my love – PREETI

hi….. my name is preeti…. meri love story bht comman si hai…..
i am post graduate now .bt lagta hai jaise kl ki hi baat ho..or is beesch itn akuch ho gya ….per fir bhi aaj bhi ek umeed hai k shayd kuch magik typ ho jaye…..
MAGIK ……magic hi to tha…..jo mere sath hua……to lets start the story
baat un dino ki hai jb mai 12 mai pdti thi…vse to mai bhut baatuni typ hu bt nye frnds banane mai mje thida wakt lagta hai…
mai roj morning mai a/c ki ttn jaya krti thi. mere batch mai sirf mai hi ladki thi……or un logo se pdne mai thodi acchi thi… to vo log mere notbook se notes copy krtey th…..
mai sapno mai jeeene walo mai se nhi thi ….. isly pyaaar jasi kisi cheej pr mje believe nhi tha…….but hamare grp mai ek ladka th abhishek…….. use dekhtey hi mje kuch hi jata tha…. mai kbhi smj ni paayi us feeling ko….kher after ttn hamara school hoata tha…to hm sab school k ly bhagtey the…..hm dono alag alag school mai the …bt thada rasta ek tha bt vo or ladko k sath jata tha….or mai tb jada kisi se baat ni kia krti thi…aksar aisa hota tha k mai apna bag sholder pe le k accounts ki moti si book hath mai liy sbse phle ttn se nikalti thi….or vo mere peeche hota tha…..fir hm log alag alag galio me mud jate the or vo galia fir ek hi main road pr milti thi…..
vo sirf accounts ki book lata tha jo uskey bag mai hoti thi or mai pue timetable vise isly accounts ki book k ly bag mai jagh hi ni hoti thi.to mje hath mai leni pdti thi…….aap log soch rhe hoge k ye book beech mai kha se aa gyi..bt is books ne or mere banaye nots ne hi hamari love story ko aaage badaya…….usne phli baar baat bhi book ko le k hi ki thi ….. majak mai kha tha tum ladkia itn apadti kyu ho….or maine sirf smile paas ki …
uskey baad ek din usne mjse kha k mai uskey sath dusrey rastey se chalu….bt maine mna kr diya ….or mai jaane lagi…..usne mera hath pakad lia ….i was so nervous…shayd vo samj gya or bina kuch bole chla gya……aise hi hamari 12 complete ho gai hamare ttn mai hr saal party hoti thi…us ssal bhi thi us paarty mai hm og truth and drae khel rhe th…..mane use dare mai ek share sunane ko kha….ab tk hm dono bht acche frnds bn gye the ……or usne sunaya bhi……
but after 12 usne ttn chod di and b com 1 yer maine vhi se ttn li……. usko ek company mai as a tranee job ka offer aaya or usne vha join kr lia bt usne apni pada jaari rkhi…..vo hr sunday ttn aata tha or mam use padati thi…….mne mam se bhahana kia k mam i will teach him mera rivision bhi hi jayega ….mam said ok to mai sirf uskey ly sunday ko bhi ttn jane lagi or 3-4 hrs hm pdtey or fir dheery dheery hm or close hote gye…..ek din sunday ko mai apne ghr ja rhi thi or vo apne .mera ghr walking distance pe tha bt use bus leni padti thi…..allthough mera route dusra tha bt bus stand k samne se bhi mere ghr ka rasta aata tha……us din mane use kha k mai bus stand wali side se jaungi …….mje uske sath tym jo spend krna tha or use bhi to vo bola theek hai or hm jaan k lambey route se gye………tb usne mjse puch akya hm dost hai i said yes then he- kaise dost hai maine kha -bht bht acche………. fir usne kha k is dosti ko kb tk nibhaogi……. maine kha …. jb tak nibha saki…….. usne fir kuch ni kha or bs stand aa gya……or mai apne ghr ko mud gyi………mje pta tha he liks me shyd us din vo mje prpose krne wala th…bt nhi kia …….actually mai bht darti thi in baato se or aaj tk darti hu …..iska reason hai mri bdi bhn……. In sub baato ki vjh se hi uska ghr se niklna tk band hi gya tha pr baad mai bht cnvence krne k baad dobara uski padai syart hui that tym mai 12 mai thi or isi ly in sb baato se khud ko door rkhne ki hr koshish maine ki…….
1 or saal khatam ho gya vo sirf Sunday ko aaya krta tha … or ii year maine dusra ttn join kr lia……bt hm dono contact mai the…maine mna kia th usko mje phn na krey kyuki tb ghr ka mahol theek nhi tha…mai khud hi use phone krti thi…mje usne btaya ki meri vjh se usne dobara ttn join kr lia hai… bt vha mne chod diya tha…..kher phone k through contact to yha hi… aise hi ii year bhi khatam ho gya hm log sirf college mai exam tym mai hi miltey the….actually hamare college mai attens ka koi pang anhi tha to jadatr student sirf exam dene hi jate the….or tbi hm 3-4 bar miley vo bhi sirf hi hello thts it…kher ma to use call krti hi rhti thi tb mere paas persnl phn nit ha….. fir ek din jb maine use phn kia to uska nmber ni lga aise hi bar bar hota rha fir uska nmber switch of or kuch dino baad not exist………??????? Meri life mai to question marks lag gye the…….. aise hi final year bhi khatam ho gya …..uskey baad maine c a ki preparation start kr di or sath mai m com mai bhi admission le lia…..ab meri us se baat hi nhi hoti thi 6 month or beeet gye or fir vo din aaya jis din mai us se mili……….that was so amazing k hm aise mil gye GOD bhi yhi chahtey the k hm mley……..


