Me jise chahata hu – Unknown

Hi me ludhiana se hu.me apna naam nai batana chahata na hi unka jinko chahata hu.ye bat tb ki hai jab me 10th me tha.isse pehle me ek kore kagaz jesa tha.me us waqt apni masti me rehta tha.me dikhne me looser & lalu sa hu.ladkiyo se nafrat karta tha.ab bhi karta hu.kiyo ki ladki bahut flirt karti hai.ek chhod k dusra bf bnati hai.ha ne kahani pe ata hu.jab me 10th me inter kiya.meri class me 4 nai ladkiya aai.me ladkiyo ko kam hi dekhta tha.par achanak meri nazar us angle par padi.pata nai kiya jadu tha us me me use dekhta hi reh gya .ese laga jese mere sharir me se jaan ja chuki ho.uski aankon me kuch hai.jo me aaj tak nai samjh paya.jab bhi dekhta hu.me hypnotized ho jata hu matlab besudh.uske bad me use kai bar dekhta wo dekhne me to sawali hai.par cute bahut hai ek dum ek choti c cute c roee ki doll tarah ek chote bache ki tarah.mera man to karta hai.mera bus chale to me seena cheer k andar chupa lu.logo se dhup se miti se logo ki nazar se.me to kai bar ye bhi sochta hu kahi use meri nazar bhi na lag jaye.pehle pehle to jab me use dekhta tha jab uski nazar mujhpe padti to wo guse se ghurti.me jab ghar jata ghar me bhi wo mere dimag se nikal hi nai rahi thi.uski ankhe wo pyari surat mujhe bhul na rahi thi.mujhe ese lag raha tha jese koi mujhpe jadu sa ho gya ho.mujhe mere classmates ne note kiya k tu us ladki ko dekhta hai.mere liye ye sharm ki bat thi kaha k nai.unme se ek mera friend tha wo bola k wo bhi chup kar tujhe dekhti hai.mene kaha nai wo to gusa karti hai.unhone kaha abhi dekh lete hai.wo mere samne wali desk pe thi.mere dost mera desk khali kar k piche chale gye unhone kaha k ab dekhna.meuse tirchhee nazar se dekhne laga.jab humare teacher class me nai the sabhi apni masti me lage the to angle ne moka dekh kar mujhe lagatar dekh rahi thi.me heran ho gya.mere dosto ne shor macha diya k dekha.wo dar gai.ab me samjh gya k wo bhi dekhti hai.me ek friend ne ek apni friend ladki se kaha k usse meri bat kare.usne ki k tu use dekhti hai.wo dar gyi boli k nai.uski do best friend hai jo hamesha uske sath rehti hai wo bhi boli ke ha humne bhi dekha hai tu use dekhti hai.wo haskar maan gyi.fir kiya tha class me utani kisi or ladka ladki ki charcha nai thi jitni humari.jab bhi wo class me aati sab ladki shor machate ki bhabhi g aa gyi or bolte k aaj to ye colour ka suit pehna hai.wo angle red me pata hai kitni pyari lagti hai.ek sach much ki pari ki tarah.mujhe to lagta hai k wo pari hai.apni pankh chupa k rakhehai.me unke laiyk nai hu.unka koi prince zarur hoga is duniya me.me to ek zamin ka kida hu jo aasman ko dekhto sakhta hai par chhu nai sakta.ese hi din bite hum +2 me ho gye.me kai bar koshish ki bat karne ki gift dene ki par use dekh kar to me feuse udh jate the.+2 k baad mujh me uske liye itna kuch badh gya hai.k me ab apne aap se dartahu.me jab ye soch bhi lu k use kanta sirf ek kanta chubh jaye to kiya hoga.mera pata nai kiya hoga kanta to uske kahi bhi lage ga par dard mere dil me hoga uske rone se pehle mera rona nikal jayega.k iska kiya kusoor hai hai to mujhe saaza dedo esi saza mujhe mat do.agar ise kuch hua to pehle me mar jaunga.mujhe kuch ajib sa feel hota hai.lagta hai k me use kafi purana janta hu.bat is liye nai karta kahi wo ro na pade.me wo dekh nai paunga.b.a 1st year me unka to pata nai.par me kitab age hoti thi nazar uski eyes pe.me ab bhi 1st me 4th saal hai.fail nai hua addmission deta hu exam nai deta.kiya exam me likhuga k pari angle bachu shona nannu mera bacha.bat to herani wali ye bhi hai k 4 sal me usne bhi esa hi kiya.uske ghar me koi kami nai hai.do bhai kamate hai papa bhi.jab 2 bar usne ba k exam na diye me use bat karna chahta tha.wo uski school me teacher lag gai.me evening me principal se milne gya.waha pari bethe the bacho ko padha rahe the.mene socha k aaj bat karlu.me to ye puchna chahta tha.k aap kiya khate ho.jo itne masum ho.ye kuch apna bholepan ka jadu kam karoge to me exam de saku.aap pata nai mujhe miloge k nai.me jab unse bat karne liye pas gya to mene socha kaha naam lu.mene himat kar k kaha madam g.unhone ankhe tin timate huye kaha k ha g.me to wahi marne wala tha.me kaha k mujhe aapse ek bat karni hai.wo kuch soche or kaha k nai me us chakar nai padnachahti.me kaha plz meri bat to suniye to unhone kaha k aap yaha se jaye nai to me principal ko bulaungi mene kaha to bulaiye to wo bole k nai aap jaiye yaha koi aa jayega plz jaiye me fir kabhi bat karungi abhi aap jaiye.mujhe pata nai k wo ba kiyo chhod rahi hai.mere karn k.

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