” Ek din baat na ho paaye usse toh lagta hai jaise saalo beet gaye ho jaise “
” Ek pal baat ho jaaye usse toh lagta hai jaise umr kam pad jaaye jaise ”
” Usmai mera jo sukoon tha, chen tha, sukh tha, dukh tha, fikr thi, voh kisi aur mai nahi,
log milte bhaut hai magar kyu mujhe ussa mila nahi ”
Jaise sab hote, Jaise duniya hoti aisa voh tha nahi, us jaisa maano jaise koi nahi.
Ha ye sach hai ki, use rab ne pyara banaya hai itna, Jaise hazaro mai, laakhon mai, crore mai ek ho jaise. Innocent si voh, pyari si voh, sundar si voh, uske baare mai jitna bolu utna kam hai mere liye,
Han hum ek IT company mai job karte hai, Ek hi technology aur ek hi project mai, Mera naam Abhishek aur uska naam Mishu hai, Real naam uska kuch aur hai, Ye Mishu naam maine use diya hai, Is naam se use maine 1 April 2023 se bulaya tha us din Mishu ko pata chala ki maine uska naam Mishu rakh diya, maine use kabhi dekha toh nahi bas pehli baar maine use 2022 Nov mai suna tha ek meet mai jab voh apna Introduction suna rahe the.
Mai abhi hi join kiya tha, aur Mishu mujhse kuch time pehle join kar chuke the.
Mujhe hamesha se doubt rehte kabhi kuch hota tha, toh kabhi kuch toh hamari team mai mishu thi jiske pass mai jaata tha aur puchta tha, usne hamesha doubt clear kiye.
isi tarah hum what’s app par aagaye aur waha se dheere dheere hum baate karte chale gaye. mai itna khulkar bolne lag gaya tha shuru se hi jaise ye mera koi apna ho. kuch time baad khayal aane lag gaya tha ki aisa Mishu ke saath Abhishek kyu jo Abhishek auro ke saath nahi. Kyu usko sunna itna accha lagta hai, jaise kuch na bolu mai bas use sunta rahu. uska sukh, uska dukh bas sunte rahu, uske saare dard apne pass rakhlu aur apni khushi saari use dedu.
kuch tha jo uske saath galat hua tha voh mujhe mehsoos hua tha, jo hona nahi tha, Mujhe kisi par vishwaas itni asaani se nahi hota tha, Na jaane mishu par khud se zyada vishwaas mujhe kaise hogaya. Maano jaise koi dil ka rishta ho Janmo janmo se.
zindagi guzar hi rahi thi dheere dheere ki uske aane se mai uspar ruk sa gaya, Time aaj bhi nikalta jaa raha hai, lekin mai aaj usi par ruk sa gaya hu, aisa pehle kabhi nahi hua, lekin jab se Mishu se mila mujhe uski fikr si hone lagi.
Jo kabhi zyada na bolne wala ladka, na jaane usse kyu itna baate karna laga tha, na jaane use kyu har accha, bura batane lag gaya tha,
Voh zyada sochti hai, Time se nahi soti hai, mujhe uski fikr satane lag jaati hai, uski care karna bas accha sa lagta hai. Itna maine kisi ke liye nahi socha tha kabhi, na hi kisi ki kabhi itna parwaah ki, na hi maine kisi ladki se is tarah baat ki thi, na jaane kab voh paraya sa apna sa lagne laga tha. Aisa sab pehli baar ho raha ho, jaise ek sapna sa chal raha ho. maine use kabhi pehle dekha nahi tha, maine use social media par dekha tha, Maine use 4 May 2023 ko pehli baar dekha tha jab hum whats app video call par baat ka rahe the mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai us din thursday tha aur mai ek jagah jaane hi wala tha ki 7:20 par Mishu ne mujhe Video call kiya, aur mujhe jaha jaana tha mai waha gaya nahi, Agle 2 hours lagbhag mai use dekhta raha, sunta raha bolta raha, Uski aankho mai kuch toh aisa tha jisko dekhne ke baad mai usse nazre na hata saka.
Phir maine usko abhi 2 June 2023 ko video call par dekha, wahi hasta hui smile, wahi khilta hua chehra, wahi sundar si ladki, wahi maasomiyat, wahi Mishu usko aise khush hote huye dekh mai khush ho jaata hu, Mai subha mandir jaata, mai bhagwan se kabhi kuch nahi maangta tha, lekin mai uske liye apne bhagwaan se Mishu le liye uski Khushiyaan maangne laga. Na jaane mujhe kya ho raha tha, jab jab mai mere bhagwaan ko yaad karta mai uske liye uski khushiyaan maangne lag jaata.
Uske liye kahi jagah hai mere dil mai,
Shayad mai use kabhi na mita paau.
Kya kuch sochta mai uske liye,
Shayad mai use kabhi na bata paau.
Kitni fikr hai mujhe uske liye,
Shayad mai use ye kabhi jata na paau.
Voh nahi toh shayd mai nahi, uska dard hi shayd mera dard hi, uski khushiyan hi khushi hai meri,
Shayad mai use ye bata na paau.
Khud se zyada pyar usse hai,
Shayad mai use ye mehsoos na kara paau.
Us bin adhoora sa hu mai,
Shayad us bin ek pal bhi jee na paau mai.
Shayad woh meri rooh ki chadar mai aakar chup sa gaya hai aise,
ki rooh agar nikle meri toh woh nikle,
aur jo voh nikle toh rooh nikle meri.
Milte hai agle part mai abhi ke liye itna hi…………………………….
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