skun mil jata mai jab gao se wapas aaya to ise dekha k iski b halat mere jane se kharab ho gaie h or meri to kharab thi hi tb mujhe ahsas huwa k ye ab mujhse such me pyar krne lagi h phir kuch time baad mere pas mobile aagaya or mene use no diya or humari baat fone pr hone lagi kabhi kabhi to wo uski grand mother ka mobile leti or hum raat raat bhar baat krte mai bhot unluky hu meri luck ne kabhi mera sath nh di or mai aksar upsed hi rehta hu to mai use apne bare me batata or apne bare me isi tarha humare relation ko 1 year compit ho gaya next year 14. Feb ko mere dost apni gf k sath 1 hotel me party krne wale the mene ise b bulaya usne kaha mai aaungi or mai redy ho kr 11 baje ja kr hotel k pas khada ho gaya or 12 baje wo aane wali t mai uska intezar kr raha tha or bhot khush ta intezar krte krte sham k 5 baj gai pr wo nh aaye mai ro diya mere sare frdz apni gf ko lekr chale b gay mai wahi khada raha phir mai apne ghar aaya us waqt mere hath me uske liye 1 gift tha wo mene uske ghar k door pr pheka or bola k aj k baad meri taraf aankh utha kr b mt dekhna smjh na umar mar gaya phir rote huwe ghar aaya or 1 latter likha uske liye or use diya us waqt ghar me uski mom the is liye usne lene se mana kr diya to mene uske chote chote tukde krke uske ghar k samne phela diya wo clas k liye redy hokr ghar se bahar nikli to uska per mere latter k tukdon pr pada or ye dekhte hi meri aankh se aansu nikal gaya qk usme mene bhot drd se apne dil ki baaten likhi thi usne mujhe dekha or leter ko dekha to foran per hata or rote huwe wo clas chale gaie waha ja kr usne mujhe call kiya mene uthaya uski aawaz suna to kaha k mai tumhe nh janta plz yaha fone mt kro or fone rakh diya 2 din usse baat nh kiya phir wo gussa ho gaiye mujhse raha nh gaya to mene phir use manaya to wo maan gaie or phir hum 1 ho gai aksar milte sath ghumte phirte or aksar uske ghar pr pata chalta pr mai use bacha leta phir 1 din uski grand mother ne mujhe uske sath dekh li to usko bhot mara or uski cosin k ghar bhej diya 3month tk wo wahi rahi 2month tk mene uske intezar me bhot aansu bahaya pr koi galat kaam nh kiya pr jb had se zada ho gaya to mene smoke krna or gutka khana shuru krdiya or wo itna zada khane or pine laga k halat kharab ho gaie yaha tk k last k 1 month me mera 11kg w8 kam ho gaya phir wo aaye to mene usse baat krne ki bhot koshish ki pr wo baat nh krna chahti thi jese use mujhse nafrat is ho gaie thi meri taraf dekhti b nh koi meri baat nikale to chale jati mai bhot bimar pad gaya 20 days hospital me admit raha doctor ne mom se kaha k ise tifaid huwa h pr mujhse kaha k bete nasha chod do wana cancer ho jaiga mene kaha ji chod dunga mai ghar aaya to phir zainab se baat krne ki koshish ki pr wo nh mani 1 din mene use apne pyar ka wasta diya to wo ruk gaie mene zamin pr ghutne teke or uske aage hath joda or kaha k jaan mai tumhare bina marr jaunga mai nh jee skta plz mujhe maaf krdo or mere pas wapas aajao mujhe meri zainab lota do to usne koi jawab nh diya or chale gaie 2 din bad usne call kiya or sry. kaha mene mene maaf krdiya or phir hum relation me aagai or 2nd year b chala gaya ab wo 9th or mai 2no 9th me the pr hum dono ki school alag thi wo mrng me jati or mai aftrnun me 1din mai use school dro krne gaya to kisi ne uspr comnt mara mene use bhot mara yaha or baat school ki principle tk chale gaie zainab ki mom ko bulaya gaya to pata chala k mene kisi ladke ko mara hu zainab pr comnt krne ki waja se or school walon ne zainab ko school se nikal diya qk mene itna bura mara tha k wo banda 4 se 5 din school nh aaya zainab ka year barbad ho gaya meri waja se mene b uska bhot tention le liya or mai b 9th fail ho gaya aj tk mai kabhi fail nh huwa tha or apni clas