Hello frds I am Harjinder Singh from Distt. Shaheed Bhagat Singh Nagar Punjab. Baat un dino ki hai jb mera iit jee ka exam khatm hua tha. Pdhai ki vjh se mai kafi bor ho gya tha or thak v gya tha so mai jb apne ghar gya. Thode din ghar pe msti ki but mera apne ghar man ni lgta tha kion ki mujhe hostel mai rhne ki adat thi. Mene tb sirf ldkiyo se chat krne k liye fb pe ik fake id bnayi. Thode hi dino mai maine kafi ldkiyo ko add kr liya or baate v hone lgi. Unmai se hi ik ldki thi Rekhu Prajapat woh Rajasthan ki rhne vali thi. Mujhe aaj v yaad hai usne 16 june ko meri frd request accept ki thi. Baato se woh bhut achi lgti thi or bhut frdly baat krti thi. Phir ik din usne mujhe apni snap send ki woh dikhe mai v bhut achi thi to usne mujhse mera contact no. manga mene ni diya.Phir usne mujhe apni snap send krne ko bola. Mene koi reply ni kiya. Phir mujhe lga k mai uske sath shi ni kr rha phir mene usko msg krke usko sb sch sch bta diya k mai ik faker hoon. Woh mujhse bhut naraaj ho gyi woh bhut gusse se baat kr rhi thi. Mene usko bhut baar sorry bola or apni real id se usko frd request send ki usne bdi mushkil se accept ki. Mene usko thnx bola.
But mujhe apne aap pe bhut guilty feel ho rha tha so mene apni fake id usi din delete kr di kionki mai kisi or ldki k sath esa ni krna chahta tha. Woh ik kids school mai teacher thi or mujhse ik saal bdi thi. Grmio ki chutiya thi to hmari khoob baate hoti thi jldi hi hum fb pe kafi close frd bn gye. Uske sirf 15 frds the fb pe ik din usne mujhko bola k usko mujhse baat krna bhut acha lgta h or woh sirf mujhse baat krne k liye hi online aati hai. Tb mujhko bhut acha lga tha but mere liye tb woh ik frd se jyada kuch v ni thi but mujhe v us se baat krna bhut acha lgta tha. Uske liye v mai uska sirf best frd hi tha. So dosto ese baate krte hi auguest aa gya meri classes start ho gyi or woh v school jane lgi. Kuch dino baad hi uska ik entrance exam tha to woh bhut kam online aati thi tb mene usko apna no. diya or jb chahe baat krne ko kha. Woh mujhe ab sms krti thi or hm sms chat krte the. Woh mujhe apni family, frds or Rajasthan k baare mai btati thi mai v us se ese hi baat krta tha. Ek din uska missed call aaya mene usko call kiya or jo voice sunai di woh aaj v mujhe sbse sweet lgti hai. Mai bachpan se hi ldkiyo se bhut km baate krta tha isliye mai thoda nurvous tha. Phli var bhut km baat hui. Phir humne ik din phone pe ache se baat ki.
Abhi meri studies ache se chalne lgi thi to ab hmari sms chat pe hi 1 week mai 3-4 var baat hoti thi. 21 oct, se mere second minor exam the to mene pura week usko koi call ja sms ni kiya ik din exams mai uska sms aaya tha mene koi reply ni kiya. Jb mene exams k baad usko call kiya to woh bhut naraaj thi or mujhse baat v ni kr rhi thi . Phir 2 dino baad uska sms aaya hmne bhut ache se baate ki. Abhi mujhe diwali ki chutiya thi to hmari kafi batte hoti thi. Diwali k agle din yani 4 nov. ko usne mujhe msg kiya k aaj woh bhut sad hai to mene usko call kiya woh ro rhi thi mene usko chup krwaya uske ghar mai koi family problem thi mene us se bhut ache se baat ki or uski problems ko smjha. 17 nov. ki baat hai mene usko bola ki tum koi bf kion ni bnati to usne mujhe kha k mai ab bnaogi. Mene poocha kon hai woh too usne btaya ki uske staff mai ik ldka hai jo usko like krta hai or woh bhut acha ldka hai woh usko haan bol degi. Mujhe pta ni kion uske bf bnane par bhut bura lag rha tha. Phir usne mujhse kha k woh to sirf mzaak kr rhi thi esa kuch v ni hai. Phir usne mujse poocha k tumko kesa feel ho rha hai mene usko bol diya k mujhe koi frak ni pdta koi kuch v kre. Woh mujhse bhut naraj ho gyi usne mujhe bola k tumhe bura lgna chahiye tha. Muhe bura lga v but mujhe khud ko smjh mai ni aa rha tha k mujhe bura kion lg rha hai.
