i kill myself bt can't love again ?? – Ashish

Title : I kill myself … bt can’t love again .?? ashish kumar pandey part 1 hi,,,frnds.. aap ya kbi mt sochna ki ma aapko ,,,is stry se bore krunga ,,,,bt frnd ya ek aisi mari stry h jo aapne syad phale ,,kbi read ki hogi,,muje ptna to nhi pta ..bt itna jarur khata ho ki ,,,love,,ek special fealing,,h,,bt mari ,,life ,,ma pta nhi kya ho raha h muje ,,,,,.aap ya mt sochna ki ma aapko ,,,,aapni ,,,bato se bore kr raha ho,,,,,agr aap ya soch rahe h to glat,,h,,,,,, ,,mari …stry jo ,,,,strt hui,,,,,thi ,,,,wo,,,,bs,,,,ek,,,,,yaad ,,,bn,,,,kr …rah…gyi…h…aise………. yade aur ..pl …jo muje ,,humasa ……life ma hr pl,,,, kuch ,,,,na kuch ,,,,,,,shikate ..h…aur….sath….muje …..khud smj nhi aata ki…….muje aisa pyar ku ,,mila ,,,,,,jo ,,,,ki,,,,,,bs………ek ..dream,,,,,,aur,,,,,,mari ,,,,life ,,,ka ek,,,part bnkr ,,rah..gya ….aap yr phr soch rahe honge ma ,,,aapko ,,,,stry,,,,bta ,,,,,,,nhi,,,raha ,,,,agr,,,,aisa ,,,sochte,,,,h to ,,,,aap ,,glat,,h,,,,aur,,mara ,,,,1st love…….(“ s”…uska name se start hota tha ….”)….uske,,,bare ma itna khana ,,chata ,,,ho ki,,,,wo,,,,mare dream ,,,ma hr pl ,,sath ,,,,h ,,,,aur,,,,,aapko ..agr…..mare 1st love …..ka bare ma jana ,,,,h to ,,,,,aap ,,,,,””ashish..love is nt fare (tumsehi.com pa mane post ki hui h)“”

,,stry ,,ko ,,,read …krna …………..kuki mari,,,,,,,,khanai,,,pyar,,,ki,,,,issi ,,,,stry,,,,,,,se ..…..start ,,,,hui ,,,,thi,,,, “” uska…… phala……… mz ya ….aya tha …..jb …usne ….mari ……….love ,,,,,stry ……….read …..ki,,,,,thi … >> Ya ….mz ,,,,agr ,,,,,wo ,,,nhi ,,,,krti to muje …………pyar ……………kbi ,,,,,,,,,,,,dubara ….nhi,,,hota,,,,,aaj ka liye itna,,,,,,aur,,,,baki stry baad ma bataunga,,,,,,aapse ek ,,,questn ,,ask,,,krta,,ho,,kya,,,,,agr,,,koi ,,ldki,,,aapko ,,agr,,,kuch pl ka ;liye,,,bhut,,,pyar,,,da,,,aur,,,bad…wo,,, bs,,,ya ,,khakr,,,bol,,da,,,jo,,,bate,,,hui,,,bs,,,,wo,,,,kuch,,pl,,,ka,,,liye,,,thi,,,,kya ,,,ya,,,,r8,,,,h,,,??? Aap soche,, iska,,,,ans,,,,ma jarur..dunga///,,,””” kisi….ko …itna…pyar…,,mt,,,kro…….ki,,,,aap,,khud ,,ko,,,bhul,,,jao,,” Part 2 Age ki stry ma ya hua ki ,,us din jb uska mz aya tha satuday din tha ,,sham ko mz ,,aya tha ,,aur ma confuse tha ki ,,kisi unknwn no, se mz kon ,,,kr skta h ,,,,,bt ,,phr mane koi reply,,nhi dya ,,bs ,,socha ,,ki,,,bad ma ,.khud phn krke ask ,,,kr lunga ma ,,,,,,,,,??aur mane kuch dar bad ,,cl kya use ,,,aur ..jb.mane ask kya ki ,,,aapne mare 2nd n0, pa mz kya tha aap kon ,,h ,,usne ya btaya ki ,,mane aapki stry read ki muje waha se aapka n0, mila ,,to ,,mane use ,,,thnks kha aur ,,ya kha ki,,,muje aap ya ,,,batayaie ki,,ma ek unknwn ,,prsn ,,,ho,,,aap ek,,,grl ,,,ho,,,muje,,aapne,,,mz ,,kya ,,,aur,,ku,,??aapne itni stry,,,read ki,,,hogi,,bt,,,muje ,,,ku,,,reply,,kya ,,, >>ma resn jan ,,skta ho >>??

