love cant die – jigyasa

hii friends..ye story jo mai likhne ja rahi hu shayad aap logo ko ajeeb lage but its real.. when i was in 8th standard i used to be very simple..very obedient..eek din jab 8th class ka session khatam ho gaya meri mom ne mera school change kar diya..maine dusre school me jakar apne dost banaye tab mujhe pata pada ki mere se do saal bada senior jo mere sath pehle school me tha usne bhi school change kar li and wo bhi mere sath school me a gaya..mera aur uska ghar pas me hi tha isliye hume lene eek hi bus ati thi…wo mujhe par line marta tha..but mai use kuch nahi kehti thi..it was when i was in 9th and he was in 11th…wo bahut acha guitar bajata tha isliye humare school band me jaldi se select ho gaya…he used to sing for me but i never paid attention to him..when i came to 10th n he came to 12th he asked my best friend who used to sit beside me in bus…she said yes….i went numb…but maine kuch nahi kaha..for almost 6 months they were commited and my best friend used to tell me ki wo usse kaise baat karta hai n uske laye hue gifts bhi dikhati thi…i realized ki mujhe meri friend ka uske sath rehna acha nahi laga raha n i realized ki i lovehim…mere me kehne ki himmat nahi thi usse.one day i received a phone call from his sister that he suicide.. i went numb…i was not able to move..then i asked her that y did u call me?? i m not her friend or anything..but she didnt reply and started crying n asked me to come to her home..when i reached there i find everybody was crying when her sister came to me and handele me a letter..i came back to my home and started reading the letter..what i read was so emotional that i made cut on my hand..it was written that jigyasa, i loved u…more than anything..just to see ur reaction after being commited with ******…u know i love u since u were in 7th and i was in 9th…i changed my school because of u…and when i came to know that u had started me loving too i felt i had recieve my whole world..i dont want any thing else..what i want is just your happiness…i suicided because i knew you will never get commited with me…i msorry

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