Hua u k ab mai m com first year + ca ki coaching le rhi thi lareeb ek saal ho gya tha meri usse se koi baat nhi hui thi…….jan 2010 ki baat hai I was going to my coaching subh kareeb 10-11 bje ki baat hai mai us din late ho gai thi bs jaldi laldi jar hi thi………….jis school mia vo pdta tha vo mere raste mai hi aata tha …. Mai uskey school k aagey se hi nikal rhi thi k maine dekha samne sadak ki dusri saide se ABHISHEK is coming…….i was freez that tym I was so shoked and sosossooooooooo happy……. I was nervous too Bt main a to kuch bol pai or na hi aagey bd payi…..i was so nervous that tym…cant explain my condition……..hm dono ek dusrey ko dekhtey hi ruk gye…….fir vo road cross kr l mrere paas aaya..

Mje to smj hi ni aa rha tha kya reaction doo??? Vo hi road cross kr k mere paas aaya… bht formally hm mile hamne hath milaya hi hello hui …..then maine kha u change ur nmber or mje btaya bhi nhi…..he said I m so sorry mera phone kho gya tha..or I lost all my contact… mai to yha kuch kaam se aaya tha.. then we exchange our nmber…. Then mai coaching aa gai…….
Baad mai uski call aai bht saari batey ki hmne mne kha mje to yakeen hi ni ho rha tha k tum achanak se u milogey he said … aaj kuch or bhi maangta na to vo bhi mil jata…aaj ghr se nikla tha apne cousin ko apna school dikhane soch rha tha k tera ghr bhi to vhi hai tub hi mil jay……..or tu mil gya…maine kha hamara milna lika tha….fir hm dono hsne lage purane dino ko yaad kr k…..

