Hii to all ppl., kise choose karu mai dono taraf mre apne h?? Ek mra AAJ h to ek mra KAL h,. I m feeling vry weak, nervous, mentally pressure, totally full of self defeat.. Actualy i dnt think k muze ye share v krna chahiye but i dnt hv any option?? I just wanna free to mind.. I m going 2 share my lyf story.. I hv two families :-/ 1 is present parents whr m living prsntly., nd othr 2nd iz my real parents whr i had born.. :-/ muzko mre real parents ne mre present parents ko ghod de diya tha bcz f my rl.prnts. Dont want anymore kid or mre pre.parnts they hv nt any kid so muze paalne ko kaha or mre r.p to muze chahte hi na the to un logo ne muze mre p.p. Ko ghod de diya.. Mre presnt parents ne mra bahut khayal rakha har pal muze itna pyr diya ki i cnt xplain vo shuru se hi mre ly mre real parents the muze to kuch pta hi na tha ki esa v h par jb mai 12 yr ka hua to pta chala.. Ek bht bda sach k mre real parents n present prnts r nt same.. Mai bahut roya or apne presnt parnts ko hmsa ki tarah bahut pyr krta rha.. Mre dil m mre real parents k ly jitni jagah h usse 100 tym jada mre present parents k ly h.. Mre ly mre presnt prnts hi real parents h.. Ab problem ye h ki muze aage padhna h likhna h sb kuch kr k ek prfct ni to ek jimmedar insan banna h., mre presents k pas itne pese ni h k vo muze ab aage or padha sake vo kehte h jb tak hum jinda h tu ghr m baith tre ko hum log bhukha ni marne denge.. Par mai padhna chahta hu aaj to mre ghr wale jinda h khila denge par kal ko jb vo budhe hoge or baari mri hogi unhe khilane ki mai ghr mai houga to kahan se khila pauga mre samne mre parents bhukhe rahe ye kbi bardas ni kr pauga apni jaan lga k dhav pe kuch na kuch kr k unka pet to bhar duga par dil m ek tamana reh jayegi ki muze kuch krna tha, muzme aage bhadne ki chahat thi par vo chahte hue v puri na ho payi.. Mai andar hi andar maruga har pal har din.. Mai khud se haar jauga., nd othr way mre 2nd parents jahan mne janam liya tha kehte h.. Tu humhre 7 reh tre har sapne pure hoge, tri har chahat sach m tabdil krenge par sharat ye h ki tu apne un parents k 7 nhi balki humhre 7 reh,, tu humhara khoon h humhre 7 reh unke 7 mat reh jahan teri jarurte v adhuri reh jaye.. Us tym hum tuze paalna chahte the jb unlogo ko ghod diya par vo ro rhe the tuze paalne k ly le jane k ly or humhre pas olready 3 bache the toh unhe dene m guilty feel ni hua.. Tu abortion k bad v bach gya ye tri kismat thi uske bad jb se tu duniya m aya h hum log to tb se tuzse pyr krte h ek bete ki tarah hi or is halat m ni dekh skte tuze ki tu kal ko rove.. Ab agar mai apne present parents ko choose krta hu toh pyr to h par carieer nhi or agar apne real parents ko toh carieer k alawa kuch ni h.. Qki m unhe kbi acept ni kr pauga.. Or vo mre liye jo kr rhe h vo ek ehsaan se jada kuch samajh na pauga.. Ehsaan to m apne baap ka v nhi luga to unka kse acept kruga.. Jahan mai apne present parents ka khoon na hoke v unki jaan hu or wahan mai apne real parents ka khoon hoke v unke liye ehsaan hu.. Pls people suggest me tum log mri jagah hote to kise choose krte??
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Apke real parents selfishness dikha rahe h Woh apke baare mein na sockar apke present parents ke baare mein soch rahe h. Isliye woh help nahi karna chahte. Mujhe lagta h apko unhe manana chahiye kyuki woh apko is duniya mein lekar aae h toh unki bhi toh apke prati responsibility.banti h na khun ka rishta god de dene se thodi na khatm ho jaata h?. Aur apke present parents ne toh woh kiya jo woh kar sakte the woh hi apke actual parents h sahi mein… Apne present parents ko rp ko samjhaane ko kahiye ki woh kamse kam apne bachche ke baare mein toh soche bajaye ki adoption ka bahana karke palla jhadne se. Ap Chinta mat karo parents apne bachcho ke liye koi na koi rasta nikal hi lete h. Sab thik ho jaega.