Bas pyar adhuri reh gayi

Hello everyone…this is Shona…
Soo aaj me apni love story sunane aayi Hun..kyun k man me boht kuch bolne ko hai ..but sunne ko koe nae hai.
Okey so ye story suru hoti hai 2017 March 18 me..
Tab me graduation me thi.Mtlb graduation k last xam ke din ki hi baat h..humare clg me ek mam Hein unke bete k upar mujhe pehlese hi crush thi…me use bohot like krti thi..like matlb bas acha lgta tha mujhe woh..kyun ki uska attitude boht decent typ ka tha….lekin main uska nam nae janti thi..or na hi kabhi janne ki kosish ki thi. Bas clg me jb mam ko chodne aata tha tab dekhti thi n khush hojati thi….fir clg k xm k din me cls k Bahar kuch padh rahi thi…kyun me Ghar se thkse kuch pdh k nae ayi thi so .fir us din woh b aaya hua tha . Aur me use bas chhup chup k dekh rhi thi.. or thoda thoda book ko b dekh rhi thi .fir hua Yun ki woh b mujhe dekh rha tha. Fir woh apni Mummy se bat krke Chala gya clg se..or me b xm Dene lg gyi…
Fir me ye sab bhul v gyi…
Fir uske 2mahine baad insta pe uska request aaya….or fb me bhi…main dekh k ignore krdiya kyun k mujhe PTA nae tha k ye wahi hai..
Fir usne kuch photos bheje toh mujhe yakin hHum dono bohut kuch share krte the …. fir ek din woh bole agar tum mujhe accept nae Kroge toh hum dono bat b nae karenge..or me dar gayi or use apne Taraf se propose ki..fir hum dono rltn me aagye..boht jyada khus the….hum..
Fir kuch month k bad humare bich boht ladayi hue…kyun k usko humare area k kuch ldke mer ware me boht kuch bole Soo woh mujhpe sak krne lga..fir boht ladai hue..roz hum ladte the.. woh Bahar se pta nae Kya sun k ata tha.or mujhe galiya deta tha aur fir khud hi manata tha.raat ko lambe lambe msg me sorry..fir agle din wahi sb.me pura Tang aachukii thi use..per pyar boht tha so kuch bol nae pati thi. Lyf me boht jyada akeli thi me ..kyun k mere mummy Papa mujhe itne tym dete nae the..or unki rltn b thk nae hai..jiske Waze se me humesa pyar k liye tarsi hu…Kyu k unke boht jhgda hote the or yahi sb dekh k me boht paresan rhti thi..humesa se marna chahti thi..Kyu k na kabhi family k pyar Mila..na kahi or..isliye humesa se Bahar se pyar dhundti aayi Hun..
Or in sab k bich ek insan pe bharosa Kiya or woh b Aisa nikla???? roz ghusa mujhe..Roz gali..me Tang aachukii thi..boht kuch hua ..uske Waze se sare male dosto ko lyf se nikal di.num change krdi Kyu k use psnd nae tha..boht kuch Kara Maine uske liye .but Mujhe kabhi trust hi nae krta tha.pw Tak share krdithi..but kbhi trust nae Kara…fir dhire dhire pyar me use aur b krne lgi. Humare Ghar me b sbko bole ..usne b uske mumy ko bol Diya..first wo Raji nae the..bole k ye humare clg ki boht khubsurat ldkio se ek h .iska boht chakr hoga..jb mam ne aisa bola tou mujhe aur b bura lga…fir bad me mere bf k manane k bad woh b man gyi or mere mummy b .woh bas mere se ek sal chota tha…meme papa ko nae bola kyun k woh job nae krta tha..fir hum roz Milne lge …fir me Ghar se chup k usk sath ghumne b jati thi..uske sath jyada tym spent krne k liye me pdhai k bahana krke Ghar Se dur rehne me chali gyi..waha hum boht ghumte the .boht tym spent krte the..
Out of state b gye ghumne. ….boht acha chal rha tha sab kuch .me usk liye boht possessive thi .jb insan k pas nae ho na bas ek hi chiz ho..toh woh use khone se darta h. Bohot ldke the Jo mujhe propose Kiye hei. Ek msg ko b tarste the but me humesa uska hi wait krti thi..fir dhire dhire woh mujhe ignore krne lga. Boht care krta tha .but pta nae Kya hua use. Pubg me humesa bg rhta tha.tym nae deta tha…
Fir aisa hua k boht jhgde hue.
Ek din woh mujhe jhoot bol k uske hometown gaya.aur waha Jake ex se mil k ek room me dono ne photo clk krke..insta me upload Kiya… fr jb mene iska I’d khola toh ye sb dekh k mere hath kampne lgi ….Maine use pucha is ware me toh woh bola mumy papa k kasam me use nae Mila. Jb photo dikhai toh bola hn ek get together tha wahi me Mila tha..tumhe nae bola Kyu k tum ghusa krti..n iwas lyk wtf…
Fr boht jhgda hua Mai boht roi. Or ghuse me thpd mar di..
Fir itne jhgde k bad b woh firse uske ex se milne gya.. tbhi Maine decide Kara ki use brkup krdungi.. Sara bharosa tut gyi..uske uparse.. kyun k agar use Sadi krti n woh agar aise hi cheat krta toh me Kya krti Kahan jati .yahi soch k use brkup krliya Maine …
Yar bchpan se pyar k liye tadpi hu..aj Tak tadap rahi Hun..use brkup toh krdiya 1sal hogye magr pyar aj v krti hu …boht jyada boht miss krti hu. Kuch din pehle hi Dekhi this ek ldki ko byk me le k jarha tha woh …tut gyi us din .boht muskil horhi h uske Bina rrhna .but Kya Karu. Boht prblms chl rshe Hein .mumy papa ko le k boht tensn me hun use v bhul nae parhi hu .Avi rat k3 waze likh rhi hu..PTA nae kb mujhe thoda khusi milegi ????????
.mere liye pray krna plzzz
Boht depression me hu..man horhi h suicide krdun..but nae krsakti papa mumy k badnami hogi…lyf me kbhi khusi nae Mila pyar nae Mila..na family achi h. Na pyar..aur ek dost b nae h Jise kuch share kru. So yahi bol Diya bas..
Ap sabko pyar mile..
Kbhi adhura na rahe boht muskil hota h pyar k Bina rhna ????

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