ka toper huwa krta tha pr is baar zainab ki lyf k bare me sochte huwe apni lyf kharab kr baitha phir 10th privet diya usme b pura sal sirf zainab k bare me hi socha pr khuda ka karam k pas ho gaya pr usne 10th nh di or 1 sal west kr diya hum dono 1 2sre ko bhot pyar krte the pr dono k ghar wale razi nh the mere ghar wale is liye chidte the qk uske tention me mujhe nashe ki aadat lag gaie or uske ghar wale is liye mujhse chidte the qk meri waja se bar bar uski or uske ghar walon ki izzat jati phir 1 din ayas aaya jb zainab ne mere pas ka ghar chod diya or apni cosin k ghar k pas ghar lekr rehne lagi ab to hum or b dur ho gai ab to na later tha na dekh skte na bat hoti or 1 khas baat humare pyar me ye thi k wo ghar k andr baithe rehti or mai sirf uske ghar k samne se chala jata to use ye ahsas ho jata k mai gaya hu or wo mujhe dekhne k liye foran door pr aajati pr ab to wo b nh raha qk wo ghar khali kr chuki thi hum alag ho gai mai use yaad krke rota wo mujhe yaad krke roti or abto fone b nh kr skti thi qk school jati nh clas jati nh to ghar se utarne hi nh milta use kabhi kabhi dadi k fone se 1 ya 2 msg bhej deti is tarha humari thodi bhot baat ho jati 4 year isi tarha guzar gai or phir mere bhot forse krne pr usne 10th di jb mai 11th me tha wo 10th me thi ye pichle sal ki baat h or uski 10th ki waja se hume milne ka bahana mil gaya pr aksar uski mom ya grandmom use lena or drop krne aate to hum bas 1 2sre ko dekh kr hi tasalli kr lete or kabhi kabhi wo akele jati ya aati to hum sath mil b jate or isi choti choti is mulakat me hum bhot khush the 4th year valentine day pr hum movie gaie waha bhot maza kiye masti kiye phir eid aaye or eid k din b hum jane wale the pr uski dadi ne use dekh liye or mere pas se use lekr chale gai us din mene bhot nasha kiya qk mene sara ramzan dua kiya tha uske sath ghumne jane ka pr aisa nh huwa to meri sari umiden tut gaie or mene phir bhot smoke kiya or bhot bear piye or nashe me mene apna hath kaat liye or khun se apne hath pr Z likha agle din khuda ne mila diya mai mela gaya tha frdz k sath or wo b waha aagaie use mera hath dekha to ro padi or bhot gussa huwi mujh pr leki wo gusse me uska pyar chupa tha jo ye bata raha tha k mei aankh me aansu aane se uski jaan nikal jati h khair hum mele me ghume phire or phir uski mom ne dekh liye pr kucha kaha nh use lekr chale gai Esri Eid aaye wo subha subha redy hokr apni frd k ghar pr usse milne aaye mai apna bakra kaat raha tha use dekha to dekhta hi reh gaya bakra zaba ho chuka tha or tadap raha tha mere hath me knife thi mai use dekhne me bhul hi gaya k knife h mere pas or bakre k tadapne pr wo churi mere dusre hath pr lag gaie or mera b hath kat gaya zainab me bhag kr haldi laaya apni frd k pas se or mere hath pr laga mene 5000 rs use Eidi diya N wo chali gaie mai usdin bhot khush tha phir kafi din tk nh mile phir kuch din baad bat hone lagi to pata chala usne 1 fone kharid li h or chupa kr rakhi h kuch time baad usne mujhe bata k wo 1week k liye gao ja rahi h mene kaha k hum baat kese krenge bolo mai mom k fone se call krunga wo hedrabad ki rehne wali h mene kaha ok jao or I love u n miss u bol kr fone rakh diya phir 2 din baad raat 7.45 ko uska cal aaya mene pucha kaha ho to usne kaha C.S.T pr hu 10pm ki gadi h humari gao ja rahi hu mai rodiya or kaha k mujhe tumse milna h usne kaha k pagal ho kya mene kaha h pr aj mai tumse milkr rahunga us time mere pas 10 rs pde the or mob me rifil b nh thi mene msg pack kara or bhagta huwa station gaya jo mere ghar se 3km dur h statin pr pohcha to 1 tren ja chuki thi 8.15 pm ki ten pakda jo dadar ki t mai usme chad gaya dadar se 2sri ten pakda or mombaie pocha 10 baje me 10min baki the tabhi tc ne mujhe pakad liya