galti – avinash

ello, friends my self????????????. I wnt 2 tell all of u about my luvstory….. me 1 chote se town se belong krta hu….me 1 ldki se bhut pyar krta hu…..she is my classmate.. vo bhut hi khubsurat h. bese to vo mere class ki topten ldkio me se 1 h. bt kbhi bhi koi teacher usse kuch kah de…. To esa lgta tha ki abhi rone lgegi.. vese to log hsne me achche lgte h. bt jb vo roti h tb b bhut pyari lgti h….uska masum sa chehra hmesha mere ankho k samne rhta h…. Ye sab to usk bare me tha. Let me tell u ki muge usse pyaar kese ho gya.. Bat us tym ki h jb me 10th me tha. Now I m pursuing B Sc ist …. Hmare exam ka tym pas a gya tha. Tb me use janta b nhi tha bas uska naam hi suna tha. Bcoz hmare class to 1 hi the pr section alag –alag.. me B me tha or vo A me…. Last tym me achche students ka 1 section banbaya gya. Jisse ham 2no 1 hi section me a gye…. She is gudlooking so Like to usi tym se krne lga tha pr love jaisa kuch b nhi tha…..aftr that hmare exam ho gye or hm 2no achche no. se passout ho gye… ab hm 11th me a chuk the. Or ab hm 2no k sec. bhi 1 hi the….. pr us tym bhi mene us k bare me kuch bhi luv jesa feel nhi kiya tha…. 1 din hmare class me koi teacher nhi tha to hm sb dost ese hi bate kr rhe the or vo bhi apna kuch kam kr rhi thi.. tbhi us tym mera 1 dost bola yr ye ********** muge bhut achchi lgti h , meri isse friendship kra do…tbhi mera 2sra dost bola jo ****** ko hm sb se achche se janta tha….. vo bola ki use presan krne ki jrurat nhi h… or usk bad me or mera dost jo ****** se friendship krna chahta tha pani peene k liye k bahr a gye. Mere dost ne phir se vhi matter start kr diya or khne lga ki vo kbi kisi ko ha nhi bolti tuge bhi mna kr degi… mene kha me use propose hi nhi krunga to vo ha kese bolungi. Us tym hmare beech kaphi vhs hui nd mene use 1 week me ptane ki bet lga li….. nxt day se hi mene use cll or msg krk presan krna start kr diya… vo meri vjh se kaphi presan rhne lgi thi. Mene uska 1 chhavi ka chhalla b chura liye tha jise bjakr me pura- pura din use presan krta tha . abhi tk mene use apna nam nhi btaya tha,ab tk to muge use presan krne me achcha lg rha tha pr pta nhi jese hi tym beet rha tha muge pta nhi kya hota jar ha tha.. 1 week beet gya tha or mene use apni gf bnane ki jo sart lgayi thi vo to har hi gya tha pr sath hi dil bhi….. Muge pta nhi kya hone lga. use 10sn me dekhkar muge bura lgta tha. Ab to jb bhi mere dost usk bare me kuch kahte the to muge bhut gussa b ata tha, mene ab use presan krna bhi band kr diya or apne dosto ko b bol diya ki me ab use presan nhi krunga..mere dost se kabhi der tk khte rhe ki me 1 ldki ko pta nhi paya bt it’s make me no difference. Usk bad se pta nhi kyo pr pura- pura din usk bare me sochta rhta tha. Jb tk vo mere samne hoti thi to me use hi dekhta rhta tha. Usk 2sre din jb me coleg phucha to ***** clas me nhi ti , me uska hi wai8 kr rha tha , vese to mostly vo mugse phle hi coleg a jati ti pr aj ni ayi ti.vo Muge us tym bhut baichani ho rhi thi. Mera to man kr rha tha ki clas chod k bhag jau. Tbhi mere clas teacher a gye nd unhone presenty li nd jb ***** ka naam bola to uski frnd ne btaya ki vo 2-3 din bad hi ayegi apni nani k ghar gyi h. me b coleg se ghar a gya or 2-3 tk gya b nhi . 