usne yak ha ki ,,,,mane jb,,,aapki stry ,,,read ki,,,,us se mane ,,,aapko,,,smj liya h ,,,aapka nature ,,kaisa h ,,aur ,,,ab ,,aapse bate krke,,,muje ,,,confirm ,,bhi ..ho gya ,,,ki,,,aap ,,,ek aache prsn ,,,ho,,,,?? Uski ya ,,baat ,,,muje ,,aachi lgi,,ki ,,usne muje smja ,,?aur ,,mane kha ,,thnks ,,aur ,,uske bare ma janane ,,ki kosis ki ,,,,bt ,,usne ,,,muje ya ,,,kha ,,,ki ,,,syad ,,aap muje ,,is din,,,ka ,,,bad ,,se kbi yaad kroge ,,,,??mane kha ,,,nhi ,,aisa nhi ,,,h ,,”yaad unhe ,,,krte h jinhe ,,krte ,,,h jine ,,,hum ,,,bhul jate h ,,,??aur ,,,aap soch ,,,rahe hone ,,,ki ,,,,,,us ,,grl ,,,,na muje .,,,,,,contact ,,,kaise kya ??btata ho ,,,ki usne muje ,,,,,mari love stry se ,,read ki ,,,thi ,,,,aur ,,waha pa ,,,mara no,. tha ,,,,use waha se mila ,,,,,,is trahay ,,,mari ,,,,,,phr ,,,,ek ,,,,stry strt hui thi ,,,,,aur ,,,mane kbi socha …bhi nhi ,,,,tha ,,,,ki ,,,muje phr ,,,,,ek frnd ,,,,milaga ……syad …..bt …ya …nhi socha tha ,,,,ki ,,,,,muje wo ldki ,,,,,,,mari jindgi ma ,,mare liye ek special ,,prsn bn jayagi ,,,,,,aap ya mat socha ki ,,,ya kaisi stry h jo ,,,ki ,,,,,,ma ,,,,bs ,,,kuch ,,part ,,kbi ,,bta raha ho aur ,,kuch nhi ,,,to aap sahi soch rahe h ,,,,aapko ,,,ma kl ka ans ,,,dana bhul gya ,,,,,,,,,,””muje itna pta h ,,,hum kisi relationship ,ma ,,h to ,,,ya jaruri nhi ,,,,nhi h ,, bate ,,,krne se pyar ,,,bdta h ,,,jaruri ya ,,ki ,,,,hum ,,,use kitna ,,,smjte h ,,,,uke place ,,,pa rakhkr ,,,,, ‘’kisi se itni aashquie ki ,,,thi humhne

