I don’t wanna meet her

Jab bhi use dekhta tha waqt ruk sa jata tha, sanse tez ho jati thi. Palke jhapkna bhul jatti thi, or dil ki rafter…… out of control. Par waqt koi mobile nahi jisse control kiya ja sake, badal jata hai, or  wo apni marzi se chalta hai or kismet ko bhi badalat deta hai. Or jab waqt hota hai hath me to kadar nhi hoti jab chala jata hai to insan time machine dhundta hai, sirf uski ek jhalak fir sepane ke liye.
Aj se takreeban 8 sal pehle shuru hui meri kahani, esa nhi tab use pehli bar dekh raha tha, wo meri classmate thi 10th standard me or bachpan se sath me study kar rahe the,  us din bhi class me tha me, or ek ladki ko dekh raha tha, because she was looking hot, but kismet ka khel start ho chuka tha, use( my love) ko laga usko dekh raha hu abd ye ek bar nhi pehle bhi ek kai bar ho chuka tha or mene bhi is misunderstanding to note kar liye tha is bar, and I felt that she is interested in me or classmate thi to pata tha single hai, or khoobsurat itni ke pucho mat, badi badi ankhe, lal rang, gol chehra, sharmili ada and I know its little filmy but wo thi hi kayamat, but bahot zada sidhi, tabhi to single. and I was play boy at that time, to mene 4 din follow kiya, ghar k samne bike pe round lagya like a proper chapri nibba, or wo gir gayi ishq me but mere layi bas ek naya number list me, or me to theek se dekhta bhi nahi tha use, and one day I asked are you single, to usne kaha kyu puch rahe rahe, and I was like ye kesa jawab hua, or kuch dina bad she again asked same question: – us din tune mera status kyu pucha, I said, because mujhe relation me ana hai tere sath. Or uski wahi katil ada, sharma ke niche dekhna, or boli, ab ek dum se kese bolu,me in sab se dur hu, to mene kaha soch k bata dena, or do din bad wo school ayi or sath me mere liye zubaan par han leke ayi. And like every play boy I went towards my plan quite soon, things happened and it was her first relation, so she tought may be that’s what a relation is. But when my demands got quite repetive in less time, use andaza hone laga that she is the only one in this love story. Wo hamesha kehti thi mujhse bate karo, I wanna talk to you, arey yr kya batau wo to mirror ke samne khadi ho kar practice karti ki kya bat karungi ajj usse (mere se) but mere liye wo pyar nhi tha she was just a beautiful girl for me who was mine at that time, or uska meri bat na sunna or uske karib janne se rokna mujhe gussa dilane laga or ek din mene use bol diya kia j se hamare raste alag hai. Wo kuch nahi boli bas dekhti rahi mujhe, me chala gya or wo mujhe jatte hue dekhte rahi, lekin usi rat mujhe neend nhi ayi, pata nhi kuch ajeeb si bechani hui, pehli bar esa laga ki usse bate kare khoob sari , or bate nab hi ho wo bas samne bethi rahi or me use dekhta rahu, waqt ruk jaye, me sab bhool jau bas use yad rakhu uska chehra samne rahe har waqt. Or yeh chahat har beette lamhe ke sath drugs ki lat ki tarah badh rahi thi. Subah mene use school me dhuda mujhe usse bat karni thi par wo nhi ayi, agledin bhi nahi ayi. Jab wo ayi , meri ankho ke samne ayi to pehli bar ye ehsas hua : – waqt ruk sa gaya, sanse tez ho gayi. Palke jhapkna bhul gayi, or dil ki rafter…… out of control. Par wo ese samne se nikal gayi jaise me exist hi nhi karta. I tried to talk her a lot of time that day, but she ignored me like I was nothing for her, or fir mujhe gussa aya or use ek kamre le gya, I said kyu kar rahi ho ye I wanna talk to you, to wo boli han bolo kya bat karne ko bachi hai ab.
I love you,
Kya hum ye fir se shuru nhi kar sakte.
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