Aise hi din beet rhe the k ek din in may 2010 rat 9;30 he call…….. usne kha preeti tujse kuch baat krni hai…..maine kha bolo he said….i m sorry …I said what…fir mahashay boley………aaj maine.thodi si b pi hai …….. mje bahut gussa aaya mne us se kh ajb hosh mai hoge tb baat krna. He said mai hosh mai hi hub s thodi si bear hi pi hai….mai tjse kuch khan chahta hu….mne kh akl baaat krenge he said nhi abhi baat krni k mai bs itna khan chahta hu k I love u…..,me kh tumhey chad gai hai he said nhi mai such bol rha hu….pi k log jhoot nhi boltey mne kha kl tk sab bhool jaogey he said the bhool paana mre bus main hi hai…….jb phli baar the coaching mai dekha that b se tuje pasand krta tha…..bs ye smj ni paaya k mai pyar krta hu tujse…. Fir hm log nhi miley coaching k baad or hamari baatey bhi jb band ho gait b bhi mai roj the yaad krta tha…..fir ek din jb tu mje road pr mili to aisa laga k bhagvaan ne nere ly hi the yha bheja hai I live u so much or janata hu k tub hi mjse pyaar krti hai…….i was so so so happy that tym bt mne us se kha k tumne pi rkhi hai mai kl baat krti hu…..

Next day uska phine aaya he said kl yaad hai mne ky akha tha……mne kha ha….mje pta hai tub hi mjse pyaar krti hai bs ek baar apne muh se bol de……….that tym I was so happy bt mne kuch nhi kha he said kuch to bol….i said I like u as afriend only….. we are just friend……..????
Usne kha mne apne dil ki baat btani thi mne bta di ………aagey teri merji k tu apne dil ki sunti hai ya nhi????…….or fir we said bye……or phine kat diya….

Mai bhi us ko bolna chah rhi thi k I love u tooooooooo ………………….. bt mai kh nhi sakti thi……… ek to mummi papa hurt hotey or dusra ager in any case hamari shaadi nhi hoti to vo dukhi hota…or meri vjh se usko koi bhi pareshani ho I cant tolerate…bs isily I said no

….. roj baat hoti thi hammari .ek din mne us ko bola k mje ek ladka accha lagta hai…….he said accha……tune usko btaya mne khan hi I like him just a normal frnd he said to btane mai kya burai hai…..mne khan hi he said kya pta vo the pasand krta ho tu mje uska nmber de mai baat krta hu shayad vo bhi tere baarey mai kuch aisa hi sochta ho……..mne kha rhne do khi usko kuch bol dia to……..usne bola mai bs teri khushi chahta hu chahey vo kisi or k sath hi ho………. Bt aisa kuch nhi tha….jis ka naam le k mne use chidaya tha vo mera best frnd hai ritesh….hamari bht accchi tuning hai….bt mje us din pta chalaa k vo sch mai mjse pyaar krta hai pr koi ye koi dhoka nhi hai……….

Acctualy wen I was abt 17 mne decide kia tha k shaadi nhi krni…….bt wen abhi meri life mai aaya to mje lagne laga k mai us se shaadi kr skti hu ………he understand me my feeling moreover he respect me ………..or ek raaj ki baat btau…….mai chit chat typ ki baatooni ladki hu…..mje koi chup nhi kra skta bt jb vo baat krta tha mai to bolna hi bhool jati thi……mere opposite vo bhut km bolta hai………



Bt vo kha maan ne wala tha……..aap log use itna seeda bhi mt samjo………mere muh se I love u bulvane k ly usne kya kya nhi kia………or aakhir mai mai har gai…..

Hua u k December 2011 ko rat new year wish krne k ly uski call aayi …..allthough itna late mai kisi ka phn recev nhi krti thi .bt u no na…..well mne phone uthaya or usse baat ki…..fir usne kha preeti mai sucide kr rha hu….. tere bina jeena accha nhi lagta……mai room mai us se baat nhi kr skti thi isly chat per aayi without sweter without sleeper december ki last nyt rat ko 12 bje mai thand mai khadi thi.mle aaj bhi yaad hai k us din maine kis colour k kapde phne the……….he said k meri aakhe ab band ho rhi hai……mai to bs rone ko tayaar thi…..maine kha plzz docter k pass jao……he said koi fayda nhi mne neend ki golia khayi hai or apne hath ki nas kaat li hai……mje ab koi nhi bacha skta …….. he said mertey huye ki aakhiri wish poori kr de….say u love me I said tum docter k pass jao…..he said 12 bje se bhi jada tym ho rha hai koi docter nhi milega mne kha emergency mai sb ho jayega …. Plzz jao na…. he said meri aakhe band ho rhi hai…….mai nhi ja paunga mne kha tum docter k ghr ki side chalo……mai phine per hi hut un=mhey soney nhi dungi tum jao tumhey meri kasam ……he said phley bolo u love me I said I love u ab to jao…….aise hi aadhey ghntey tk hm phn pe baat krtey rhe……mje itna der lg rha tha……uski aawaaj dheery -2 slow hone lagi mne kha jaldi bs vo yhi khta rha preeti I love u tujse bhut pyaar krta hu……meri aankhey band ho rhi hai .. or mai …. Plzz aise mat bolo kuch nhi hoga tumhey mai hu na…..fir vo bola k accha docter ka ghr aa gya tu ja so ja mai patti krwa leta hu or davaa bhi le lunga tune apni kasam jo di hai…….mne kha mai kl phone krungi……apna dhyan rkhna or fir phone kut gya…..kareeb 12:45 per……….. fir mai apne bister mai jaker late gayi thank god koi utha nhi……..