pr ,,,hum bhul ,,,gye ,,,the ,,,,ki ,,,,,pyar ,,,to ,,bs ,,,ek ,,,,kuch ,,pl,,,ka ristha ,,,h ,,,,,,jiski ,,,dor ,,,,to rab ka hato ma h ,,,,,”” Gud nyt ,,age ki ,,,stry ,,aapko next part ma bataunga ma ,,,,. Aap jarur read krna ,,,kuki ya stry kuch alag hh jo aapne phale kbi nhi read ki hogi ….???aap muje ya bta skte h ,,,ki kya fealing ,,,kbi ,,,,bs ,,kuch pl ka liye hoti h kya ??? Part3 Aapko ma ab aapni srty ma ,,kuch aise pl …btana ..chata ,,,jo ki…syad ,,,,muje ,,,kbi ,.,,2 jb ma …sochta ho ,,,,to ,,,,,,ek ,,,khusi to milti ,,,,,h ,,,pr,,,,,,,,kuch,…..pl ….ma ….kho ….sa …jata ho……ma …bt muje…..smj,,,nhi,,,aata ,,,kya ,,,boys,,,,ko,,,agr ,,,agr…grl…propose….kre……..kbi…aapne ….suna ….h …??syad …aapne phale kbi nhi ….suna ….hoga …..pr….aap ya soch rahe honge ki,,,,ma ,,,,aapko ya ,,,baat ku…bta ,,,raha ,,,,ho…..to,,,aap confuse mt,,,,ho,,,kuki ,,,mari love ,,,stry ,,,ma ,,,,bhi aisa …kuch …hua h…..??age stry ma ,,,ya ,,,hota ,,,phr mari ,,,,aur ,,,us unknwn ,,,grl se ,,,,,mz …ma bate hoti rathi ,,,thi,,,,,jb bhi ,,,uska mz ,,,,aata ,,,tha ,,,,ma jbi ,,,reply ,,,,krta tha ,,,,aur,.,,,,,humari ,,,,bate kbi ,,,,2 kafi lambi ,,,,,,,hoti ,,,,thi sms ,,,,pa ,,,,syad aapne kbi suna ,,,,h ki ,,,,din ,,,ma ,,,hum itna ,,,,chat ,,,krte the ,,,,sms ,,,,,ma ,,,,ki limit ,,,,bhi khatam a,,,ho jati thi ,,,,,humari ,,,,bate ,,,hoti gyi….ek din achanak ,.,,,,,uska ,,,mz ,,,,aya ,,,,ki ,,,,,aapse ma …ab …..baat nhi,,,,kr skti ,,,,,,??

ma confuse….ho gya ki.,,,,hua kya ,,,,,use ,,,,achanak,,,,,,mane ,,,us se ,,,,resn ,,,,ask ,,,kya ,,,,pr ,,,wo ,,,,ek hi ,,,baat ,,bol ,,,rahi thi muje ,,,nhi pta ,,,pzzz, aaap mz ,,,mat ,,,kre ,,,hum,,,bole ,,,jb tak ,,,aap resn nhi doge ,,,hum ,,,,aapko mz krte reahange ,,,,istharay …se mari ,,,uski baat sms ,,,pa ,,,,3 hr ,,chali,,,,,aur ,,,,,,wo khati …ki …hum aapko ,,,2yr bad ,,,,,milange,,,,,,humhe smjne ki,,,kosi kro ,,,hum ,,aapse ,,,baat nhi ,,,krna chate ,,,,hum ,,,bole aisa ,,,,jb hota ,,,h koi prsn ,,,,ya to kuch special feal ,,,krta …h ya phr ……use lgta h ,,,ki ya thng ,,,se mari life ma prblm ho rahi h ,,,??? To …use …muje jan 8 ,,,ko n8 ,,,ma ,,,uske baad ya ,,, bola … I luv u ,,,,,, ?? itna mz kya aur kha muje lga ki ,,,agr,,ma aapse jitna ,,,bate krungi ,,,ma ….utna khud ko samal nhi paungi ,,,aur isliye mane kha ,,,ki ,,,ma aapse ,,,baat nhi krna chati ,,,,???phr usne …ya bola ,,,,ki agr aap ,,,,mujse love ,,,,nhi krte ,,,bta da ,,,lakin ma aapko ,,,humasa ,,,love krungi ..kuki ,,,ya mara …1st love ….h,,,?? Mane use ,,,,bola ,,,ki aapki fealing ,,ki respect ,,,krta ho ,,,aur ,,,,,ma aapko ,,,mna ,,,bhi nhi ,,,,kr skta ,,,aur ,,,h ,,,bhi ,,,nhi bol,,,skta ,,,bt ,,,,agr ,,,aap ,,,,,,muje 2yr ,.,,,,ta love ,,,krange ,,,,aur mare sath rehange ,,,,to ,,,,ma ,,,,aapka ,,,humasa ,,,,ka liye ho ,,,jaunga ,,,,,,?? Mari ,,uske sath ,,,n8 ,,,ma ,,,4:30am (night ) ma sms se baat hui ,,,,wo ,,,ya ,,,bol ,,,rahi thi ,,,ki ,,,,mrng ,,,,,,ka ,,,,bad …se ma ,,,aapse 2yr ,,,baad ,,,baat krungi ,,,,

