I love her too much but i didn’t feel that She also……… – Arjun

Hi! I’m Arjun 23, living in Kolkata. Its my life’s very memorable thing may be I cannot forget that. Mai kolkata mei 5sal pehele aya hu ish k pehele ek town mei reheta tha sorry I can’t share that, maine apna class 10th yahi se clear kiya hu aur aj mera under graduation kr k drawback krliya, mei ek flat mei apne family k sath reheta tha means mom,dad,sister and me. Mere neighbour mei ek family aur v thi but unlog ka caste alagt tha, humlog flat mei enter krtei Ghar ka inaugration k liye sbko invite kiye toh woh v ayi ushka name whatever jo v tha usko pyar se jannat mei sonal k sath comparison kr k bulate the woh humse 2years senior thi so what luv mei sb chlta hai? Toh aisei baat krne lage thora thora, ushki ek frnd v thi toh ush k ghar mei hi hum most of tym milte the sayd ush ki woh frnd k wajh se yeh possible hua, hum itne close aa paye kyuki hum ushko mann hi mann mei lyk krte the aur ush wqt woh koi trouble se guzar rhi thi toh maine sirf ushko favour krne laga, toh ushki frnd ko doubt hogaya ki sayd hum kuch jada hi zoya ko leke concerned hai toh woh majak mei keheti thi ki aj hum bol k hi manenge humko dar lagta tha ki yeh baat zoya ko pata chalega toh how she feel it, par hum itnezada concerned hone lage ush k v laga ki sayd I luv her par meri himmat nhi hui, ek din ush ki frnd ne mei mujhe bulaya aur ush ko aur dono ko rum mei band krdiya toh ushne mujhe first tym cheek pe kiss ki toh hum v kiye, achha laga, bcz I’m belonging frm a town aur sayd jada hi backward the and hum thore dikhne mei healthy the lekin ushko kabhi v ish baat ko leke koi issue nhi tha, ishliye ush se milne k liye ush k college chale jate the the apna skul bunk kr k walk krte krte but ush ne pehele humko yeh bata diya tha ki hum apne parents k against nhi jaynge aur na aisa koi kam krnge jo family ko hurt kare then hum bole its ok, hum litely nhi liye aur hamare beech itna baat hne laga tha ki I can’t say. Subah so k uth k hi kisi bahane gye aur bas raat ko ghar se nikal te the. Ghar wale daat tei the par koi fark hi. Nhi parta tha aur woh humse baat krte krte apna kaam v kr lti thi, but ush k family mei koi ushko agar daat ta tha toh woh directly humko blame krti thi lekin humko mere parents jab kehete the toh hum ignore kr dete the,humne yeh baat ushko bataye ki hum 2mare wajah se itna kuch sunte hai aur tm thora kuch sunke aisa behav kyu krti ho, mu bhari krlena yeh baat nhi krna I told her ki yeh sb humko hurt krta hai but jb ushko lgta hai ki hum gussa hai toh woh kiss krtei I forgt, afsosh har baar yhi hota hai ki ush ko hurt hota hai toh hum uncountable tym sorry kehete hai aur v jo banta hai whi krte hai but ush ko kvhi v feel nhi hota hai ki woh galat hai ishi baat ka afsosh hota hai, aise hi dekhte dekhte 2 sal hogaye the, sayd ab utna baat v nhi ho pata hai, ab toh baat kamse kamh aur pureh month mei 18days baat nhi aur agar 12din baat hota tha toh woh kr v lti thi toh ushko apne galti ka realize nhi hota tha kuch aur hi topic mei baat, hum majak majak mei kehete v the aise karogi toh divorce hojayga toh ek pal k chup ho k chali jati thi, ab mushkil se baat ho pata hai kyuki na woh humse milna chahti hai aur na hum, I frustrate my self, jb ushse hurt hote hai toh harwqt rote rote rehete hai ghar mei sblog puchte hai kya hua, toh sch toh kehe nhi skte par kehe dete the ki study ka stress, ab kaise kisiko bataye ki woh atei sbkuch bhul gaye apne professional ko hi bigar liye, par atlast woh samj nhi payi, par ush k khushi k liye ghar se bahar rehete the taki ush se face na hojaye aur na woh mu ghuma