Rehgaya Aansoo o se ye Zindagi – Roshan

My name is Roshan… Mere life sirf dukh se bhara hai, Yahan sirf pyar ki nhi meri zindagi ka kuch hisha kehne wala hun….
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mein kisika dard seh nahin pata hun, koi mujhe naraz hoto mein reh nahin pata hun, darsa lagne lagta hai, Mein sabko sory kehta hun isme koi wajah ho ya na ho, pata hai kyun…
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Jab mein 9th cls mein tha mera ek dost tha “Suman” hum acche frnd the, par ek din bo mujhse gusha ho gaya per uska bo galat faimi thi, usko mein bahat samajha ya par bo nhi samjhta tha, fir mujhse bat karna milna julna chordiya, fir mene bi use bat nhi kiya, bahat din beet gaye fir mujhe uska kami mehsus hua fir mene socha usko mafi mangna chahiye, fir mein usko ph kiya pr uska ph bar bar off araha tha, fir me uske ghar ko gaya wahan bahat log the,
mene pucha Suman h, kisine ake kaha abi abi uska axidnt hua h aur bo hospital me h, fir me jaldi se hospital nikla, mat pucho mujhe bahat ghabrahat ho raha tha, bs uski chehre ankhon ke samne araha tha, jb me pahucha mere ankhen ansu o se bhar gaya, me waha rone laga kyu ki bo mujhe chorke chala gaya tha, me use mafi bhi nhi mang paya, mat pucho dost 3 din tak mene kuch bi nhi khaya tha fir me sambhal liya khud ko….
Mera aur ek dost tha uske sath sara din bitata tha, bo mere bestfrnd ho gaya jha, Jab 10th complete ho gaya bo padhne keliye aur kahin chala gaya, hum alag ho gaye, sara din uske sath bitata tha pr me ab akela ho gaya tha, uski bhut kami mehsus ho raha tha, ese hi do sal beet gaye,
Ek din 02/02/2011 me ek marriage me mujhe hamari ghar ki taraf se akela jana pada, mere sath kuch mere relative gaye the bahat dur tha bo jagah, hum wahan 5 din tak rahe uske bich mujhe pehle bar kisise pyar ho gaya tha, bs durse hi dekhta tha usko, dar lagta tha pas jane se, bo bhi mujhe dekhti thi, hasti thi (par uski iss hasi pe kitno ke dil toota chuka tha mujhe nhi pata tha), me uski hasi me kho gaya tha, ab ghar janeki waqt tha agle din jana tha, us ratko usne ek bache se meri no. mangi, me dediya, fir jb me ghar chala aya bo mujhe ph ki, par mujhse batein karna nhi ho pata tha, isliye me kuch keh nhi pata tha, fir usne feb14 ko mujhe I love u keh di, me bi use keh diya. Fir hum batein karne lage, ek din bo mujhko kuch exam li, pyar ke bareme kuch Ques. pucha, mujhko jo ata tha me keh diya, fir najane bo mujhe kyu insult karne lagi, pr me usko kuch keh nhi pata tha, bo mujhe hurt pe hurt pahuchati jati pr me sbkuch seh jata tha, kyuki me pyar me andha ho gaya tha. Ek din to bo hadd hi kardi apne frns ke samne mujhe insult kardi aur kahi tum mere layak nahin ho, fiq mujhe chor di (Jante ho dost kuch din pehle mujhe khabar aayi thi uski shadi tha 14/02/2012 ko par bo piche sunday ko kiske sath bhag gayi) me bahat roya, usko ph lagata tha pr usne hamesha keliye sim change kr dithi, fir kuch mahine beea gaye me use ahista ahista bhulne laga…
Aur jante ho dost me jb chhota tha hamari ghr me ek chidiya thi uski me bahat khayal rakhta tha, ek din me marke gaya tha apni dadaji ke sath, jb ghr lauta bo chidiya pinjre me nhi thi usko kisine kharidke ke gaya tha, mat pucho dost me kaisa ho raha tha, kuch samajh me nhi araha tha, bs us pinjra ko dekhta rehta tha…
29/10/2011 me jo frn 10th ke bad alag padhta tha, bo ghar aya tha, hum baithe the, fir uski ph ko ek wrng no. aya, fir use bo no. manga maine, usne de diya, fir me use agle din mere ph se cal kiya kaha- “kahan laga h usne kahi ap kahan lagaye the, mene kaha BBSR laga raha tha kaha lagi h, usne kahi Bbsr par galati se meri no. ko lag gayi h wrng no. kehke kat di, fir mene msg ki apki name kya h, usne msg ki MY NAME IS SHILA. fir mene likha mere frn banoge, urne msg ki mujhe frns ki jarurat nhi h ji, me msg ki kya padhti ho, usne likhi ye sb apko janne ki kya jarurat h, fir me reply nhi di, bs frnship msg bheja subah tak sayad mene 5-6 msg bhej diya tha, fir usne cal ki subah ko, aur kahi msg msg sirf msg kyu msg karte ho, me kaha tumhari sirf frn banna chahta hun, usne kahi thik h, par sirf frn hi rehna, me kaha ok. Hum baten karne lage, bo mujhe ek din propose ki, mene kaha esa kyu kar rahi ho me kisise pyar nhi kar sakta kyu ki meri ek brekup ho chuka h tum janti ho, mujhe pyar vyar pe bharosha nhi h, usne rone lagi aur ph kat di, me bhi cal nhi kiya fir rat bhat sochta raha fir usko agle din ph kiya aur kaha tum mujhe kabi chor dogi to, usne kahi meri kasam tumhen nhi chorungi, mene apni kasam khane ko kahi, usne meri kasam bi khali (wade to karli usne kaire nibhate hen use nhi malum) me use bahat pyar karne laga, uski har waqt khayal rakhne laga, bo bi mujhe bahat pyar karti thi, pr uski ek bat mujhe achhi nhi lagta tha bo hamesha jocking karti thi, bo mujhe puchta tha line mar rahi ho kya clg me, me kaha mujhe ye sb acha nhi lagta, i dnt like this. Par kabi kabi to bo kehti thi me aaj clg me kisiko line mar rahi thi, me kaha esa kyu karti ho, kyu hamesha esa majak karti ho bo kehti thi bs ese hi…
AUR bhi bahat kuch baki hai bad me kahunga. BYE 
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8 Comments