aap ,,,pz,,,ek ,,,bar ,,,bol ,,,do,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I love u mini (hum use nick name diye the usne muje asu pyar se khati thi )…mane ,,,,uski bato ka ans ,,,nhi ,,,dya aur ,,,use ya bolkr ,,,gud ,,,n8 ,,,kha ,,,ki ,,,,ma,,,,aapko ,,,,,jarur ,,,love ,,,krunga ,,bye ,,,,phr ,,,jb ma mrng ,,,ma uta to ,,,,uska ,,,mz,,,read kya ,,,usme ya write tha ki ,,,,,hum aapse ,,,,2yr bad baat krange ,,,humhe aims ,,ma admination lana….. h ,,,aur,,,,yak ha ki aap mz ka koi reply mt …da…??? …aap ya soch rahe honge ki …..usne …muje ….aisa ku,,,, kha,,,,,,ki,,,,,aap mz,,, ka reply ,,,,,mt ,,,krna,,,,aur ,,,,,,2 yr bad …hum aapse baat krange ????iska ans srry ka next part ma …dange ,.,,,,hum ..????? Aapke dimag ma kafi prsn aa rahe honge wo grl…. Na …muje ,,, I love u ,,kha aur ,,,phr muje 2yr ,,,baad wo mujse ,,,itna hi love kragi ,,,,jitna ab ,,,wo krti h ???? aapko ma ns dana bhul gya …jo ask kyat ha kya fealing kuch pl ka liye ….hoti h ???? muje itna pta h ki ,,,fealing ,,,ka koi unt nhi hota ,,,,bt ,,agr ,,,jo fealing ,,,humhe 1st tym feal ,,hoti h wo dubara kbi ,,nhi feal ,,ho skti ,,,,??frnd ,,,gud nyt ,,,,,,aapko ,,,,stry ka next …part ma agr ki stry tell krunga “” “” kisi se itni duri humhne bhi banayi thi,,,pr ,,,us dori,,,,ma ,,,itna ,,,smjna bhul ,,gye ,,,the .. “”ki….dori,,,bhi itni,,,ho jaygi ,,,ki ,,,,,,humhe ,,,bs ,,,wo ya khakr ,,,bhul jayagi,,ki ,,,,, “””age ki stry ka part is line se link h …””” Part 4 Aapko mane stry ka 3 part ,,,,btaye ,,,age ,,,ki,,,stry ,,,ma aap soch rahe ,honge ki ,,mane ,,,,uske mz ,,,,ka ,,,,,reply ,,,,,,kya ,,,ya ,,,,,nhi ???????……