Usne 2 dino tk mujhse koi baat ni ki or na hi mere sms or calls ka koi reply kiya. Third day jb usne call pick kiya too woh bhut gussa thi mujhpe usne mujhe bola k tum sirf timepass k liye mujhse baat krte ho tumhe koi frak ni pdta mai kuch v karoon. Hmare bich mai yh kya tha mujhe v ni pta tha but mai ab uske bare mai bhut sochne lga tha pura din hr pal sirf uska hi khayal rhta tha. Mene yh sb usko btaya k mai tumhare bare mai hi sochta rhta hoon or tumse bhut baate krne ka man krta hai. To usne bola k tum bekaar ki baate mat socha kro or apni pdhai pe dyan diya kro. Next day uska sms aaya k mera v tumse bhut baate krne ke man chahta hai to mene v usko apne dil ki baat btayi or usko btaya k i like u. To usne kha k hmare bich esa koi v relation ni ho skta kion ki hum aaj tk kbhi mile v ni or pta ni kbhi milege v ja ni. Usne btaya k 1 saal mai uski shadi ho jayegi phir sb khatm ho jayega. So mujhe kuch v smaj mai ni aa rha tha k hmare bich kya hai. Next day uska msg aaya k jo tum kl kh rhe the kya woh sch tha?? mene kha haa sch tha. Phir mene usko kha k tumne hi to kha tha k hmare bich esa kuch ni ho skta to usne kha k too kya shuru hone se phle hi khatm ho gya. Mujhe uski baate kuch v smaj mai ni aa rhi thi. Woh v mentally kafi disturb ho gyi thi mujhe bhut bura lg rha tha tb mujhe ehsaas hua k mai usse pyar krne lga hoon.
Agle din v woh ese hi thi usne mujhe bola k uski life mai ik hi esa insaan hoga jisko woh i love u bolegi or woh uske dil k bhut pass hoga or woh hi uske liye sb kuch hoga. Uski yh halaat mujhse dekhi ni jati thi mujhe v pta tha k woh mujhse bhut pyar krti hai lekin hume pta tha k hum kbhi v ik ni ho skte kionki hum different states or cultures mai rhte the. Uski family bdi traditional thi. Hum kbhi v ik ni ho skte the. Mene usko bola k tum kuch mt socho or sb bhul jao bs meri sbse achi frd rho. Usne muje kha k tum mujhe bolo u dont love me. Mene usko i love u bol diya. Usne mujhe bola k esa kuch ni h tum jhooth bolte ho. Or phir mujhse koi baat ni ki. Agle din uska call aaya usne mujhe phir se whi baate smjhayi k hum kb milege hume ni pta or hum kbhi v ni ik ho skte hai isliye tum esa kuch mat socho. Or usne kha k usko yh sb majboori mai khna pd rha hai uski feelings kuch or hai uski aawaaj mai rona jhalak rha tha . To mai uske dil ki baat smjh gya. Mene usko bola k mene tumko apni feelings bta kr glti kr di jo tum v itna dukhi hui. Phir mene usko sms kiya k meri feelings hmesha esi hi rhegi chahe hmare bich relation koi v ho. Mujhe aaj v yaad hai 25 Nov. 1:38am pe uska call aaya woh bhut roo rhi thi usne rote hue mujhe first time i love u bola mujhe v bhut rona aaya kion ki woh roo rhi thi mene rote hue apne dil ki sari baate usko btai usne v rote hue apne dil ka sara haal sunaya. Us raat mai apni life mai phli var kisi k liye itna roya tha. Almost 2 ghnte. Uske baad usne mujhe kha k woh mujhse bhut pyar krti hai. Lekin woh kbhi v apne papa ko dhokha ni de skti or kbhi v mere sth ni rh skti mene bola k koi ni m tumhare bina hi rh loonga. Baki ki story next part mai.
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