meri hasi gum si ho gai – kanika

Hello friends My name is kanika. I am from jaipur. Main bca final year ki student hu. Baat aj se 2 sal phle ki hai. Mere parents ne jabrdasti meri shadi mujse 7 sal bde ladke se kra di uski family gav main rhti h or wo bahut purane type k log hai meri kabhi bhi nahi banti usse and uski family se wo mujse bar bar dahej mangte hai. Or mere parents unki har demand puri karte h ye soch kar ki ye shadi bach jayegi.Main apne parents k sath rhti hu jab tk study complete nahi hoti bas tab tak k liye. Main bahut sad rhne lgi or apni sadness dur karne k liye main facebook pe apne friends se bat krti kabhi unknow se bat nhi krti thi fir 1 ldke ne muje friend request send ki muje uski likhi poems bahut psnd thi coz wo sad poem likhta tha or muje lga wo bahut sad rhta h uski koi sad story h to mene usse bat ki or btaya ki main married hu request accept nhi kar skati to wo bola ki main knsa tmse shadi kar rha hu muje uska bat krna acha lga to mene accept kar li wo jaipur se hi tha uska nam avinash hai. Kuch time bad hum ache friend ban gye or movie dekhne ka program bnaya pr movie dekh nahi paye to bas thoda sath main gume-fire or usk sath main itni jyada comfortable feel kar rahi thi laga hi nhi ki pahli bar mil rhi hu. Fir hum bas milte rhte main usse hmesha kahti ki please mere friend ban kar hi rahna love wali kuch bat mat lana nahi to friendship b chli jayegi or wo bhi bo deta thik hai nahi aayegi aisi koi bat. Fir kuch mahino bad usne mera hath pkda or main naraj ho gai 15 din usse bat nhi ki daily muje msg krta usk bina mera b man nhi lgta to kar li bat or usse milne gai usne muje kiss kiya par pta nhi q muje bura nahi lga or thode time bad relationship. Main itni jyada khush th i jese jannt mil gai ho puri life main kabhi itni khush nhi hui muje lgta mujse jyada happy koi or ho hi nhi skta duniya main. Main usk liye bahut jyada serious thi or wo b. Usne kaha ki wo mujse shadi krega main jesi b hu wo accept krega apni family ko b manayega. Mene uski har bat pe trust kiya. Kabhi majak main b kah deti use ki chod do muje to rone lag jata or mera dil kahta hai ki wo mujse bahut jyada love karta hai. Or main bas dil ki sunti. 1 sal bad usne mujse kaha ki wo shadi nhi kar skta uski family ko hurt nhi kar skta mera pyar fir b kam nhi hua mene socha kuch nhi uski family meri family hi to h main b hurt nhi krna chahti usne btaya ki usko shadi apni family permission se karni pdegi or main man gai main usse love krti hu to bas jaha wo khush rhta h wo sab krne ki koshish karti hu. Jis din usne muje ye sab kaha muje yad nhi ki use bad kab main khush hui hu ache se hasi hu. kher chodo kya fark pdta h… Mene decide kiya tha ki bca hote hi divorce le lungi fir jo hoga wo dekhenge bs study puri karna chahti thi isiliye shadi nibha rhi thi. Par aaj wo mujse kahta hai ki tum shadi nibha lo main zindgibhar tmhare sath hu. Mene use bahut smjaya ki main aisa nhi kar skti tum mere liye sab kuch ban chuke ho kuch b kar lungi tmhare liye par shadi nhi nibha skti par wo muje hmesha force karta hai. Iss such ko jan kar b ki wo hmesha mera nhi h kisi or ko ban jayega main fir b usse itna hi love krti hu or wo darta h ki usse dur hokar main kuch galat n kar du isiliye muje chod kar jana nahi chahta. Wo mere liye mera sab kuch ban chuka hai chahti hu ki wo hmesha khush rhe isiliye force b nhi kar skti ki shadi kr lo mujse par har din spna dekhti hu ki wo aayega muje dulhan bna k le jayega zindgi bhar sath nibhane k wade karega sab muje uski girlfriend nhi biwi kahege mera har din usi se suri or or usi pe khtam hoga. Bahut hasin spne h mere par kash koi 1 spna b pura ho jaye to sach main zindgi bahut khubsurt ban jayegi. Wo ab b mere sath hai par kab tak…..??????????? kash ki wo ab mera hath pkad kar kah de ki chlo shadi kar lo mujse tmhare dil main jo muje khone ka dar h nikal do use main apni hasi jo usko sabse jyada pyari thi waps le aaungi.

 

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17 thoughts on “meri hasi gum si ho gai – kanika”

  1. kanika ji hum apse bohot chote hai apse ek bat bolte h bura mat manna hum nahi jante apke pati aur unki family kesi hai jo unse sath apka rista nahi jama zindagi bohot badi aur bohot hi kimti hai agar isme humne ek bhi kadam galat uthaya to hume puri life pachtana padta hai ha hume pata hai hamari kismat me jo likha hai vo hume milke hi rehta hai lekin hume bhi apne hath pair chalana padta h aapne unse shadi hi nahi karni chahiye thi lekin kuch kar nahi sakte sab kuch hone ke bad lekin apke pas aur bhi mouke h thoda dilse sochie ki agar ap apne patike sath khush rehsakte hoto unke pas jao apka dost to apke sath life bhar rahega aur agar ye ladka accha h aur isne shadi ke liye ha kardi to ap ek bar dill se sochie ki agar ye apko khush rakhega to ap jarur isse shadi kijiye agar humne kuch galat bola to im so sorry