Un dino meri CA ki IT ki class hua krti thi 9 se 2 mai rat ko bhi mhi so payi or subh bhi jaldi uth gayi …….sabse phle usko call ki bt usne nhi uthya ….class jaaney se phley kai baar use call ki bt no response meri to halat kharab ho gayi thi………meri class mai hi ek ladki thi shrooti now she is very good frnd of mine…..maine us k phn se bhi try kia….kareeb 11 bje tk aise hi hota rha fir usko phone kia to is baar uska phone rec ho gya ……..uski di ne phone pik kia……. Thodi normal bato k baad mne poocha di where is he?? She said vo so rha hai ……..mne di ko kuch nhi btaya…..or kh abhi tk…………. She said ha kal party mai gya tha….. late aaya tha to so rha hai….sun kr tasalli hui k vo theek hai…….bt itna gussa aaya na mai bta nhi sakti……..mne kha di jb vo uth jaye to khan k mje call kr le…….

Mai itne gussey mai thi k soch lia tha k us se kbhi bhi baat nhi karungi…….fir uska phone aaya…..meri class bhi khtam ho gayi thi to aaram se baat hui……..uskey hello boltey hi mera saara gussa udan choo ho gya…….bt fir bhi mne thodi narajagi dikahyi……..or kha kl kya ho rha tha…he said kl kisi ne mje I love u kha……mne kha ab kisi k sir per talwaar rkh dogey to aisa to hoga hi…….we are jst frnd……fir vo bola accha tu gussa mt kr forcefully bulwayi bato ka koi matlab nhi hota…..we are frnd na bs majaak smj le…….mne kha aisa majaak dobaara nhi hona chaiye……he said .kyu
mne kha kyu kya matlab kitna der gai thi mai……..he said kyu fikar kerti hai meri……..mne kha mera koi bh frnd hota to bhi mai aise hi react krti………vo din tha 1 january 2011

uskey baad din u hi beet rhe the……k may mai mere exam start ho gye……vo mera CA K FIRST attempt tha…..or mai passs nhi hui…. Nxt tyn in nov 2011 kly mne dono grp bhr diye ab pressure jada tha padai ka……..hamari baat to hoti hi rhti thi……..aise hi oct start ho gya…….

Theek se yaad to nhi pr shayd 15 ya 16 oct ki date in 2011………. Uska phone aaya hm normally baat ker rhe the k he said k I M GOING………….maine poocha kha to bola k koyambtoor mne poocha kyu? Then he said medical treatment k ly…..8-9 mnth lg jayega pr mai vapis aaunga k nhi pta nhi…….mne kha majak mt kro..pichli baar bhi tumne asia hi kia tha he said majak nhi kr rha hu mai…. train ki reservation krva rkha hai……..tu mjse milne aayegi?? Mne kha fir majak kr rhe ho na……he said ghr pe pooch le or agr station pr aayegi to khud pta lg jayega…….bta aayegi??? Mne kha pta nhi kuch kh nhi sakti agr tym mila to aaungi……..,mne kh to diya……bt mai hi janti hu k meri kya halat ho rhi thi that tym…….kbhi lagta vo majak kr rha hai ……..fir lagta agr nhi kr rha ho to….aise hi 2-3 din beet gye……..

