To hell with love…. – sawan

hey Guy’s …..its Sam. pura naam sawan Sharma. me civil engineer hu Raipur c.g. me rahta hu aur abhi me filhal m.tech kar raha hu. so guys yaha mene kai kahaniya padi he aur sach me muje sabse aachi baat Jo lagi wo he readers aapne kabhi kisi ko demotivate nai kiya aur isi karan aapni story yaha post karne ki himmat ki . bas 1k Sikh he meri story me ki yar pyar kro to sach me kisi acche se Karo Jo uski value samajh paye kher ye karna kaha hota he ho jata he …chalo..point pe aate he ..kuch saal pahle meri engineering ka 6th semester chal raha tha.me us samay tak.bahut cool and Flirty tha koi serious relationship nai tha.muje kuch lagav jesa nai tha bas u hi meri life chali ja rai thi. bas me aapne flat Ham dost yai rahte the Durg me to hamne rahne 1k flat liya tha kirye pe .to me yaha betha fb pe chat kar raha tha to 1k friend request aayi mere pass naam tha uska Mona(short name) so mene dekha to muje yaad aqua ki wo mere friend ki choti bahan he. aur engineering me aane ke baad mera contact khatam ho gaya tha un logo se bas mene friend request accsept ki then …aapna kaam karne laga. prob ye thi ki uske bhai ka acsidant ho gaya tha ye mene suna tha ki he is no more. to me ne kewal friend request add ki and aajib tha baat karna. to me bolta bhi to kya usse. then uska msg aaya hiiiiiiii mene bhi reply kiya hiii fir usne kaha ki pahchana mene kaha(jante huwe bhi) nai. wo boli me Mona hu aapke school me thi.mene kaha ha yaad aaya tum ****** ki bahan ho na. usne kha ……me thi .bhayiya ..ka to(ye likh ke wo kuch nai likhi). muje sach me bahut bura laga mene aage kuch nai pucha fir wo boli aapko nai pata tha kya mene kaha sorry pata tha. usne kaha ok koi baat nai. aur Ham 2no baat karne laga. ham2no u hi baat kar rahe the ki life kesi he kya chal raha he.usne bataya wo nursing kar rai yai Durg se mene kaha badiya he aur wo pass me hi rahti thi hamare bas u hi 2 4 Din bate hoti rai Ruck Ruck kar .than usne pucha aapki koi gf he kya mene bola ha thi na meri ex pahle aur tumhari usne kaha ha he na mera bf. but me paresan hu yar usse mene kaha keu yar to usne kaha ki life me sab badal jate he Ham log pahle Aachen the jab 12 th me the but past two years me hamri batchit band ho chuki he aur wo bas naam ka bf he muje gali deta he chillata he. and all mene kaha ha yar ye to pure ganration ka prob he. bas fir Ham 2no friends hogaye itni bate ki ki ham log noraml ya kesi bhi masti kar sakte the 1k dusre ke sath but boss abhi bhi me wai Purana Sam tha jese ladkiyo se koi pyar nai tha. usne pucha ki aap ko life me karna kya he padai to acchi he hi aapki me other aim jaanna chahti hu…mene kaha ki life me 3 wishes he Jo engg. khatam hone se pahle karni he (Ham log lagbhag sari baate karte the matlab Ham 2no bahut free the) byk me naagpur Jana he 2. muje apne flat ke upar Beth ke pina he party karni he.and puri rat ghumna hee .usne kaha muje bhi pina he and raat bhar ghumna he. jab usne muje bhi karna he to muje laga wo Nanak kar rai mene kah diya ok. usne kaha ki wo Hostal me rahti thi pahle aur waha party’s boys Hostal se khatarnak hoti he. mene kaha ok and baat ayi gai ho gayi. bas yar fir samay bita me 7th sem me aa gaya and me kabhi kabhi Mona se milta tha. 1k din usne muje bataya ki uska breakup ho gaya he and uske bf ne use dump kar diya mene kha are to rone ki kya baat he uski galti he to wo bhi normal huwi. ab 2nd prob thi uski makan malkin un 2no ka jhagda huwa usne muje phone kiya jese tese me use waha se nikal ke Laya ab mene kaha ki chalo mere hi flat me chalte he. ye uski pahli entry thi mere flat me bas yar fir usne room liya naya aur wo pas me rahne lagi. wo bahut acchi dancer thi to mere friend circle me use log jante the to dance sikhane ke liye kaha use megha ne meri friend ne .bas usi ke 7 8 Dino ke bad anual function tha hamra to uska plan tha ki 11 tak function se wapas aa ke Ham party karenge .us raat Ham 2 no ne todi pi li aur fir Ham chaat par baat kar rahe the aur usi bich Ham kisi baat pe Ham