waise ,,,,mare ,,,man ma ,,,us tym ,,,,ek ,,,azib ,,,si,,,tentn ,,,,thi ,,,,,aur,,,kuch ,,,pl,,,ki khusi bhi thi ,,,,,,,pr ,,,mane ,,,socha ,,,,ma agr ,,,,,reply ,,,,do,,,,,,,,,,ki ,,,nhi ,,,???aur next ,,,mrng ,,,9 jan ,,,ko ,,,,mane ,,,,,,,uske ,,,mz ,,,ka ,,,reply dya ki ,,,aap….mujse ,,,ku,,,2yr,,,bad ,,baat krna chate h ,,,usne yak ha ki ,,,,,,aapne ,,repluy ,,,kia ,,,ma jb aapka mz ,,,read ,,krti ho ,,,to ,,khud ,,,ko contrl,,,nhi ,,,kr pati ,,,,,aur ,,,,rone ,,,lgti ,,ho ,,,??muje sun,,,,ka pta nhi ,,,man ma ek azib ,,,si fealing ,,ayi ,,,aur ,,,,mane ,,,kha use ,,,,I love u a lot ,,,,mini ..????phr ,,,humari ,,,bate ,,,sms,,,se strt ,,,ho ,,,gyi ,,,,,,dubara,,,usne kha tik h,,,hum ,,,aaj se din …..ma mz ,,,pa chat krange ,,,,,aur ,,,,phn ,,pa bate nhi krange jb tak ,,,>>>mane thanku ,,,so much ,,,,aur ,,,,,,,,aap soch ,,rahe honge ki ,,ya ladki ,,,kaisi,, h ?aur ,,,,uske bare ,ma aapko btana ,,,bhul,.,,,gya ,,,,aap tentn ,,,ma ,,,aapko btata ho ,,,,,,wo ,,,12th ma thi ,,us tym ,,,,science,,,stream ,,se ,,,aur uska,,,aim heart ,,specialist,,,ka ,,,,doctor,,,banana chati thi ,,,,??? Aur ,,,wo mujse ,,,,,study ,,,ma kafi ,,,,age ,,,,,thi ,,mtlb ,,,ki uski 10th nd 12th ma around 80% se marks ,,aye ,,,the ,,,aur marea agr aap ,,marks sunage ,,to aap haran ,,ho jayange ,,,10 th ma mare 75% thi aur ,,,12th ma 49 % thi ,,,aapko haran hua hoga na ,,,

aisa kaisa ho skta h ,,,iska resn aapko mari love stry ,,,ka bare ma ,,,janange ,,,phr ,,aapko bta chal jayaga ,,,jo mane phale post kit hi ,,,,,,,,,,,,age ,,,,aap soch ,,rahe honge ki ,,,,,,ya love stry ma ,,,,,aisa kya hua ki ,,,mane write ki ,,,na ,,,,btata ho ,,,,us pl ka bad ,,muje jindgi ki hr khusi mil gyi ,,jo mane socha bhi nhi tha phale kbi ,,,aur mare jindgi ,,ma kuch aise pl ,,,hone strt ,,,ho gye ,,,,pta aapko ma usnmhe se ek pl ,,btata ho ,,,ek din ma us se sms ma chat kr raha tha ,,,pta ,,,uske sms ,,,ki limit khatam ho gyi ,,,,thi ,,,,,,,,aur ,,,,,mare ma kafi sms ,,,the ,,,,mane kha koi nhi aap tentn mt la ,,,ma aapko ,,sms ,,krta ho ,,,aap miss cl krke ,,,btana ,,,1 miss cl ,,h ,,2 miss cl ,na ,.,,,aap soch rahe honge ki ,,,aise bhi koi lover baat kr skta h ,,,,,,,to aap ,,,,glat ,,h mare sath aisa hua tha ,,,aapko jan ka haran hua hoga ki ,,,,ki ,,,mane use 12 se 3:30am (night) ma istharay se baat ki ,,,,muje pta h aaj bhi pl wo.bhut ,,yaad h ,,,,humari bate hui thi jb aapko ,,ek baat aur ma btata ho ,….kuch dino baad mare bhi sms ki limit ,,khatam ho gyi thi ,,,usne kha ,,,jis tharay aapne mujse us din baat ki ,,,thi ,,,aaj ma aapko mz snd krungi aap miss cl dana,,, ,,,aur humari kuch aise hi bate chalti rahi thi ..aapko bta do ,,,mane us tym 5:30 am(night) tak aise baat ki ,,,pta ,,us tym mane kha ki ,,muje aapse abi baat krne ka bhut man,,ho raha h ,,bt kya kre bal,,nhi ,,h ,,,phn ,,ma ,,,usne kha tik h ,,

