ek adhuri prem khani. – Sartaj

Hello Frd i m sartaj malik from Gajrula. Main ne kafi story read kiya hai.kafi dino se apni story likna chata tha par himmat kam nahi nai karti thi kyoki main un yado main dubara nahi khona chata tha jo mere jindagi ki haseen yaad hai. main jab bhi un yaadon main jata hoon to dard bhut hota hai. Aesa lagta hai jase koi hamri jindagi ka majak bana ka chala gaya. ab main khani likhta hoon mine class 9th maim addmisson liya tha. tab muzhe ek ladki jo rojana dekhti. Main nahi janta tha ki vo muzhe kyo dekhi hai kyoki main nahi janta tha ki pyar naam ki bhi koi cheez is dunia main hai. par jab vo muzhe dekhi thi to bhut acchi lagti thi. Aur sach main vo thi bhi kafi kubsurat. Muzhe uska naam tak nahi pata tha aur main dar ki vajah kisi se bhi us ke bare main nai puchta tah. Pure do mahine gujar gaye par muzhe us ke naam tak ka bhi pata nahi chala. Par vo ladki jab bhi muzhe milti hath se kuch na kuch isare jaroor karti thi. par main dar jata tha kahi koi dekhe na le.Vo ladki aksar mere class mai aa jati thi. Ek din interwell mai jab class main koi nahi tha to us ladki ne aakar mere beg ki talasi li thi. pata nahi vo kya dekhna chati thi mere beg main. is baa ko 4-5 din gujar gaye. Fir ek din us ladki ne mere paas apne gave ki hi ek ladki ko beja aur vo mere pass aai aur boli aap ko jyoti bula rahi hai main ne pucha kon jyoti. Is par vo boli jyoti ke pass jaker hi aap ko pata chal jayga ki kon jyoti. Jo ladki mere paas aai thi vo ke pyari si bacchi thi main bola accha chlo. fir vo muze lekar class ke aage se jane wali gellry main chal padi. class 8th ke samne kuch ladi bathi thi aur unhone railing se is traha par laga rakhe koi bhi gellry main se na ja sake. Jyoti bhi unhi ke sath bathi thi muzhe dekhe kar muskurai. main bhi muskura diya. Main samzto gaya tha ki ye hi jyoti hai par maine pucha ki muzhe aap main se kisne bulya hai . dusri ladki boli khud hi andaj lagao ki kisne bulaya hoga. main us ladki se bola ki muzhe jyoti ne bulaya hai kya aap hia jyoti hai. to vo ladki boli ke hmari asi kismat khan ki main joti bun jao kyo jyoti? vo jyoti ki traf dehke kar boli. Is par main jyoti ke taraf dekhe kar bola to aap hai jyoti to batao kyo bulaya muzhe. vo muzhe itne kareeb dekhe kar ghabra gai aur kuch nahi boli. itne main dusri ladki boli is ne 5 din pahle aap ke beg main latter rakha tha. Aur aap ne koi responce nahi diya. mere to fuse ud gaye ki panch din se mere bag main ek latter hai aur muzhe pata bhi nahi. main foran vhan se baga aur beg dekhne laga. mere bege ki first poket main ek gulabi peper pada tha. main us ko dekh kar bhut kush hua.Khus hone ki do wajah thi ek to ye ki kisi aur ke hath ye peper nahi pada aur dusri ye ki ek be inteha khubsurat ladki muzhe lattar like rahi. Aap samazhe saktey hai ki agar koi ladki aap ko propose kare to aap kesa mahsoos karenge. main us time hawao main tha main samzhe nahi pa raha tha ki main kya karo. Muzhe bas ghar pahucne ka intezar tha. main ghar jaldi phuckar us latter ko padna tha.Main jaldi ghar phuch aur uska lattar padne laga. Us ladki ne latter main apna dil nikal kar rakhe diya tha maine jase jase lattar padha us ki mohbbat muzhe charo taraf se gharti chali gayi. Aur main us ki mohhabat bhare lafjo main dubta chala gaya. Main soch bhi nahi sakta tha ki koi ladki muzse itna pyar kar sakti ti. us ne apne latter main likha tha ki usne jab se muzhe dekh hai us ki rato ki need haram ho gayi hai. sotey jagtey bus mera hi chera use najar aata hai. aur ye tak likha tha ki agar main ne use us ke lattar ka jabab ha main nahi diya to kuch bura ho sakta hai. main paresani main pad gaya ki main usko kya jabab du. ye baat to such hai ki main us ko man hi man pyar karne laga taha. par uske lattar ne mere pyar ko ek naya mode de diya. mian us ko dilo jan se chana laga tahh. Main next day school gaya par vo school nahi aai. Mera dil ghabra gaya ki aaj vo school kyo nahi aai. main pure din school main sust beta raha. Fir