do rahein……main akela…… – vishram

hi, frns m vishu . m ek choti si city se hu. abhi m B.SCfinal ka student hu. mere ghar m mom dad sister aur ek 12saal ka bhai h. mera bhai mently disorder h. meri financial condition utni achchhi nh h bus average h.aur m Allahabad university m pdta hu. to ab story pe aate h. m use ninth class se janta tha . vo mere pdosh m rhti h aur hamare parivar se kafi ghule mile h. hmara ek dusre k ghar aana Jana kafi tha , m usse ektarfa love krne lga . ye baat maine usse bhut salon tak nh btai thi. hamari bhut jyada batein hoti thi but hmesa study se related . kbhi kbhi vo personal qustion kr bhi de to m dhyan nh deta tha. m uske man ki baat janna chahta tha. last year Maine apni sis. k through uski notebook m massage likh k bheja tha. USNR reply m mssge dia ki hum kval acchhe dost h. par jab Maine use btaya ki m bhut years se tumh chahta hu to usne kha ki tum bol bhi to sakte the ekdum duffer ho. usk baad se hum dono m eye contact hone lga , m koi bhi mauka pakar use dekhta rhta tha. aur vo bhi……….. but hum dono m batein kam ho gyi thi. jab bhi hum pass hote to uncomfortable feel krte…. vo meri sis ko tution pdati thi..

usk pas koi mobile nh tha. jab m allhabad study k liye aa gya to bhut yaad krta tha usko. vo roz meri sis se mere bare m question krti thi. jab holydays k bad m ghar gya to usse baat krna chahta tha, aur janna chahta th ki kya vo mujhe chahti h??? mere pass koi rasta nh tha to Maine sis. ki book m likha’ rum roz roz meri sis se qus kyu krti ho iska kya mean h??’ fir 2hours baad uska ek no. se call aaya. vo boli tum galat mat samjho vo to kval sis se aise hi poochha tha… m bhut tension m aa gya tab maine decide kia ki use bhoola dunga. fir evng m Maine usi no. pe mssge k through kha ki,” i m sorry! maine tumhre saath ek chota sa mazak kia h ,meri already ek gf h aur m use bhut chahta hu. agar tum mujhe such m frnd manti ho to mujhe maaf kr dena” massage send krone k baad m khoob roya. usne call kia aur Kha ki tumne mere saath aisa kyu kia? aur phone cut kr dia. Maine bhut bdi galti kr di thi …. Maine kai baar phone try kia par usne nh receive kia. maine fir mssg dia ki ” i m so sorry m bhut tension m tha to ye sab kar daala” .1hour baad usne miss call do. m call back kia usne kha ki” sach kya h meri samajh m kuchh nh aa rha” phone kut gya, aur m kuchh nh kh paya. next day m Allahabad a gya. mera improvement exam tha par Maine miss kar dia but ab bhi vote meri sis se questions krti thi. ab meri sis me meri mom ko bta dia.

meri mom ne mujhe phone par bhut danta. aur kha ki tum apni study pe dhyan do. unhone phone par hi Usk bare m muje kafi Bura bura Khan. m dar guA ki Khan mom ladai na kr de. m ghar aaya aur Sab sambal lia. maine use bhi kisi trh btaya ki mom sab Jan gyi h… 31dec ko maine kisi kam se usk father ko call lgaya par coincidence usne receive kia. m bola mujhe tumse bhut si baat khni h vo boli Jo bolna h phone pe kh dalo hum khin milkar baat nh kr sakte……but m usse kval itna hi kha ,ki phone kr lia kro khin se!!! vo kval boli ki nh ho skta tumh Jo khna h kah do?? but phone cut gya. mera bad luck hi tha ki next day MATLAB new year ko hi mera mobile chori ho gya aur mera no. bhi kho Gya. mujhe alld aana pda aur abi m yhi hu….. frns baat ye h ki m use bhut chahta hu par him khbi ek nh ho sakte . m thakur hu aur vo gupta. ek taraf mere ghar ki saari jimmedari mere uper h , mujhe apne bhai ka ilaaz bhi krvana h jisk liye muje naukri ki jaroorat h. . aur doosri tarf vo jise m bhool nh skta…..meri study uski vajah se kafi disturb hui h…Dono ko ek saath lekar nh chal pas rha hu. study krte time uski but yaad aati h usse baat bhi nh ho pa rhi . m usse sari misunderstanding clear krna chahta hu . jab tak ye kar nh leta tab tak study par focus Kaise kro. study mere lite bhut jaroori h but vo bhi bhut mayne rkhati h. main kya kroon frns???????

 

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  1. Rajesh sharma

    aap ko ghar dekhna hoga apna life banana hoga aur pyaar ko jaise bhi bhulana hoga

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  2. jiya

    vishu ji apko apni study pe dhyan den chahiye..or sach kahu to wo b ap se kahi na kahi pyar krti h..agar ap se pyar na krti to wo ap k bare me apki sis.se kyu puchti……wo ap se pyar krti h..abi ap future or study k bare me sochiye…ok..all the best

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    1. vishu

      Tnx JIA & rakesh aapka suggestion mujhe achchha lga.
      Ab m apne aap par dhyan dunga. Kisi ko bhulna itna aasan nh hota par m koshis krunga…….

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  3. vishu

    Bus ek hi baat se presan hu ki agar vo mujhe chahti h to kya ye usk liye aasan hoga????
    Aur usk sawalon ka kya jawab dunga m.?????

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