le aur na hum ko hurt ho wapas se, pass hne k baad v stranger jaise behav hne laga both ka, ab ush k ghar mei v nhi jaa pate lekin ush k behalf mei ushki mummy se koi v excuse laga k ushka hulchul puch lete the bcz I luv her aur yeh problm mera tha ki mai hadd se zada chahata tha, mei jab v hurt hota tha toh river side chala jata tha aur hiriye soniye song sunta tha, aur fir baad mei upset ho k akele mei ushko sirf yhi kehete the ki aj tmare pass hai ishliye rulati hona par ekdin dur chale jaynge toh kbhi nhi aynge par ush ko kehene k baad lgta tha ki tht was waste jo v kahe kyuki woh ek kan se sunti aur dusre kan se nikal dti thi, jaise jaise din, month bit tei gye waise waise mann mei ek dusre k liye khattas ane laga. Hum ushko harwt sms krte the I lov u and ‘ll u marry me, yeh janne k baad v ki woh ek non-vegeterian hai aur apne parents k against ishliye lekehete the ki sayd ek bar mood badal jaye aur infact kbhi achha mood reheta tha toh kehe v dti thi infact bachho ko nam. V soch liye the par baad mei keheti thi I’m joking sirf entertain kr rhe the aur hum idiot yeh sbko serious leta tha, mere ghar mei meri sister yeh sb jnti thi aur humko smjhati thi bhai woh apke layk hi nhi hai woh sirf tym pas kr rhi hai par hum ushko itne buri trike se daathte the yeh sirf hum hi jante hai, maine ush k liye 4 din tak ghar mei nhi aye kyu itna jhagra hogaya tha, aur honestly ush se jhagra hne k baad sochte the ki koi accident hojaye aur marjaye, but samjha nhi paye ki hum kitna mad k tarah chahte hai, lekin jab v rote the toh ek pal k liye shant ho k sochte the ki yeh whi hai jish se 20hour baat krte the, ush k sath college jate the, ush k har pal mei sath diye janne k baad v ki ush ne sirf wqt bitaya kyuki ushko hum ishliye achhe lagte the ki agar hum ush k pass rahe toh wqt jaldi bit ta tha, lekin aur kya kahe ab lagbhag 5sal hne ko arahe hai, ab baat cheet v kam hogaye hai aur dooriyan v, ab toh sochte hai ki bas kahi chle jaye taki wapas kbhi mulakat na ho,bcz woh kitni achhi hai jish ne harwqt apne parents k baarei mei socha aur hum kitne selfish the jo ek ladki k wajeh se sbkuch chorh ne wle the, dekha jaye toh ushne sikha diya ki aisa galti kabhi mat kro jo jeete jee narak ban jaye, hum uush k peeche sayd itne dewane hogaye the ki apne family se baat krne na mauka hi nhi milta tha, dad I love you, mom I love you and I’m sorry for that,ek saal se lag bhag do sal pehele kafi jhgra hne k baad I decided ki jitne v galti kiya hai ek surprise deke shortout kr lete hai, chota sa job krte the 7000salary tha- ush ko bina bataye ek chota sa restaurant book kiya ush ko birthday surprise dene k liye, ushko koll kiye toh woh kahi I can’t come- ushko hum baad mei kahe shona(pyar se kehete the) just think 4000rs barbaad kr diye sirf tum surprise dene k liye but ushne kaha ki humse puch k kiya tha kya, aur ek baar v humko infrm kiye the kya, how I fool? Jitna v jhagra ho par agar pata chalta tha ki ushko fever hai ya woh trouble mei hai toh harwqt ushko help kiye sayd ek parents se v jada, hum ush ko harwqt as a wife mann k krte the, bash aur kya kahe yhi chahnge ki woh jaha v shadi kare woh khush rhe sayd humse jada ush ko koi chahta hai aur ush mei jada capability ho, I love her but I didn’t feel ki ushne kya waqei mei chaha tha ya kuch aur tha. hamare beech dheere dheere misunderstanding, far, compatability sb destroy hogaya, aisa hua ki ush k frndlist mei jaha pehele naam tha ab woh list mei hai hi nhi. Bas yhi kahnge agar pyar krna ho toh ush se karo jo apko samj paye aisa na ho ki ignore krta rhe, I kove her.

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