mare phn ma itna bal ,,nhi h pr ma ,,aapko,,cl krti ho 5 min baat ho payagi ..phr jb mane us se us tym baat ki ,,,,sach ,,,muje jannat ,mil gyi aisa feal …hua ….,,muje,,,,aapko age ki stry baad ma btata ho ,,,,aur muje “”””kuch pl .,,,,ma usne aapna ,,,kha ,,bt ,,bhul gya tha ,,,ma ,,ki ,,kbi ,,,sapne ,,bhi pure nhi hote ,,,,,bs ,,,ek ,,,yaad bn ka rah jate h ….””””””…..gud nyt ,,,frnd’s …….aapko ma aapne bare ma btana bhul gya ,,,,,,wo ma next part ma ,,btunga ,,,,aap confuse hoge ki ,,,,wo mari gf mini ,,mare sath h kin hi ,,,,,aapko ,,,,iske bare ma janane ka liye wait krna hoga ,,,kuki wqt bhi ,,,,ya khata ,,,h ki ,,,,,,,,kbi ,,,,humhe ,,,,agr kuch thng ki smj agr wqt se phale na ho to kuch nhi mil pata …????? Part 5 Aapko ma stry ka bare ma btane se kuch ask krta ho kya sach ma grl …kbi kisi se sacha pyar kr sakthi h ……muje yr kasam se pta nhi ku …bs aisa feal hota h ki ,,,,agr ,,,,jingdi ma kuch ,,,,,shikna h love hi h jo ,,insan ko …smjata h ya uski life ko kharab kr data h ….mare sath aisa kuch tha ,,,age aapko ma stry ma batata ho ,,,us din ka bad ,,,wo mujse kafi jayada bate krni lgi uska khud phn aata h aur mujse aapni sari bate share krti thi …ek din uski mom na use tarish pa n8 ma baat krte hue dhak liye aur kha ki wo kon frnd h jo tumhe itni n8 ma cl kr ka baat kr raha h ,,,,,

us din se usnki mom na kha ki ,,,,use tumhare exam aa rahe h tum study pa focus kro ,,,aura gr tumare dad kop ta chl gya na ,,phr tum khud jante ho ,.,,agekya hoga ,,,,,,aur ,,next din uske dad na uska phn chk krne ka liye aapne pass rakh liye ,,,,aur ,,kha ki ma kuch din watch krunga ,,aur ,,mini na muje mrng ma phn kya aur kha pz muje aap cl yam z mt krna ma khud aapko krungi cl ..muje uski ek baat psnd thi wo ,,humasa muje inform krti rathi thi ,,,,,aur ,,,ma use smjta tha ,,aur mane use kbi hrt krne ki kosis bhi nhi ki ,,aur wo humasa khati thi ,,,hum dono ka mid ma koi ,,ladayie nhi hoti ,,,,aur hum ek dushre ko itna love krte the ,,,,muje wo din yaad h jb mara phn kharab tha mane aapni sim aapne mama ka ladke ka phn ma dali thi tb usne aapni mom ka n0. Se phn krke bola ki ,,,rote hue ki muje aapki bhut yaad aa rahi h pta h ma n8 ma so nhi pati ho ,,pzz asu muje hug kro na ,,,pzz mane kha ,,tik h aapke sath ma humasa ho aap eyes close kro aur muje feal kro ki mane aapko hug kya h ….aur muje uski hr pl aur bate humasa yaad aati h ma kbi nhi bhul skta ,wo kahte h na agr jindgi ma agr humhe 1st tym ,,,koi grl kiss kre ya ,,I loveu bole hum kbi nhi bhul skte h aisa hi kuch tha mare sath ,.,,,,,uske exam kafi close the aur uska mz aya asu muje distrb mt krna 1 mnt na cl na sms aur ma exam ka baad khud cl krogi ,,aapko mane uske mz ka reply nhi dya phr mz aya “””loveeee uuuuuu muhhhhaaaa sry …””” kya hua kuxh bolo ???

