Goodbye my love.;-(;-( – Amay

Hello dosto, mera naan amay hai. Mai lucknow ka rhne wala hu. Mai lookwise attractive hu. Class 10th se jim krna suru diya tha to body bhi acchi developed thi with height 5’11”. Baat tb ki hai jb mai 10th me tha(2009). Meri clas me kai ladkiyian thi pr mai sirf ek ladki se baat krta tha. Deepika naam tha uska. 9th se hum ek dosre ko jante the. Lookwise kaafi attractive thi aur khoobsurat bhh. Dheere-2 Mujhe usse baat krna accha lagne laga aur use bhi mujhse. Kbhi-2 to wo mera hath pakad leti thi aur apni baaten share krti thi. Hamari dosti bahut gehri ho gayi. 11th me maine science le liya aur usne commerce . Hamari clases alag thi. Dheere-2 mujhe realiase hua that i missed someone madly. That was deepika. Ab mai har roz use dekhne ke liye tadap uthta tha. Meri nazar hamesa deepika ko dhondti rhti thi. Morning prayer ke waqt agar wo dikh jati to mere face pr smile aa jati thi. Dheere-dheere jb deepika ki kami lagi to mujhe mahsoos hua that i had started loving deepika. That strange feeling had never ever developed before . I was in love with her but use btne se drta tha bcoz she was a high profile girl aur uske peeche kai ameer ladke pade the. Mai usse bhut jada pyar krne laga tha aur skool me hamesa use dhoondta tha. Agar koi ladka deepika ke baare me kuch bol deta tha to mai usse jhagad leta tha . Mai bhut sad rhne laga to mere frndz ne reason pucha to maine unhe sab bata diya. Aur ye bat deepika ko bi pta chli. 11th ki sardi ki chutti se ek din phle skool over hone ke baad mere pas ayi aur sab kuch poocha to maine kaha ki aisi koi baat nahi hai to woh chali gai. Samay beet-ta gaya aur uske liye mera pyaar bhi badhta gaya pr mai usse kabhi keh na paya. Ab hamari baaten bhi na ke barabar hone lagi. 12 ke boards aa gaye aur uske baad mera IIT me selection ho gaya aur mujhe KANPUR mil gaya . Usne bhi L.U me B.COM me admition le liya. Roorkie aane se pehle wo mujhse milne railway station ayi. Maine use GOODBYE kaha aur usne mujhse pucha aur kuch nahi kahoge mai muskurate hue chala aya. Kanpur aane par maine urko bhut miss kiya. Chutti me mai jb apne ghar aaya to hum sabhi clasfrndz picnic spot gaye. Waha deepika bhi thi.But usne koi boyfriend nhi bnya tha. Sabhi dost apni g.f ke sath edhar udhar chale gaye. Usne mujhe kaha chalo truth e dare khelte hain. Maine ha kr di.Turn mere upar aya maine truth chuna aur usne pucha “kya tm mujhse pyaar krte ho” maine koi reply nhi diya. Usne apni kasam di to mai ha kahkr waha se utha aur doosre taraf jane laga tbhi deepika peeche se ayi aur mujhe piche se hug kia aur rone lagi. Maine pyar se pucha kya hua to usne kaha “buddhu yahi pehle nhi keh skte the.” maine use propose kia and she accepted and kissed me.All my frndz saw this and told deepika how much i loved her.That day i was very happy.We were very happy with each other and loved each other a lot.But meri destiny me kuch aur hi likha tha. Jan me Meri mom ki death ho gayi.I was very depressed and mai buri tarah tut chuka tha but my love was with me . Deepika ne kabhi mera sath nhi choda and she always tried to make me cheerful. Mai jb bhut sad hota tha to uske laps pr apna sar rakh ke so jata tha aur wo pyar se mere sar pe apna hath ferti thi. She helped me to overcome the sorrow of my mom’s death. Now i and deepika were together and our bond of love had become even more stronger. We were happy. But hamare pyar ko kisi ki najar lag gayi. Kisi ne use ye keh diya ki mere 3-4 ladkiyon ke sath physical relationships hain. Us din se usne meri call uthana band kr diya aur mujhse door rehne lagi. I tried out many ways to meet her but she neglected me. Mai bhut roya and i was in huge depression bcoz my love,my life was not with me.Maine use manane ki bhut kosis ki but all was in vein.Atlast i decided to commit suscide. Maine ek naya no. Lekar use call kiya aur usne meri awaaj sunkar cal ktne ki kosis pr maine use apni kasam di to usne aisa nahi kiya.Maine usse bs itna kaha GOODBYE MY LOVE aur phone kt ke switch of kr diya. Mai 3 manjil se kood gaya.But mere pyar ne mujhe bacha liya.5 din jb hospital me aakh khuli to dosto ne btya ki deepika hr roz aati thi aur mera hath pakad ke roti thi.Mai chalne layak hua to use call kiya bt usne nhi uthaya. Usi din raat me mujhe deepika ka cal aya maine uthaya aur hello bola to wo meri awaaj sunkr rone lgi aur use rota sun mai bhi rone laga.Usne mujhse pucha kaise ho aur phon kat diya.Mai khus tha ki uski cal ayi.Uske bad mai jb use cal krta ya wo krti to wo roti thi aur kehti ki uske karan yeh sab hua.Maine use samjhane ki bahut kosis ki but wo mujhse door rhti hai.Jb bhi mai akele me uske samne ata hu to mujhse kaskar gale lag jati hai.Mere aakhon me aasu aa jate hai to wo unhe poch kr rote hue chali jati hai. This thing really makes me sad .Abhi mai apni didi ke pas kota me hu aur didi ko use samjhane ke liye lene aya hu kyoki wo mere didi ko bhut manti hai.Frndz please tell me does deepika truly loves me and if yes then how can i bring my love DEEPIKA back in my life??

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