lad pade majak me to haath chalate huwe wo mere bahut karib aa gayai and we kissed each other .bas Ham 2no kuch samjh pa nai rahe the to bas wo raat nikal gayi. agle din mene kaha ki sorry rat ko Jo huwa meri wajah se he to wo boli ki Ham 2no nashe me the to bas koi baat nai. but mujme jasbat jaag gaye the aur eysa pahle nai huwa tha me bas alag hi duniya me tha. bas fir kuch Dino ke bad usne muje ha kah diya bas life acche se chal rai thi. bas yai pe me galat tha bas 1k din muje pata chla ki wo kisi ladke ke sath ghum rai thi bade hi un logical tarike se mene dhyan nai diya .Ham 2no. ya sayad me bhut close aa gaye the is relationship me .aur sayad uske liye me kuch bhi sach me kuch bhi kar sakta tha .meri life badli jab mere 7th sem ka result aaya mene phone kiya use party thi friends ki kisi ladke ne mera phone uthaya muje laga ki ye kaun he .mene kaha muje Mona se baat karni he samne wale ne mera name pucha mene bataya ki me sawan hu tum kaun usne kaha me Jay hu .bas ye sunna that ki me shocked rah gaya ……..7th sem clear karne ki sari Khushi gayab ab bas pata karna tha ye yaha kya kar raha jab inka breakup huwe mahino ho gaye the. usne muje kaha ki tu meri love life kahe kharab kar raha .mene kaha Abe tune use Kab ka choood diya he na to ab keu pareshan kar raha then usne muje bataya ki they are in love and unke bich sab aaccaha he .mene kaha ki tube kisne kaha ki me bich me aa raha to usne kuch nai bataya .fir mene use sari baat batayi ki me sach me use bahut pyar karta hu and wo muje. bas ab Ham 2no shoked the ye ho kya raha he? mene pucha Mona kaha he usne kah ki me uska mobile le aaya hu and isi ke fb se mere SMS pade usne and tabhi mera call aa gaya use ..Ham 2no buri tarah halat me the .mera man abhi bhi nai man raha tha ki wo sach me eysa kar sakti he .mene uski friend ko phone kiya aur use kaha Mona ko Bolna…ki. muje aaj hudko market par mile kuch kaam he bas wo msg usne pahucha diya and mene Jay ko kuch na bolne ko kaha tha to me saam ko use Milne gaya muje mili hug kiya ..par usme muje ab wo pyar missing laga Jo pahle muje feel hota tha .mene use pucha ki tum real me mujse pyar karti ho to usne kaha ye puchne ki baat he me bahut pyar karti hu …..bas mene use fir se pucha me majak nai kar raha to uska jawab fir wai tha .mene kaha ki Jay ka kya huwa fir kitni masumiyat se usne anjan banne ka natak kar diya. mene bas use itna kaha ki plz aap jhut mat bola Karo bas me ab aur jhut nai sah sakta mene Jay se baat ki thi uska chahra safed pad gaya and rone lagi …bas kabhi ager ye aasu kisi ne nikalwaye hote to usko Kat ke fek deta par ab na Jane keu muje uske rone ka farc hi nai pad raha tha pathar ho gaya tha mera dil. Jay waha aaya fir sari baate clear ho gayi Ham 2no bewakuf ban chuke the bas waha ajib lg raha tha muje.mene kuch nai kaha bas chala gaya waha se.bhut jyada roya me .aur 1k talab ke pas Beth kar cigarette pita raha lagatar pagal sa lag raha tha muje .me Khud ko samjha nai pa raha tha ki kya yahi wo ladki he jiske liye me Ghar me baat karne Wala tha. mene isi se saccha pyar kiya sharm aa rai thi muje aapne aap pe. apni bahan ko mene call kiya Jo mujse sabse karib thi usne mujse pucha sawan tu ro raha h .mene kaha ki I m lost ….sab khatam ho gaya and mene use sari baat batai muje yaad he me use kaha tha ki me Puja koi khilona nai hu bahan ki wo ladki mujse jesa man kare khel le insan hu dard muje bhi hota he ……..lagatar roya fir toda shan’t huwa aur apni life ko fir se sochne laga fir muje laga ki me jesa tha no love no pyar sirf flirting masti fun wai accha tha and ab me khud ko change kar lunga ….. guys me fir se wai Sam ban gaya par ye sirf upari dikhawa he Jo muje bahar dikhana padta he me andar se tut chuka hu .meri Khushi ke andar ki khamosi sayad koi nai sun pa raha bas me Ji raha hu apne Ghar walo ke liye ……par yar aaj bhi me khud ko kese rokta hu me janta hu ….bas ab is life me sab karunga kisi se payr nai karunga …sayad hoga bhi nai….aapko kesi lagi story muje plz batana Mr.sawansharma@gmail.com