mane phr reply nhi dya ,,,tha phr mz aya uska …..mane use kha tik h bst wishes for exam …aur use kha muje kiss nhi doge aap ,,,,phr uska koi mz nhi aya aur mane kya ,,,,,muje mari life ka wo 30 days …uske bina rehana muskil tha ,..ma uski yaad ko lakr aur uske sms ko red krta tha ,,,,jb n8 ma tym milta tha ,,,aur muje cl krne ka bhut man krta tha bt ma krta nhi tha kbi uski cl …ya sms ka wait krta tha usko mane aapni fb id di hui thi usne kha tha aap muje is pz mz krna jitna muje miss kroge .””” aur uska mz ya aya tha “” Aur muje pta tha ki usne muje ya kha tha asu humari bate ho na kbi bat hum hmasa sath rehange “”aur muje aach feal hoga relationship bate krne se nhi ,,,,,,,,,,strng hoti h smjne se hoti h ..aur humsa uske exam end hone ka wait krta ,,,aur ma aapko aapne bare ma btana bhul gya h ma bca 2nd yr its mohan nagar ma ,,,,padta ho ,,aur ,,,,muje khud ka bare ma btana aacha nahi lgta …waise ………age ya hua ki mane holi ka ek din phale usko mz ma wish kya aur srry kha …???? Ma soch raha tha syad uska cl ayaga …… bt ………mane wait kya ..nhi aya koi cl ,,,aur jb fb open ki to ,,,usne muje 5 mz kye the “”asu luv u happy holi “””” n8 ma kyat ha usne holi se phale muje ,,,,11:57min pa ,,, ma bhut khus hua tha ,,kuki 15 din bad uka mz muje mila tha …aur muje khud pa aur us pa trust h ..wo muje humasa pyar dagi ….aur ,,,muje uski hr pl yaad aati rathi thi….aur ma ,,,,,,uski cl ka wait krta tha ….1 aprl ko mane socha ki syad uske exam end ho gye ….

wo muje cl kragi ,,bt nhi kya next day mane jb cl kya to uska no… not reachable ja raha tha ,,muje kuch feal hua azib sa socha phr try kro …aur uska no, pa ring ja rahi thi m bhut khus tha aur itne dino baad baat ki jo mane aur kha hlo ……mini …phr se aunti na kha aapko kis se baat krni h to mane kah puja se aur phr usne aapni mom se phn lya aur muje se kha kon h aap aur ma aapko nhi janti jb muje aisa lga ki ma mar sa gya aur kha mane mini pz majak mt kro aur kha ki ma ashish bol raha ho phr usne muje pachana ..aur mari 40 min bate hui aur muje uski bate ma kafi change najar aya aur ..wo “”ya bol rahi thi thi bhale hi mane tare se bate ki hogi …bt muje itna to yaad nhi …..pr ………tik ….h ..aur bta taru life kaisi chl rahi h ..mane kha mini aap chng ho gye h syad aur muje aisa feal ho raha kuch ..wo bolti h ,,ki abi hospital se ayi ho to mara dimag kuch kharab sa ho raha h srry kan pakakr …baba….mane kha ki aapne muje kitna miss kya is mid ma usne kha muje aapki yaad nhi ayi thi ,,ek pl bhi ,,,,ma shok raha gya ki jo grl mare liye roti thi aur muje aap 2 bolkr bate krti thi ,.aaj wo ya wrd bol rahi h muje “”to bta “”” mane kha mini muje ku aaj aacha nahi lag raha …..pta nhi ku aap hi bolo ma sunta ho aapki bate ….aur wo kahti h ,,,,nhi to bol …aur phr mane kha use do u love me ?? usne kha kya ????