or ticket manga mai bhot roya or use sb bataya usne mujhe chod diya mai bhaga uska naam lele kr sara station dhunda wo kahi nazar nh aaye phir 1 tern dikhi mai uski taraf bhaga 7 se 8 dabbon k bad meri nazar 1 door pr gaie jis pr wo khadi thi or mujhe msg kr rahi thi pr us k samne hi uski dadi khade the mai jese hi waha pocha tern chale gaie bas 1 nazar use dekha or wo chale gaie waha se wapas aaya bhot roya uske baad humari baat nh huwi 1 hafte baad wo aaye tb b hum nh mile 10 din ho gaie or phir humari baat shuru huwi or sb kuch thik chal raha tha hum bhot khush the qk 4 sal complit ho chuke the or 5th year b complit hone wala tha k 1 din mene use fone kiya to fone uski dadi ne uthai or bhot galiya diye or fone chalu rakh kr use mare taake mai sari aawaz sunu phir fone tod diye jb mere afair ko 5 sal pura hone me sirf 1 month bacha tha pr fone tutne k baad to hum bilkul tut gai qk alag to ho hi chuke the wo 1 hi sahara tha jo uski dadi ne tod diye or uska fone tutne k 1 hafte baad mera b fon kharab ho gaya mene naya liya to wo clg me sar ne le liye is or 10 din tk wapas nh diye jb diye to mene dekha uske bhot se msg or call the pr sb uski dadi k no se the mene koi rply nh diya qk dar tha k dadi kahi padh na le or 5 sal b pura ho gaya ssc ka bord exam aaya mai roz milne laga qk wo paper dene apni frdz k sath aati to roz mulakat ho jati pr exam k bad uski clas k sar ne 1 party diye usse 1 din pehle mera or zainab ka kuch jhagda ho gaya so mai usse baat nh kr raha tha pr galti meri thi to mai use manane k liye gaya usse baat kr raha tha or use mana raha tha usse baat krte krte mai bhul hi gaya k mai road pr hu or chalte chale uske ghar tk aagaya or uske sare ghar walon ne hume 1 sath dekh liye or pure area k same use mare mai bhot bhadak gaya or bola k jo b karna h ghar pr kro yaha uski izzat ka tamasha mt kro to o log use lekr chale gai next day mai smok krta khada tha to piche se 1 ladka aaya or mera shirt pakad kr bola k tu umar hena mene kaha ha q bola zainab ka bf hena tu mai bola ha q shadi karara kya humari bola ha chal or lekr uske area me gaya or wo ladka 10 ladko k sath aaya tha or use zainab ki phuppi ne bheje the mujhe marne k liye usne zainab ko bulwaya or uske samne mujhe 4 laafe mara zainab ro padi mene kaha k sala aj tk koi aisa paida nh huwa jo meri gf k samne mujhe gali dede tune hath uthaya h wo b bina galti k jb k mai tujhe janta b nh phir mene apne frd ko cal kiya or bulaya jiski us aera me bhot chalti thi wo aaya to ye log dar gai or usne bola k umar isne 4 lafe marana tu 8 maaar mene kaha nh mai 20 marunga or mene 10 k 10 ladko ko zainab ki phuppi k samne 20 lafe maara phir un logon ne zainab k samne bataya k phuppi ne meri supariu di thi zainab ne rote huwe mujhse kaha k umar or maro mene bhot mara phir public ne aakr hume hata diya or uski phuppi ne choki me lekr jane ki dhamki di to zainab ne kaha mai bacha lungi phir mai mere ghar aaya 1 hafta waha nh gaya or humari baat b nh huwi phir zainab ki mom ka call aaya unhone kaha k beta tere or zainab ki waja se kal jo matter huwa h uski waja se mere or mere pati k bich me talaak matlab devos tak ki baat aagaie h jb mene ye suna to mene kaha k mujhe maaf krdo annti mai aisa kuch nh chahta tha aj k baad mai zainab se kabhi nh milunga or use b samjha ya k aj k baad hum kabhi nh milenge na baat krenge or bhot raya usne mana ki pr mene use apni kasam de diya to usne kuch nh kaha bas rone lagi us din k baad se hum alag ho gaie phir aj tk mil nh paay jb wo mere sath thi tb me meri luck ne mera sath nh diya aj jb wo mujhse dur ho gaie h tb b meri luck mera sath nh deti ye thi meri suchi or dukh bhari prem kahani

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