Hum ek mahine pehle mile the. Sab kuch theek tha, jaise sapne pure ho rahe hon. Tumne kaha tha ki hum saath hamesha rahenge, ek doosre ka saath nibhayenge. Par kya pata tha ki zindagi ne humare liye kya lekar aayi hai?
Mujhe yaad hai wo pal jab hum pehli baar mile the. Tumhari muskurahat ne mere dil ko choo liya tha. Tumne kaha tha ki main sirf tumhara hoon. Tumhari baatein, tumhara pyaar, sab kuch itna sach lag raha tha, jaise har pal ek nayi umang se bhar gaya ho. Par aaj, yehi muskurahat mujhe rulane lag gyi hai. Jaise wo sapna jo ek pal mein khushiyon se bhar gaya tha, ab ek pyra dard ka sabab ban gaya ho.
Tumse pyaar karna, sirf ek ehsaas nahi tha, balki ek ibaadat thi. Tumhari har baat, har harkat, mere liye khaas thi. Tumhari hasi ki khushboo, tumhari khamoshiyaan, sab kuch mere dil ke har kone mein basi thi. Tumhara pyaar mere jeene ki wajah ban gaya tha. Par ab, har cheez alag si lagti hai. Tumhari yaadon mein doobi hui, main khud ko khojti hoon. Jaise ek shayar ki ghazal, jiski khushboo zindagi mein chhupi ho, magar ab uski raag bhi ek dard ki awaaz ban gayi ho.
Tumne vaada kiya tha ki humesha saath rahenge, phir kyun chod ke chale gaye tum mujhe akela? Kya maine tumhara pyaar itna kamaya tha? Ya shayad maine sirf ek khwab dekha tha, jo ab toot chuka hai. Tumhare bina, zindagi ka har rang faika lagta hai. Tumhari baatein, tumhari yaadein, sab kuch ek zakhm ki tarah lagta hai jo har roz ghungta hai.
Har raat, tumhari yaadon se ladti hoon. Tumhari woh choti si baat, tumhari woh hasi, jo pehle mujhe itni pyaari lagti thi, ab mere dil ko ghera deti hai. Har din, tumhara intezaar karti hoon, jaise ek bekarar dil raat bhar chandni ki talash karta hai. Par shayad ab woh din kabhi nahi aayenge. Shayad yehi sachai hai mera kismat mein. Pyaar ka pata nahi, par dukh ka ehsaas gehra hai. Jaise ek ocean ka gehrav jo zindagi ko doobane lagta hai.
Aaj bhi tumhari tasveer ko dekh kar aankhein nam ho jati hain, dil ka dard seh nahi sakti. Tumhari aankhon ki chamak, tumhare haathon ki chahat, sab kuch ab ek kahani ban gaya hai jo khatam nahi hoti. Shayad yahi mera saza hai, tumse itna pyaar karne ki. Jaise ek kasam ki qurbani, jo ab zindagi ki zameen par ek anjaam ban gayi ho.
Par ab, maine faisla kiya hai, ki main aage badhna chahti hoon. Tumhari yaadon se mukt ho kar, khud ko dhoondhna chahti hoon. Shayad ye raasta mushkil ho, par mujhe apni manzil dhoondhni hai. Har ek pal, har ek din, main apne sapno ki taraf barh rahi hoon, jahan tumhari yaadon ka bojh dheere dheere kam hota jaayega.
Shayad kabhi hum ek doosre se mile nahi, par mere dil mein tumhara naam hamesha rahega. Hamesha. Tumhare bina bhi, mere dil mein ek aashiyana hai, jahan tumhare pyaar ki yaadien sada basengi, ek nayi zindagi ki ummeed ke saath.
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