Fir mne use call ki 20 oct ka din tha…..mne fir kha ye majak kr rhe ho he said the mj pr belve nhi hai to le di se baat kr….mne di se baat ki mne di se poocha di ye khi jar ha ???
Di – kha
Me- koyambtoor
Di – koyambtoor………..
Me – ha di ye mje bol rha hai ki kisi medical treatment k ly ja rha hai
Di – ise hi pta hoga hme to kuch nhi pta…..vse ye khi nhi jar ha…
Me – di usko phone dena
He – hello
Me – wat hello tum kya smjtey mne kha tah aisa mt krna dobaara pr tum meri suntey hi nhi ho……mje tumse baat nhi krni…..

Aise hi kafi der tak mai us se ladti rhi or fir jb gussa thanda hua to mai normally baat krne lagi………per bar-2 ye soch rhi thi k sch mi aisa hota to…mai kyu itna pareshaan thi mai smj hi nhi pa rhi thi…..
K achanak mne us se kha k mje tumse kuch khan hai he said ha bolo na- or maine finally usko bol dia I love you……..mje nhi pta mne kaise usko bol diya

Apne bnaye rule khud tod diye…….bt vo to jaise pagal ho gya he said ek baar or or I said again then he also said it to me……….fir hm dono hsne lagey……….vo to shuru se hi mje pyar krta tha.or ab finally ,amine bhi man lia…….hm roj baate krtey the November mai mere exam the…..lekin mai fir bhi us se baat krti thi toj kbhi kbhi to vo gussa bhi ho jata tha ki ager tu fail ho gai to……mai khti aisa kuch nhi hoga……… kbhi kbhi vo kisis or ka naam le k mje chidata tah or jb mje gussa aa jata tha to vo koi pyara sa sher ya koi poem sonata…..jise sun k mai fir hasnr lagti……uski ek khasiyat thi use likhne ka bhut shok tha…vo khud likhta bhi tha or kisi jo poem use pasand hoti thi unko bhi apni diary mai note krta tha……

Likhti to mai bhi hu bt diary kbhi kbhi koi poem bhi bt vaise nhi …kbhi kbhi aisa hota tha k ek line vo bolta or ek mai………or ek pyari si poem bn jati thi……….vo din bhut pyarey the…….mai roj apni feelings diary mai likhti thi…….mai or meri frnd roj grp study kia krtey the……12 november ko mera exam tha or 10 november ko mai us se milne gai……..

Us din phli baar maine ghr mai jhoot bola th…ghr se nikli to bde confidence k sath per mera eke k aage badta hua kadam k sath-2 mere confidence ki jgh nervousness ne le li…………kher vo rastey mai mila mai road ki dusri side thi……vo bike per tha……mai usko dekhte hi freez ho gai usne vo apni bike turn krne ki wala tha bt vo une way tah to mai hi uskey pas gai…..fir vo mje le ker ek church mai gya vha hm kafi der tk baithe…….mai usko akser khti thi k mje ek baar church jana hai ..mai aaj tak church nahi gai hu…..to vo sabse phley mje church le kr gya……bt our bad luck church was close……to hm ander nhi ja paaye…..baher hi banch per baithe…I was so nervous k usko dekha bhi nhi or vo mje hi dekhe jar ha tha…..maine uska hath pakda… bt jaise hi mje relies hua to mne uska hath chodne kii koshish ki b tab usne nhi choda…..mne use vo notes diye jo mai roj likhti thi vo unhey pd rha th or mai use dekh rhi thi……per vo bht jada the to usne bola ye mai le k jar ha hu I said no he said why not…ye mera gift hai……or usne un notes ko rkh lia…fir hm church mai hi ghumne lage……or jate wakt maine use hug kia………he said khi or chaley ……jana to mje bhi tha bt mai ja nhi payi kyuki mje studies k ly apni frnd k yha bhi jana tha……isly usne mje meri frnd k yha drop kia……….

