Meri adhoori kahani – Sushma

Ye kahani maine 14-aug-2016 me likhi thi uske aage ki kahani main Aaj likh rahi hu ye kahani koi banavti nahi ye meri sachi kahani hai Jo humesha ke liye adhoori rah gayai jo ab kabhi puri nahi hogi.

Main janti thi ki shayd main use kabhi nahi pa sakugi fir bhi ek umid thi ki shayd PA lu ya fir ek aakhri bar use milu jese ki Maine bataya tha ki main kuwait or goa me hai or uske ghar wale uski sadhi Karwana chahte he 1sal ke andar or main itane jaldhi shadhi nahi kar sakti hu qki meri bhi kuch majburiya hai jiske wajh se main Gao vaps bhi nahi aa sakti 2sal pure hone tk.. Tb mujhe kuwait aaye sif 9month huye the..jese vese kuch waqt bit gaya uske liye uske ghara wale rishte dekh rahe the or wo un rishton ko regect karta tha.. Yese karte karte mujhe kuwait me 2sal pure  honeko 2 months baki the or usne mujhe goa vaps bulaya ye kehkar ki use mujhe kuch batana hai Jo wo mujhe milkar hi batayega wo bhi October tak uske baad nahi.

agar October khathm hone se pehle vaps nahi aai to mujhe bhul Jana.. Muje laga ki wo mujhe proposed karna chahta hai shadhi ke liye.. US ek umid par main apni sari problem bhulkar apna sara Kam chodchad kar sif uske liye vaps aai goa main 23-oct-2017 main  or use Mili or pucha ki  use ke batana tha mujhe to wo bola kuch bhi nahi bas tujhse milna tha tere sath kuch waqt bitana tha tujhe dekhana tha or kuch nahi yesa usne pehle bataya hota to vese bhi aa jati qki main bhi use milna chati thi.. Sach  bataya hota to shayd main apne dil me zooti umid to palke nahi aati kher Jo bhi milna to mujhe bhi tha shayd fir milna ho na ho main goa me 4 months thi or us 4 months me hum ek dusre se 4r Bar mile ghume fire ek dusre ke sath time spent kiya kuch yaad banayai or us 4 months me maine ye bhi Jan Liya ki me use kabhi nahi PA sakti or ye bhi ki wo muse payar to karta hai par muse sadhi nahi karna chahta hai  qki main uske layk nahi thi.. Ye baat usne muse kaha to nahi par shayd yahi wajh thi Jo hamare bich lovers ke jesa rishta hone ke baad bhi usne mujhe shadhi ke liye proposed nahi kiya. Jab ye baat samjh aayai to Maine bhi soch Liya ki ab yaha rah kar koi fayda nahi mujhe kuwait vaps chale jana chahiye yaha rakar apne aakho ke samne use kisi or ke sath shadhi karte huye nahi dekh paugi isliye maine kuwait vaps jane ka fesla kiya. nayi nokari dhunli or visa aane ke bad maine use bataya ki main vaps ja rahi hu tu achi ladki dekh Kar shadhi Karlo or khush rah na usne mujhe rokne ki bhot koshish hi ki par main uski ek nahi suni or 9-march-2018 me vaps kuwait aai kuwait aane ke baad bhi main use baat karti thi phone par kuch din naraj raha muse.. Or kuch din baad uska rishta tey huaa jab ye baat mujhe pata chali Tb bhot taklif hui tood si gayai wo din aj bhi jab yaad karti hu to aakhe bhar aati hai.. Fir main apni aasuvo ko nahi rok pati 23-jun-2018 me uski shadhi ho gayi ye din me kabhi nahi bhula paugi..

Shadhi ke kuch din pehle Maine use Jo bhi rishta tha humare bich wo sab tod diya or apne aapse use aajad kiya or dubar kabhi mujhe call ‘msg ya fir Milne ki koshi na karna keh Kar sab kuch khatam kar Liya tha  lekin shadhi ke 8din baad usne mujhe msg kiya or kehne laga ki ke hum dost bankar nahi rah sakte ke hum phone karke baat na sahi par msg to Kare Maine mana kiya leki main use itna payar karti thi ki main bhi use baat kiye beger rah nahi rahn payai or fir se hum dost bankar baat karne lage.. Lekin kehte hai na dosti se payar ka safr aasan hota hai par payar se dosti ka vaps safr na mukhin uske sadhi ka Sach bhot taklif de raha tha mujhe ye dosti ka rishta nibhana ko. na use ke bina jee pa rahi thi na uske sath. roj pal pal Mar mar ke jee rahi thi.. Kabhi use dur Jane ki koshi karti thi to kabhi wo mujhe apne pass vaps khicha lata tha.. Jitani koshi use bhulne ki karti thi utnahi wo muje yaad aata tha uske sath bitaya huye pal main chakar bhi nahi bhula Pati hu.. Fir ek din usne whatsapp status dala apne wife ke photos us din uske wife ka birthday tha 26-Nov-2018 or ek Date mere list me aai jise main chahkar bhi kabhi nahi bhula paugi us din main uske sadhi ke baad Jo thodi bhot bachi thi wo bhi unko karibi photos dekar tootkar bhikhar gayai q ki uske shadhi ke baad bhi main is bhrm me jee rahi thi ki wo  Aaj bhi mujse hi payar karta hai