 

 

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28 Comments

  1. manisha diwan - July 23, 2013, 9:54 am Reply

    bura laga ki aapke sath eysa huwa par iska matlab ye to nai ke sari ladkiya galat ho

    • sawan - July 23, 2013, 3:03 pm Reply

      yar but ab pyar jesi ciz kise hoti he sabko apne se matlab he yar

  2. Yaashi ray - July 23, 2013, 12:07 pm Reply

    Apki story….????
    Lagta h logo ko pyar pasnd nh tbi ek s khush nh rehte..
    Par ladkiya bi aisa krti h i cnt believe
    par jo hota h ache k lye hota h…
    Ap khud hi smjhdar ho apko kuch kehne ki jarurt hi nh.
    Mt parna pyar k chakar me..
    Insaan ko badal kr rkh deti h + tod bi deti khushi toh bht milti h pyar me par kuch palo k lye baad me dard k alwa kuch nh milta.
    Jeeyo apni lyf..
    Parents k lye
    apne lye..
    God bles u

    • sawan - July 23, 2013, 3:00 pm Reply

      ha ab wai kar raha yar thanks ………..life me sach me pyar mat karna kabhi ye me Sikh chuka hu yar Aachen se ……thanks mere bhai

      • Yaashi ray - July 23, 2013, 4:57 pm Reply

        Bhai????

  3. Yaashi ray - July 23, 2013, 4:58 pm Reply

    Bhai????

    • sawan - July 24, 2013, 4:00 am Reply

      so sorry yaashi mere 1k friend ka bhi name yai h ladka he wo to muje laga ki aap bhi sorry yaha hame profile nai dikhti sorry bhai bolne ke liye

    • sawan - July 24, 2013, 4:05 am Reply

      sorry

  4. shaifali sharma - July 23, 2013, 5:35 pm Reply

    jaruri nhi sab ladkiyan ek jesi hi…..kuch k liye pyar sirf tym pass hota h lekin kuch ke liye unku life….ye unki soch pe depend krta h ki….unke liye kya value rakhta h….

  5. sawan - July 24, 2013, 4:15 am Reply

    ha yar aap log bhi sahi kah rahe he but ager use iska pachtawa hota to muje bhi bura nai lagta …par ab use koi pachtawa nai ……watsapp me uska status lagatar online rahta he muje sach me bilkul accha nai lagta meri kya halat he sirf me janta hu …..