maine us ladki ke paas gaya jo muzhe bulane ki liye aai thi. maine usse pucha ki aaj Jyoti school kyo nahi aai to vo boli ki aaj didi ko bukhar aa raha hai isi vajah se vo school nahi aai. To main us se bola ki tum jyoti ko bolna ki sartaj aap ke bare puch raha taha. Uske baad maine ek choti se parchi par I LOVE U likhe kar aur niche apna naam like kar us ladki ko de deiya. Next day main school gaya To jyoti ko School ke gate par khara paya. vo muzhe dekhe kar bhut khush hui aur muzhe aapne piche aane ka isara kiya. Main us ki pich piche chal diya. Jab secand floor par jane ke liye sidiyo par chadey to usne muzhey ek lattar aur diya. Maine usse lattar le liya aur pucha tumhar bukhara kesa hai to vo boli ke ab ok hoon. Is ke baad mere us se kabhi kabhi baat ho jati thi verna ham jyadatar lattar se hi baat baat kartey thay. hamara pura saal asae hi gujar gaya Aur main jyoti ko dilojan se chane laga us ki har ek ada us ki har ek baat mere liye ek mohar hoti thi main us ke bina rahne ki kalpna nahi kar sakta tha.vo bhi muzhe dilo jan se jyadah chane ka vada karty thi. Aur muzhe to bus school hi nazar aata tha. jis din school ki chutti hoti vo din muzhe par phar ki tarha gujarta th. main un logo ko kosta tha jisne sunday ki chutti ka calander banaya. Vo khati thi jab tak tumhara chera nahi deke lati to muzhe chain nahi aata hai. Us ki gar baat ko main pattar ki laker ki traha amal main lata tha. Jab vo school aati aur gellry ke pass khare ho kar muzhe lagatar dekha karti thi. aur main bhi use lagatar dekhta rahtatah Mera ek dost aksar hame is tarha dekhe kar ek sher sunaya karta taha. Tum udar najar rakhtey ho Vo idhar najar rakhtey hai par Ham tum dono ki Najar par najar rakhtey hai Fir mere jindagi main ek black day aaya. Han main use kala din hi khunga kyoki vo din ham par kehar barsane wala din tha us din muzhe laga ki aaj hamari love story ka the end ho jayega. Muzhe nahi pata tha ki hamari hi class ke kuch ladke mere aur jyoti ke bare main jane gaye the aur vo muzhe jyoti ke sat dekh kar jaltey they. jab main ek din school ke bhar jyoti ko latter de raha tha to un ladko ne school ke bhar hi books sel karne wale se ye baat ja kar kahe di. us book seller ne e baat hmare principal ko jakar ye baat bata di. bus fir kya tha pure school main drama khara ho gaya. principal ne us ladki ki talasi li to talasi main us ke beg se later pakra gaya. fir mere class main aaya aur muzhe khara kiya aur mere talasi li par mere pass asea kuch nahi tha jo unke haat lagta. Muzhe class main hi murga banaya gaya aur bad main le jakar ek kamre main bund kar diya gaya. Aur koi 20 santi mere hato par mari gayi aur puch tere himmat kase hui us ladki ko khat likne ki. main bola ki main us se mohhabat krta hoon. to principal ka para hai ho gaya aur bola ki tuzhe pyar karne ke liye ye hi ladki mili thi. Maine kha kyo kya khrabi hai us main to usne kha ki vo hindu hai aur tu musalmaan. ek baat bato dosto kya mohhabat karne ke liye majhab ka dekna jaruri hota hai. is ka jabab jarur de. maine jyoti se hamesa pak mohhba ki hai. mushe vo pyar ki devi nazar hati thi. kher Principal ne mere sath ek sarth rakhi ki ya to is school main main padunga ya fir vo ladki. Main us time 10th class main tha. mere dimag hil gaya ki principal ko kya jabab du kyoki main us ladki ke bina ek pal bhi nahi rahe sakta tha. agar main us school main padne jata to kabhi bhi us ladki ko nahi deke sakta tha kyoki muzhe nahi pata tha ki us ke ghar ke use dubara kisi school main bejtey ya nahi. bus maine foran fesla le liya aur principal se bola ke aap jyoti ko hi padao. maine ye fesla is liye liya tha ki agar main school jata to maine use kabhi nahi dehke pata aur agar vo school aati to main use dekhe sakta tha. Fir us din ke baad main kabhi school nahi gaya aur ghar rahe kar hi tayari karne laga. Aur jyoti muzse juda ho gai. Aap nahi jantey ki main ghar aakar kitna roya tha muzhe laga ki jyoti se kabhi baat nahi ho paygi. agar aap ne kabhi kisi se