I still hv some hope

15-sep-2010 jb m phli bar colg join krne ke liye delhi aayi maine socha tha ki hmesa apne kam se kam rkhna,aur kisi se koi v faltu bkvas nhi krni….bt vo khte h na ke preplanned things do’nt cm true….kuch aisa hi hua mere saath…..maine kbhi nhi socha tha ki jindgi aisa krvat legi ki ek vakt pe khud ki shakl tk na dekhpau…jb mere colg ke 5-6 mnths hi beete honge tbhi mere samne us colg ki,colg ke students ki sacchai khulke aane lgi…ki koi aadmi or shud i say student nd evn faculty bhi itna gir skta h…..main kbhi kisi ko help krne se kbhi bhi mana nhi krti thi…hmesa jaruratmand ki madad krna…..ye sochkr ki kya pta kbhi ye time hmare samne v aa jaye…pr nhiii ,jiski madad kro vo hi bnda ulta ehsaan nhi smjhta…..aur agr kisi ki hlp ke liye kisi se baat kru to vo mera boy frnd,kisi ke agr parents se v baat kru to vo priyonce,kisi ke saath kahi chali jaye to nigth spend…vooowww….itni ghatiya soch v kbhi kisi ko skti h maine tb jana….. Dheere dheere in sb baato se anjan mere 2 yrs beet gye….pta ni chala ki mere peeth peeche ye sb ho rha h….achanak jindgi ne karvat li….aur sari hakikat samne aayi…tb main mano mr hi gyi thi…ki jise bhai bolke help ki vo aisa bolega,jisko bahn mankr madad kri vo mjhe pagal samjhegi….. Lif mano khatam si ho gyi thi….tbhi meri jindgi main ek ldka aaya tinku(nickname) jise jst flrtng psnd thi aur mjhe b vo baki sb ldko ki trha ki lofar type lgta tha….. Hmari mulakat meri ek frnd ke threw hui thi……dheere dheere time beeta..hm log fb pe frnds bne…..fr nu exchange hue tb pta lga vo meri colony ke samne vali colony main hi rhta h…fr 1 mnth baad usne rose day pe mjhe prpose kiya…..i ws cnfused ki ye bhi bakiyo ki trha nikla to…..khi isne cheat kiya to..thn maine kha i need sm time…. Usne kha…bilkul aap tim lo…..fr 5 mnths baad usne dobara call kiya aur kha its my b’day today nd i wanna meet u please….maine kha its ok…usne mjhse kha ke ke aap apni colony ke bahr hi aaja m aa jaunga…vo 30 min aaya to mjhe call ki m bhi chli gyi….usne kha ki vo mjhe kisi se milana chahta h….maine pucha kisse to usne kha surprise hai…..hm log uske ghr gye to dekha vha uske parents baithe the….usne mjhe un sbse milvaya…nd really i was feelng lik…i ws jst to cry….ki thnk god koi to dhang ka bnada mila mjhe….tb us din maine use ha boli…..hamara relation accha chl rha tha…tbhi maine apni life ki sbse bdi glti ki…ki use pane colg frnds se milva diya…..ii don’t know jbse mere clsmates usse mile tbse vo gussa rhne lga….mjhe phle to shak bhi nhi hua ki kya hua hoga…fr socha ….aur use smjhaya……he lvs me thts y he blvs me…nd i lv hm too…bt kya mere colg vale kbhi sudar payenge….dusro ki life main intrfer krna chodh skenge….i still hv sm hope….nd m gonna marry hm now…. Nd m too happy…

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