  1. amit

    dear next story v jarur post karna.

    good night…..t.c

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  2. Anonymous

    Ok, thx for read my story

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  3. Ravi kumar

    So sad . .
    Kabhi kabhi to jina v bekar lagta hai. , .

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  4. Anonymous

    Next— (Roshan)
    bo nhi samajh ti thi esi majak mujhe bahat hurt pahunchta hai, pr usko kuch keh nhi pata tha bo hamesha esi kehti thi, per usko me kuch keh bi nhi pata tha, kyuki usko khona nhi chahta tha, kho jane ka dar lagta tha mujhko. Ek din bo mujhko ph ki or roo rahi thi mene kaha kiya hua kyu roo rahi ho plz batao, usne kahi mujhe bhul jao, meri shaadi thik ho gayi hai, mene usko bahat samjhaya par bo nhi smajhti thi, bo apni parents ke against nhi jana chahti thi, fr me kya karu rone ke alawa kuch nhi tha, phir me usko do din ph nhi kiya, fir bo mujhko ph ki aur kahi mujhe sirf dekhne aye the meri abhi shaadi nhi ho rahi hai kismat me hoga to mein tumhen shadi karungi, mene kaha thik hai fir hum jaise batein karte the waise baten karne lage, fir hamari 14/02/2012 subah chhoti si bat per anwan ho gaye the, me use sham ko sorry kehne keliye ph kiya to bo busy thi bar bar busy araha tha, kuch der bad fir lagaya to bo confrence kar di ek ladke ko usne kaha aap koun hai mene kaha me Ranni ki frnd hun (uski name shila nhi Ranni thi) fir mene kaha ap koun hai usne kahi me uska bf hun fir hamari kuch batchit chali fir Ranni kahi tum ph rakho mujhe tumse baat nhi karni hai meri shadi thik ho gayi hai, mene kaha inke sath bo kahi han, fir me uske bf ko pucha kabse pyar karte ho usne kaha 2 shal se. Fir mat pucho mera halat uswaqt kya tha, fir usne ph kat di. Mein bahat dukh me tha kisiko kuch keh bhi nhi pata tha, mujhe bukhar ho gaya tha, bas sochte rehta tha kabi pyar nhi karunga, fir uski bareme sochke rota tha…….p
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    Thoda piche jata hun me hostel me rehta hun. Hamari ghar se market jane ki raste me ek ghar padta hai wahin ek chhoti si sayad 5 shal ki ladki rehti thi me jb bhi jata tha us raste me bo mujhe dekhke hasti thi, aur kehti thi hey pila, aur fir hasti thi, me jb iss bich chhoti me gaya tha ghar (jan. 2012) ko, me mandir ja raha tha us waqt bo ladki shadhi pehen ke bahar khadi thi, usko dekh ke meri Raani ki yad araha thi, kyuki uswaqt Ranni ke sath Relationship chalu tha,Tum jante ho dost bo chhoti si ladki is duniya me nhi hai. 15,02,2012 ko mami ph ki thi, aur keh rahi thi unki jo beti thi bo nhi rahi, mene kaha kaise hua mami kahi election ke douran bahat bhid thi us raste me bo kdki khel rahi thi par achanak ek car ke niche bo ladki aa gayi, par uski kuch nhi hui bo apni ap khadi hui or ghar chali gayi, par kuch ghante bad usko kuch hone laga fir usko hospital legaye, par usko jinda nhi rakh paye…
    Meri halat pehle se hi buri tha aur ye bat sunke chhoda kya hua hoga mera halat… Aankho se abhi bhi aansu tham nhi rahi hai…. Sayad ye aansu kabhi thamegi…. Bs aur kisiko nhi chahna hai…..

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    1. deepak mishra

      sach me yaar tere story me bhoot dam hai,,,,ye sab upar waale ke haath me hai….

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  5. Unknown

    Bhai sach me bahut dard hai teri story me…

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  6. Anonymous

    abe bhaiii spell toh thik se likha krrr…..bt teri story bhut dard bhari he yr

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  7. Anonymous

    nevr trust a grl

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