A true love which is uncomplete – abhya

hi.. aakhir sab jindgi me kabhi na kabhi ek baar to sochte hai ki ye pyar kaise ,kyu ho jata hai. ye kisi ko nahi bakasta ye haseen dhoka har kisi ke sath kyu ho jata hai? ab kise kategi unke bina puri jindgi jinke bina ek pal katna bhi muskil ho jata hai.? l e t’ s start… ek haseena thi ek devaana tha kya umer kya fasana tha.. my name is mahi… baat un dino ki hai jab mai gar se dur tha ek engg. collage me tha , din to collage me hi beet jata tha raat dosto ke sath gappe mar ke kat jati thi uper se homework bhi rahta tha kul mila ke schedule bhut buzy tha. tabhi ek rat ek ladka mera ph le ke jata hai use kisi se baat karni hogi..mai de deta hu agle din class me us no. se misscall aati hai..i donot know kiska no. hai. mai saam ko back call karta hun to koi pic nahi karta… fir 3din baad dobara call aati hai tab vo ladka bhi holiday’s me gar chala jata hai aise hi unse bhut thori se baat hoti hai unka baat karne ka tarika unki baatye ham sab bhut acha lagta hai.. puri raat bevajha neend nahi aati.. aagle din mujse raha nahi jata aur khud call kar leta hun aur aise hi baat karna chahta hu.. par uder se karari khane ko milti hai unka apne me kya kisi me bhi koi interes hi nahi hai.. chalo ek man karta hai kosis karu dusra bolta hai kooi fayeda nahi chakar me mat pad.. fir saam aati hai fir baat karne ka dil karta hai fir call mila dete hai fir koi responc nahi.. aise hi 4-5 mahine beet jate hai na vo hame btate ki hame call kyu ki na ham khud ko rok pate aakhir me hamne unhe only friendship ke liye bol diya vo nahi mane .. logo ki baato me aake ham piche pade rahe friend’s bolte the ki man jaegi tu laga rah.. aur late ho gaya to kisi aur ki ho jaegi…ab ye dar bhi satane laga.. aakhir hamari simple friendship 7-8 maha bad ho gai.. ham unse baate karne lage ek dusre ko ph call’s , msg chatting hone lagi. baad me hame laga ki ab hamse nahi raha jaega aur jyada late karke koi fayeda bhi nahi hamne unhe perpose kar diya… vo to hamse aise naraj ho gaye ki jaise hamne unhe pata nahi kya bol diya hoo.. unhone baat karni band kar di.. hamare din ab bhut bure katne lage ham sote jagte unhe yaad karte aur call karte par koi pic nahi karta fir hame laga ki kisi ko presaan nahi karna chahiye pata nahi kya baat hai. hmara kahin man nahi lagta collage change kar diya.. uske kuch dino baad sayed unhe hmari yaad aayi ho ..unhone call kiya aur jaisa mai unhse bolta aa raha tha same aisa hi unhone bola mai bas me tha ..bhut khusi hui.. jaise mujhe mari jindgi mil gai ho bad me hamne puri raat bat ki.. aur aise hi baate chalne lagi.. vo hamse bhut dur thi isliye mil nahi pate aur hamne tab tak unko ek baar tak nahi dekha par unke bina ek pal nahi katta tha.. kuch din baad unka gumne ka plan bana aur unhe mare pass se hi jana tha to hamne us din unko phli baar dekha… hame yakin nahi hua ki is ladki ko ham itna chahte hai aur vo bhi ab hame hamse jyada chahne lagi thi.. kuch din ph pe baate chalti rahi roj ladai hoti thi choti-2 baato pe aur roj dono man jate the jaise hmari duniya hi ek ph tak semit ho gai ho.. bad me milne ka program banane lage .. fir laga ki ab sab sahi chal raha hai vo bhi hamare bina nahi rah sakti aur ham bhi ab saadi ke bare mai sochte hai.. wase bhi uske gar pe saadi ko laker kuch baat chali to usne mujhe btaya mujhe aur use tention ho gai .. maine uske daidy ko darte-2 call kiya aur bol diya ki” aapki ladki mujhe bhut achi lagti hai aur maine ek bar dekha hai aap mare gar pe baat kar lo” par unhone mera biodata le ke chor diya kisi se koi baat nahi ki.. maine fir call kiya to bole ki abhi pdai puri kro bad me sochte hai.. mujhe laga ki chalo itna to bola…ab baat ban jaegi maine sab baat sweetu ko btai vo khus thi.. fir ab mujhe bhi to apne gar pe baat karni thi fir maine apni mom ko sab bata diya aurusse baat bhi kara di..ab mai tention free hoke padhne laga.. din bette gaye uske gar me fir se uski saadi ki baat chali usko laga ki mujhe bina soche samjhe uske gar wale ignor mar rahe hai usne mujhe btaya.. maine uske daidy se baat ki vo nahi chahte the ki vo love marige kare.. aur hamne bhi clear kar diya ki sadi apki marji se hogi hamari nahi.. chalo ab thodi si baat unke dimag me gusi ki unki ladki hamese baat tak nahi karti bas ham usko chahte hai.. fir unhone time de diya.. fir kuch din bad madam ko laga ki kuch nahi hoga aur unhone hamare vaste hame ignor karna suru kar diya… hmari roj ladai rahne lagi unke pass mare kisi sawal ka koi answer nahi tha answer to ek hi tha jo ham jante the .. aur fir hame unpe aur unhe hampe itna gussa aane lagi ki sath nahi rah ppaye.. par kitne din na vo hame bhul sakte aur na ham unhe ….vo fir mile fir ladai hui ..fir dur ho gaye … fir mile fir nahi banti… kya karu yaaro i am in trouble mujhe kuch smaj me nahi aa raha ..

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