sacha pyar kiya hai to aap jantey hi hoge ki judai ka gu kya hota hai. us ke judai ke vazha se main udash rahne laga. aur kafi kamjaor ho gaya. aur yahi baat jyoti ke sath bhi lagu hoti thi vo bhi kafi dukhi thi kyoki us ki class main padne wale ladke muzhe batatey ki vo class main chup bathi rahey thi. muzhe us ke baarey main sun kar mera dil rone lagta tah. Par kya kiya jaye main bhi majoor tha aur vo bhi majoor thi. is trha ham ek dure se juda ho gaye par sayad upar wale ko bhi hmare rone par trash aa gaya. Ek jyoti ka lattar aya aur vo mere hi gave ki ek ladki ke hath beja tha. main itna kush apni life main kabhi bhi nahi hu jitna tab hua tha aur us lattar ko read karney laga aap samze saktey hai ki mere us samey kya halat ho rahi hogi lattar padtey huey merey hath kap rahe thy. us latter ke andar kitna kuch tha main bata nahi sakta. agar aap us lattar ko padhe letey to khud kasam aap ki aasu nahi ruktey us becary par ghar kya bitey us ne sab kuch us latter main likh tha. bhar hall main us din lattar ko padhe ke khub roya aur upar wale ka shukriya ada kiya ki muzhe uss ke barey main ku6 to pata chala. Fir mine apna hall a dil ek latter ke shakal main usse bej diya. fir kabhi kabhi ham us ke jariy ek dure ka haal janne lage aur apni judai ka gum batney lagey. fir uske latter aane bund ho gaye ham fir ek dusre se door ho gaye. mine kai latter likhe par usne koi jabab nahi diya. main bhut paresan ho gaya aur har wakt gam main rahne laga aur us ke hi bare mai socne laga.is trha teen saal beet gaye aur main B.A. karney ke liye addmisson le liya aur iteyfaq dekey jis din main collage gaya to us di larkey bhi collage aai hui thi. Aap janey nahi ki mere kya hallat hui hogi use us time dekhkar main nahi bata sakta aap ko. Maine collage main use to dekhe liya par usne muzhe nahi dekha. Main jaldi se form jama karney ke liye boys ki line main lag gaya vo girls ke line main thi. Sabhi ladke sirf ladkiyo ko tak rahe thi. Jyoti ki najar muzhe par padi to vo ke dam chok gai aur nazar bacha li. Muzhe sakoon mila ki chalo usne muzhe dekha to sahi. par Usne muzhe dubara nahi dekha mera to dimag khrab ho gaya. sirf dimag main ye baat aai ki usne muzhe dekha kyo nahi kya koi aur bf bana liya. par mera dil is baat ki gawahi nahi de raha tha ki jyoti mere sath bewafi nahi kar shakti. main chup hokar ghar aa gaya. fir next day collage gaya aur jyoti fir dekhi de. is baar vo mere taraf dekh rahi thi usne muzhe apne piche aane ka isara kiya. main us ki piche chala gaya. ek jagah rukkar wo batey karney lagi. mainepucha ki tum ne kal mere taraf kyo nahi dekha to vo boli kal mere sath mera bhai tha fir vo mere samne kafi roi aur apni halat batane lagi. uski ek ek baat sunkar mere dil kut kut kar gir rha tha. maine use badi mukil se chup karaya aur bola ye sab mere kismat main tha isliye ye sab ho raha tha. to vo boli mine to aaj tak kisi ka bhi bura nahi kiya fir kyo upper wala mere imtehan le raha hai. main us ki is baat ka koi jabab nahi de saka. kya jabab deta main khud isi halat main tha. fir maine use samza buza ke sant kiya aur usse mera mobile no. de diya. fir vo muzhe roj phone pe baat katey aur mere sath kahi bhi kuch karne ko tayar the. isi tarha hamne B.A. ke final mai pahuch gaye. final main aane ke baad us ke phone aane bund ho gaye aur usnne kabhi bhi muzse milne ki kosis nahi ki. Main har roj collage aakar uska intzar karta par vo collage nahi aati. main har waqt tens rahne. ki pata nahi kish baatki wajaha se wo muzhe phone nahi kar rahi. agar us ko muzhse door hona tah to ek baar muzse kahe deti main kabhi bhi us ki jindagi main kabhi bhi wapas nahi aata. par usne bina batay muzse samband khatm kar liya bus isi ka gam muzhe aaj tak khaye ja raha hai ki kyo us ne muzse nata tod liya. Main us ke bare main un ke gave main bhi gaya lakin koi baat pata nahi chal pai. bus itnai se mere story hai. agar likhne main koi galti ho gai ho to maaf kaRNA.

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