  6. shaifali sharma - July 24, 2013, 4:43 am Reply

    i understand ur situation….but ho sake ti use bhul jao…or uska no delete krdo…..jitna jada uske bare m sochoge…problme tumhe hi hogi coz us ladku ko sirf tumse mtlb tha…use pyar nhi tha vo sirf tym pass kr rahi thi or aisi lafkiyon ko kisiki felling se koi mtlb nhi hota h so jitna jaldi ho usse judu hr chiz se dur jane ki koshish karo…..

    • sawan - July 24, 2013, 5:11 am Reply

      shaifali thanks samajhne ke liye and yar aapko batau mene kiya sari cize but I can’t muje hard bar kahi na kahi dikh jati he. aur yar jab mujse wo najre mila kar baat karti he wo life ka mera worst time hota he. asal me wo ladki aur mere kuch friends cmn he to unke samne chilla ke tamasa nai kar sakta yar……but I will try my bast …….

    • sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 5:24 am Reply

      and

    • sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 5:26 am Reply

      and phone no ka problem ye he ki muje apna b day se pahle uska phone no yaad he …..but yar sach me ladkiya sach me esi keu ho jati he …..ager me nai pasand tha to muje samne bol deti par nai

  7. diksha - July 24, 2013, 8:09 am Reply

    sab ki yai kahani he sawan mene bataya na tumhe ki kya huwa tha mere sath dear life me aage badna padta he hame …wish for u r life ……

    • sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 8:14 am Reply

      thaks yar diksha Ham 2no same problem me he kya kare shi he life me change Lana to padega chalo bye

  8. sanaya - July 24, 2013, 9:37 am Reply

    Hmmm very badd yar, dats nt fair wid u, koi nhi but plzs mai apko ye advice dungi ki love se mt nafrat karo, insan bura hota h pyar nhi.._….. meri bat ko samghna sawan, vaise I wnt to frndship wid u.wil u b my sweet frnd.

    • sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 10:10 am Reply

      sanaya yar aap friend ho hi mere … thanks advice dene ke liye .but pyar pe yakin hone me ab sayad ……….

  9. sanaya - July 24, 2013, 4:08 pm Reply

    Hmm thnkss

  10. shaifali sharma - July 24, 2013, 4:28 pm Reply

    same situation meri b h bus m bhi isi koshiah m rehti hu ko use meri feelings k bare m bilkul b realise na hi ki m kya soch rahi hu…humesha normal behave krne ki koshish krti hu…but m akele m bhut roti hu…m bhi control nhi kr paati hu…bus isi ummid m rehti hu ki kisina kisi din apni glti ka eahsas hoga….or gilty feel krega…..but dear ho sake hr chiz ko avoid krna sikho…..yahi achha rahega…coz i knw m b isi situation se guzar rahi hu si tumhari prblm samhh sakti hu…

    • sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 4:50 pm Reply

      shaifali yar me khud feasted ho jata tha jab use watsapp me 2 bje 3 bje oli dekhta tha me janta hu muje kesa lagta tha

  11. sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 4:42 pm Reply

    ok. sanaya aap muje Facebook pe bej Dena request me add ho jaunga my friend :)

  12. shaifali sharma - July 24, 2013, 4:59 pm Reply

    dn’t wry….i wish u move on ur life….

    • sawan sharma - July 24, 2013, 5:17 pm Reply

      I wish same for u but I pry to God so God will give his some love about ur relationship and he will know u importance and understand ur love for him

  13. Rock star - July 24, 2013, 7:37 pm Reply

    Sawan bhai apki or meri story same h
    maine usse silently relation tod liya h but i miss her so much

    • sawan sharma - July 25, 2013, 4:20 am Reply

      ha yar life ki yai to problem he …..

  14. shaifali sharma - July 25, 2013, 3:44 am Reply

    thnx sawan…..

    • sawan sharma - July 25, 2013, 4:14 am Reply

      u most welcome ….. :)

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