wo bhrm usdin tut gaya main janti hu sadhi ke baat bhi use koi bhi umid rkhna Galt tha pagal pan tha.. Main uske payar me itani andhi thi ki bhul gayai ki wo ab shadhi sudha hai.. Us din bhot royai khudh par hi bhot ghuss kiya khud se ladhi boht royai or fir socha ki agar wo mujhe bhula Kar kisi or ke sath khush rah sakta hai to main q nahi ab tak to main sochti thi ki main kabhi shadhi nahi karugi move on nahi karugi lekin us din soch Liya ki move on bhi karugi or shadhi bhi or apne shadhi ka pehla invitation card use dugi or tab jakar muje sukun mile ga us waqt main bhot ghusse me thi or us  din se Maine fb par ladkoki friend request accepted karna suru kiya or ek ladka mil bhi gaya  jesa mujhe chahiye tha or usne mujhe shadhi ke liye proposed bhi ya khuch din sochkar Maine use ha Kar di march-2019me move on karke bhi nahi kar Payi uske shadhi ke baad ek bhi yesa din na ho Jo main use yaad na kiya ho uke bare me na socha ho itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi main use nafart Kar payai Aaj Jo mere zindgi me hai use maine apne zindgi me jagh to de di par apne dil me nahi de PA rahi hu use na khush rakh PA rahi na main khud khush rah pa rahi hu ab lagta hai ki Maine galti ki move on karke khud ko or thoda waqt de Dena chahi ye tha  ab use na kehkar uska dil nahi todna chahti hu.. Is liye rishta nibha rahi hu use or khud ko khush rakhne koshish Kar rahi hu jis jeed ko lekar aage badhi thi us jeed ko pura karna chahti hu pata nahi hoga ki nahi muse par apne tarf se puri koshi karugi is naye rishte ko pure imandari se nibha ne ki plz.. Mere liye prey Karo ki main is rishte main safal hu..🙏

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  1. Alex

    bura hua..well,ek kaam kr sakti ho jisse pyar hai usse nafarat kro..kyuki ab pyar ka koi matalab nhi to apni jid me nafarat kro..aur ek baat ziddi log hi sahi hote hai..tumne koi galti nhi ki…tumne sahi decision liya shadi krke and wahi best hai jise tumhari parwah nhi to tum kyu kr rhi ho..so please apne decision ko galat mat samjho tum sahi ho..aur tumhara decision bhi sahi hai..agar apne husband ko pyar nhi de pa rhi to pyar naam ki chiz ko hi hata lo..emotions khatam kr do..paththar dil bano.. ..use yaad krke kamzor banogi aur bs wahi weakness hai to uski yaad me rone se achcha aur apne husband ko pyar na de paani ki kami ko jad se mita do aur wo hai khud ke emotions mar do..kisi ke liye koi emotion nhi..bs yhi best hoga tumhare liye kyuki ye kahna bewkoofi hogi ki apne husband ke sath khush rho .tum wo try kr chuki ho to iska bhi koi fayda nhi to best hai emtoions khatam kr do..kabhi kabhi khud ko khush karne ke liye kuch aise decisions bhi lene padte hai..to ab se kisi ke liye koi feeling nhi bs husband ke sath rishta nibhao kyuki pyar usse nhi kr sakti aur jisse pyar krti ho wo tumhara hai nhi to ..best option is attitude lao..ki koi bhi chiz mujhe rula nhi sakti meri life ke decisions dusre nhi lege aur na hi tumhe rulayege…to attitude develop kro aur life ko aur explore kro..yhi time hai strong banne ka..zid achchi chiz hai..positively use krogi to.enjoy krogi..

    i dont know mera suggestion kaisa hai, thoda awkward hai aur pta nhi mai ye kya soch kr type kr rha hu

    good luck…i will pray for you.

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  2. ☺️

    Sushma aapne jo decision li vo bilkul sahi hai…aap move on karke acha ki ho…jo aapse pyar nahi karta uske liye aap aapni life q spoil kare vo tho agae badgaya Na aap be bado …haa bahot mushkil hai bhulna phir b try kijiye yse aapke husband aapse pyar karte hai tho unke liye time dijiye aap unko samajna aur vo aapko pyar he sb kuch nahi hota Na …jb 2 log ek dusre ko samajte hai tho life asan hoti hai…aap jitna ho sakhe past ko yaad Na kijiye agar yaad be aye tho aap uss waqt aapna focus dusre cheezo me dal dijiye.. Strong baniye yse aap strong ho bs yaadein jb yaad athi hai tho unn yaadoon ko yaad Na kariye koi aur jagha busy hojaiye….

    Aur jaise Alex ne kaha hai attitude le ayiye n khud se boliye ki my khush rahungi …

    Sushma hm aapke liye zaroor pray karenge…khush rehne ki koshish kariye aur khushi aapke pass ayegi zaroor bs aap try kijiye aapne aap ko khush rakhiye.

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  3. Nasrin

    Aise compromise kr k shadi nahi hoti……shadi ek bhot badi chiz hai yr….or agr usme pyaar hi nahi hai to aisi shadi ka koi mtlb Nahin…aapko thoda time or lena chaiye tha khud ko sambhal ne k liye…..move on krne k liye…lkn aapne move on krne k liye jo shadi wala faisla lia usko me ghlt to nahi bolugi but thoda time le k Lena tha…..hope aap us bnde se pyr kr pao…..yhi dua hai…or wo bnda pyr deserved bhi krta hai q ki usko to apki past k baare me nahi pta hoga na..so ap jyada se jyada time Apne husband k sath spend kro….good luck……

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  4. Karan

    Mujhe dosti karne ke liye call ya msg kr do…9752898993

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  5. Neh

    Aisa hi kuch meri story h yrrr i know..kuch samjhe ni aata

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  6. Milu

    Hello frnd

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