phr ask kya do u love me ???kha h 110% love u …..aur kha iska mtlb to nahe muje smja nhi h ,,,,mane kha aisa nhi h mini ma aapko dil se smjta ho usne muje thanks kha ..aur boli ki ek baat dhayan rakho ki ma tumare sath kisi bhi relationship humasa sath dungi …chayie gf ki ho ya frnd ki ..kbi tumhe nhi..left krungi …aur usne kha itna santi mt ho chill mar aur khus rah ya love hota h na wo kuch nhi hot bs kuch pl ka liye hota h ..family imp. H sbse life ma ,,,mane kha ma smj gya kya aap btana chate h mini ,,,,,,,,,,,,muje uski ya sari bate sochne pa mjbur kr rahi thi ki syad wo muje ab utna love nhi krti …..bt mane uski bato ma 60%chnge Dhaka ,,,,,,,age frnd…muje usne ya bola ki to aapni life ko spoil nhi kraga aur yr khus rah humsa …aur bye ,,,mane kha love u bolo ..usne kha ..phr love u….aur mari us se itni bate hui …. Aur usne ya bola ki mara phn kharab h …aur 5 din baad mane jb cl kya to wo ya bol rahi thi kya to muje sadi ka liye syad confese kr payaga kin hi ya muje nhi pta bt ,,,muje sadi kbi nhi krni ,,,,yr muje jan kr hrt hua tha bt soch raha tha ki ….kuch dino phale exam se wo ya bolti thi asu ma aapki amanat ho…aura apse hi sadi krungi …muje uski ya bate pta nhi ku azib si lgi …bt ma us se kbi bhi ,,agru nhi krta tha ,,,,

usne muje ya kha ki ,,ma jb free hungi ,,,aapko cl kr liya krungu ab khus ,,,muje yr …kuch uski bate pta nhi sochne pa mjbur kr rahi thi aur rona bhi aa raha tha bhut ,,pr chup tha ma ,,,,,,aur ….us din ks baad mane use cl ki 3 din baad usne kha ma bussy ho ,,1hr baad cl krna…bt 1hr bad uska no,not reachable jara ..tha …mane use ek mz kr dya ki aapka no. syad bnd ja raha tha aur …..gud nyt with love mini ..???aur wo mz diliver hua mrng ma 7 bje ..uske baad uska no. humasa ka liye switch off btata h ya not reachable …………………………….muje ….humasa ek questn dimag ma aata h ki wo muje humasa inform krti thi ,,,pr usne ab nhi kya ….???aisa ku kya wo muje ignoge kr rahi h ya phr uski kuch prblm hogi ….?? Frnd muje aaap kuch sawalo ka ans btana ….? 1 kya attraction ka love h jise hum aapna man late h ? 2 kya affection ko hum smj nhi pate kuki ya ek special hoti h aisa ku ??? 3 mini muje kya love kragi ya phr muje wo ignore kr dagi ? 4 frnd muje ya smj nhi aata ki kya koi grl agr I love u khati h to aap use acpt kr late h ya use smjate h kuch Mane aapni stry se ya btana chata ho ki life ma grl humasa bs …fealing ka sath game play krti h …wo bs kuch pl ka liye humhe use krti h aur kuch nhi ,,,,,,,

muje humasa ya questn aata h ki jo mari shaily phale gf thi uske jitna muje koi love nhi kr skta aap confuse mt hona frnd ya mari 1st love stry thi jo mane post kit hi …”” ashish love is no fare “” usme gf ka name nhi btaya tha ……isliye isme kha shaily h uska name …muje pta nhi ku khud ko mar dane ka bhut man krta h khud se nafrat si hone lgi h aur muje …jine ka man nhi krta bilkul ..aur muje yr bhut rona aata h ki ,,,,koi aisa kaise kr skti h grl ,,,,,aur aaj tak uska kuch nhi pta mini ka ..kbi bhi try krta ho bnd jata h uska no..frnd muje ya btaye ki ma kya kro aapni life ma ????????ya, mara no. h 9716350854,7503400481,,,,,,,,,,,,, muje syad koi love nhi krta h ,,,,,??

 

 

 

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