  2. Praveen Bartwal

    der frnd
    aap kya sochti ho ki aap jis se pyar karti ho wo aap ko humesha khush rakhega ???….. ha agar aap apne pati se alag hona chahti ho to ho sakti ho lekin aap jo kadam uthne jaa rhi ho usk liye khud ek baar soch k dekhna …… ki wo humesha mujhe khush rakh payega , jitni mai aaj khush hu utna hi kal khush rakh payega apne sath …… aap jo b kadam uthaoo plz ak baar khud ko time de k sochna ki mai jo kar rhi hu kya shi kar rhi hu???……….. bst of luk, and tk cer….. aap jo socho shi socho aap bs khush raho ji.

  3. Vo ab dar rha h ki kahi ab uski shadi hone pe tum problem na create karo dats y vo tumko tumhari shadi nibhane ko bol rha h he is bloody basturd, gale ki haddi ban gyi ho ab tum uske liye, laat maro use u r educated lady, do a good job and find a boy who is pure by heart.

  4. hello kaninka maine apki story padhi yaar sunkar bahut takleef hua mera manana hai k agar aap apne pahli shadi se khush nai ho to aap usase divorce le sakti hai aur haan main kahna chahta hu aap study jaari rakhiye aur apka jab kahi job lag jayega uske bad apko jarur koi achha ladka mil jayega. Aur friends aap sab mughe is id facebook pe v add kar sakte hain.

  5. mujhe aisa lagta hai Kanika ji ki aapko pehli shaadi karni hi nahi chahiye thi aur ab aap is shadi se khush nahi hai to behatar yahi hoga ki aap unse divorce le le. aap ki padhai ho chuki hai aapko accha job mil jayega.. aur dusri baat ab aap jis se pyar karti hai aapko lagta hai wo kahi aur shaadi kar k aap ko zindagibhar khush rakhega??? agar use aapki khushi ki itnihi parvah hoti to woh apne gharwalo ko manakar aap se shaadi kar leta.na hi aapko apni shaadi nibhane k liye kehta.. isliye jo bhi faisla kare soch samaz k kijiye..All the best for ur future..

    1. u r right shrutika aap ke dum sahi kah rahi hai kanika ji aap divorce le ke dusari shadi kar lijiye aur us ladka jisase aap pyar karti hain mughe lagta hai wo apse pyar nai karta tavi to wo kahi aur shadi kar raha hai. isliye soch samajhkar hi faisala lijiyega ok
      aur friends aap mughe [email protected] se facebook par v add kar sakte hain

  6. Ap ke sath jo hoya uska main andaza nhe laga skta par ap soche ke ap jese etna pyar krte h bo ap ke sath nhe par ap us pyar ka thoda se hesa apne pati ko dete to ..

  7. dost tumne dogaltiya ki ek joapko pasand nahi uske sath shadi karke our dusra tumhane jo chalak ladke hote hain jo ladaki ko patakar istemal karke choddete hain aap hindustan mein rahate ho apani ritiriwaz ko bhulkar western life a jina pasand karte ho india pura gramin se bhara hain ab apko apki jindagi mubark khuda jane aap jane bas aap apni pati ko batado ki tumh ab uske layak nahi rahe………… i…..am so sorry

  8. Akhilesh kumar

    Kanika ji kya ap humse shadi karoge yes ya no ha ya na me jbab dena
    my contact n. 09716740891

  9. ye story to bilkul vaisi h jaisi meri frnd k sath hua…………are tum wo hi to nhi ho na……….plz reply m waiting…….

  10. @kanikajee,
    Well aap ki story padhkar aisa lagta hai ki pehle to aapne apne parents ke dabav me aakar shadi kar lee aur phir aap kisi aur ladke se dosti kar lee jisake sath aap comfortable feel karti ho lekin ek sal pehle tak vo kehta tha ki vo ladka aapse shadi karega lekin ab keh raha hai he can’t marry you… Well iska simple matlab hai ki aapka dost sirf aapke sath time pass kar raha hai… Use saf saf keh do ki aapko ullu na banaye…shadi karni hai to apne parents se bat kare aur aapse shadi kar le…nahi to aap bhi use useless ladke se kinara kar lo…again I should say ki jisase aapki shadi huyi hai usake sath bhi life jine ke bare me socho… Ho sakta hai ki aapka divorce lene ka vichar badal jaye kyu life me kabhi kabhi sab kuch hamesha ke liye sahi galat nahi hota…sahi galat ka chunav samay aur situations ko dhyan me rekhakar karna padta hai !!! Aage aap khud samajhdar ho take care and gud luck.

  11. Es trah to ap apni jindgi khrab kr logi yar.rhi bat shadi ki to ager ho ske to adjst krne ki koshish kro agr fir b lagta hai ki nai ho skta kuch to ja ke ap divorce ke bare me soch skti ho.or rhi bat us ldke ki to agr uske sath apka koi future hota to muje ni lagta apko ye story likhne ki jrurat padti.apni jindgi naye sire se shuru krke dekho

  12. mai kya kahu. yaha par itne sare aache friends ki wo itna accha advice dete ki mai kuch v nahi kah sakta hu.keep it up friends your good advice & behavior. all the bst.

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