3 din bad vo vaps a gyi . is tym me bhut bura feel kar rha tha kisi se bat krne ka man nhi ho rha tha. Jb vo vaps a gyi to muge achcha lgne lga. Nd aftr that 2 week tk sb kuchh esa hi chalta rha. Me coleg roj jata tha, sirf usk liye and ab to muge usk alava kuchh bhi nhi dikhai deta tha. muge cricket khelna bhut hi achcha lgta h bt ab to usme bhi man nhi lgta tha. Phle to muge lgta ha sayad phli bar kisi ldki se bat ki or vo beautiful b h isiliye me usk bare me sochta rhta hu. So mene ye bat kisi ko nhi btayi. Ese hi meri 11th khatm ho gyi or holidays a gye. Ab to me use dekh b nhi skta tha. Muge lgta tha ki dheere-2 me use bhul jaunga. Bt esa kuch nhi hua mere baichni badti rhi. Bas use 1 bar dekhne ko man krta tha. Me 2sre din usk ghar k pas gya or bhut der tak usk ghar k bhar khada rha, pr vo muge nhi dikhi. Me roj yhi krta . muge khud nhi pta ki us tym muge kya ho rha tha. Muge esa lgta tha ki me usk bina ab nhi rh skta. Muge sb kuch bhut bekar lgne lga tha. Mere dost khte the ki me badal rha hu. Or sayd sach hi khte the. Aj 1st july ko me sbse phle coleg phuch gya. Ye sochkar ki sayad vo aye. Pr vo nhi ayi ti. Me roj colej jata . kyuki usk alava or kuch nhi kr skta tha. Aj 4 july , tat’s most special day 4 me. Becoz aj b me roj ki tarah coleg a gya tha bt jese hi me class me phucha to ***** mere samne khadi ti. Use dekhte hi me bhut khus ho gya. Man to kr rha tha ki usse jakr puchu ki vo itne tak kha ti. Or kyu nhi ayi. Bt I can’t do that. Or use to pta b nhi tha ki koi uska itni besabri se intjar kr rha tha. Us din me bhut khush tha . or us din sb mugse puch rhe the ki me itna khush kyu hu. Ye sb kaphi dino tak chala rha. Muge smj me nhi a rha tha, am I fall in luv? Or yes, so what shuld I do? Mera 1 bhut hi achcha dost h, jo ki muge bhut achche se smjta h. nd vo luv me bhut beliv bhi krta h. mere attitude se vo smg gya nd mere se bola ki kya problem h. than I said , nothing yar…… he said – muge b nhi btayega yar…. Phir mene use puri bat btayi. Use ye to phle se hi pta tha ki mene ***** ko presan kiya bt he thought ki aftr that sb normal ho gya hoga. Mene use apni sari feeling btayi. Mere bat sunne k bad vo vola ki muge***** se pyaar ho gya. Ye bat sunne k bad muge ajeeb si khusi hui… I feel 8 dat tym that I am in 7 heaven… me is feeling k sath bhut khush tha… mere dost ne muge advise di. Ki jld he use apne dil ki bat bta deni chahiye… nd I also wnt that. Bt it’s not too easy. Becoz hmare class me to ldk -ldkia 1-2sre se bat hi nhi krte the . me 2sre din usse apne dil ki bat khne ka mauka dundta rha. Bt I could’t get chance. Aftr that ab mere pas sirf last chance tha , that’s my coaching tym. At 5 pm. I do’t want 2 loose it. And aftr that meri coaching 3 din liye band b hone vali ti.mene usk liye 1 ring kharidi, that’s perfect 4 hr becoz us ring me s dla hua tha, nd s is the first word of our name. meri money saving ki adat h to money ki jyada problem nhi hui. 4 pm pr coleg se luat k aya. Nd coaching k liye ready hone lga. tBhi meri mummy boli ki unhe nani k yha jana h nd bhaiya khar p nhi h so me unhe chodne chalu. Me- mummy coaching k bad chalu. She- nhi abhi chalo, coching mt jao. Me tumara hi wai8 kr rhi thi. Usk bad mera dost muge coching k liye bulane a gya, bt I refused him. He- tuge ***** ko propose nhi krna. Me- yar kese kru? Me coching nhi chal skta. He- ring muge dede, nd 1 letter likh de me ***** tk phucha dunga. Me- nhi yar, use bur alga to He- isme bura manne ki kya bat. Me- ni yar , me kud hi use de dunga. He- tu smj nhi rha h yr, ring me phucha dunga or sham ko cll se bat tu kr lena or 4 dino tk tu ring kha rhakhega yr , agr anti g ko mil gyi to pta nhi tera kya hoga. Or mene vo ring or leter apne dost ko de diya. Me- yr plg kuch gadbad mt krna. Usk bad me nani k ghar chala gya-. 2 hours k bad apne dost ko pucha to usne kha ki usne ring uski sistr ko dedi h. ab to bs uski cll ka intjar tha. Me puri rat uski cll ka wai8 krta rha . bt uski na hi koi cll ti or na hi msg. ab muge bhut dar lg rha tha. Me subha hi ghar a gya or 8 am pr coaching phuch gya. ***** b vha pdti thi, at that tym she looks normal . na hi khush or na hi 10sned. Jaise use kuch pta hi na ho. Aftr that me coleg phuch gya, or bas usi ka hi wai8 kr rha tha. Aj jb vo coleg ayi to use dekhkar ye feel ho rha tha ki vo royi ho. Mene jb use dekha to muge or dr lgne lga. Muge kuch smj nhi a rha tha ki hua kya h? muge to lg rha tha ki vo teacher ya principal se mere complain kregi, bt pura din beet gya usne na complain ki or na hi mugse kuch kha. Sham ko jb me ghar phucha to uska 1 msg aya- who r u? Us bkt mere msgcard nhi tha so I clled him. Bt she did’t reciv my cll. Aftr that tym I again clled him and she said – kon ho tum? I told hr my name She- tume problem kya h mugse. Kya bigada h mene tumara? Kyo faltu me meri lyf brbad krna chahte ho? Isse phle me usse kuch khta she start 2 weep nd cut the cll. I again clled him bt she cut again nd again. Us tym 7 pm se jyada ho chukka tha. Me us din buk ka bhana bna k msgcrd dlvane gya. Nd mene use msg kiya mugse 1 bar bat krlo. She- no, I can’t do so cll mt krna. Nd aj k bad kbhi msg mt krna plg. Me- ok , nhi krunga. Us rat me bhut roya. Mene use bhulne ki hr kosish ki. Use msg krna cll krna sb bnd kr diya.. or 3 month tk sb esa hi chalta rha. Bt me use ab tk nhi bhul paya tha. Pr sayad vo sb bhul chuki ti………….. ab mere liye bhut hi special day a rha tha. That’s hr birthday. Muge smg nhi a rha tha ki me wishkru ya nhi. Mene soch liya tha ki me wish nhi krunga bt birthday k 1 din phle hi mera mood change ho gya. Nd mene use wish b kiya or gift b diya. Bt she did’t like it. Aftr that hmare exam ho gye. Or phir se sb kuch bhut bekar ho gya . ab to milti b nhi ti vo. Me use in holidays me msg krta rhta tha bt vo reply hi nhi krti thi. Usk bad mene use 1 new no. se cll ki or usne reciv b krli. Us din mene usse kha ki me tume sach me bhut pyar krta hu. Tum kyu ni manti. So usne kha, bt me nhi krti hu. Or mene kbhi bhi nhi kha tha ki me pyar krti hu or tumare vjh se phle hi mere mummy mugse bhut nraj ho chuki h. so plg ab kuch mt kro tum . Me- bt tumari mummy ko mere bare me kese pta. She- ye bat tum mugse puch rhe ho. Phle b tum pyaar ka drama krk muge presan kr chuk ho. Or bad ye ring. Ring deni ti to muge dete. Mere ghar k bhar rakhne ki kya jrurat thi. Us din usne muge btaya ki mere dost ne ring usk ghar k bhar rakh di thi. Or vo uski mummy ko mil gyi thi or unhone use bhut data tha. Mene use btaya b muge nhi pta tha ki ring use nhi mili . bt usne bharosha nhi kiya or kti b kyo mene kbhi koi kam hi nhi kiya esa, Aj 3 aug. ko mene use coleg me dekha, nd phir se use dekhne k bad muge vhi khushi hui. Muge khud smj nhi ata ki me kya kru? Jo use lge ki me usse pyar krta hu. Muge bhut bura lgta , ye soch k nhi ki vo mugse pyaar nhi krti bt ye soch k ki vo bharosha nhi krti ki me usse sach me bhut pyaar krta hu or krta rhunga. I luv u s****

 
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