Bad mai phn pr hamari baat hui he said k maine kuch baaat hi ni ki,,,, I said I was vry nervs ……he- I no, thn he said k mai tear hath pkdna chah rha th peer khi the uncomfortable feel na ho is ly maine nhi pkda ……..per shyd tu mere dil ki baat jaan gai or tune hi mera hath pakad lia……or fir hm dono mai aise hi chalta rah ……hmne apni frst meeting ko le kr bht saari bate ki …..uske mn mai kya chl rha tha or mere mn mai kya…….dono ne ek dusrey se share kia……

Bt mai akser sochti ki kya hoga hm dono ka mai is baarey mai us ko bolti bhi thi…to vo khta tah ki abhi kuch mt soch………lkn mai bht serious thi…….ek din usney kha ki……..chalo shadi kr lete hai…….,maine kha pagal ho gye ho with out permission I cant………fir hamari aise hi baatey hone lagi……uskey bad hm ek din or miley bs 5 mnt k ly …….sb accha chl rh tha …lekin fir mjse ek bht badi galti ho gai………..

Ek din mne usko bola k mje di se milna hai ..he said kyu……..mne kha bs milna hai………usne kha okk.fir mai di se mili……unko lgta tha k hm dono serious nhi hai……bt mjse mil k unko lga k we both are very serious for each other……unhone mje bola k tm dono frnds bne rho…papa shyd maan bhi jaye bt hamari mmi kbhi nhi manegi ..us din 5 december 2011 ka din tha..

Next day mai usko mili……vo avoid krna chah rha tha milna bt mne jid ki……jb hm miley to kafi der tk koi kuch nhi bola……fir mne use kha k mai janti hu u lv me vry mch bt mje nhi lagta k mai apni family ko mna pau…….then he said k vo bhi apni mmi ko hrt nhi krna chahta……fir mne kha gr mai ye khu k mai aaj sb kuch chod k tmharey paas aayi hu to………jawab mai usne apna hath meri trf bda diya……..he said gr tu me ly ye kr skti hai to mai kyu nhi……….us din mai uskey galey lg k khoob royi……..vo bhi bht udaas tha ……bt hmne vaada kia k chaahe jo ho jaaye hm hamesha frnds rhengey ..fir vo kaam ka bhana bna kr usne mje drop kia or mai ghr aa gai………

Ghr aa kr mai bht royi mne apni bdi bhn ko sb btaya k mai kisi se bht pyaar krti hu or vo bhi bt family ki vjh se mai us se brk up krkey aa rhi hu………phley to meri sis bht naraaj hui she said k the pta hai na k (abc) yani meri sbse bdi sis ka kya haal hua tha…..in baato ko le ker…..yha mai bta du k meri abse bdi di kisi ko pyar nhi krti thi bt ha vo akser jhoot bol ker apne frnds k sath jaya krti thi…….or kafi logo se bat cheet thi uski……..
Bt jb mri sis jise mne sb kuch btaya th usko lga k mai serious hu…….she said k okk tum dono baat kro per shaadi ka khyal mt rkhna ………mma papa ki soch nhi badlegi or gr badli to usmey thoda tym lagega …….apni pdai per dhyan de……or gr vo ladka vakai tere layak hai or the pyar krta hai to I will help u ……mai koshish krngi k mma papa man jaye……per abi tym hai ……..

Uskey baad bhi mai kaafi der tk roti rhi……uskey ek din baad mne use call ki bt usne theek se baat nhi ki……he said hme dost hi bne rhna chaiye…………4-5 din baad apni kasam dene pr usney btaya k jis din mai uski di se mili thi ..us din se uski di or mmi usse baat nhi kr rhi……….i was shokd……..meri ek galti or sb …………….kher mne di ko phn kia bt unhone uthaya nhi mne bht try kia per koi fayda nhi hua………fir mne di ko ek msg kia ki di mai or abhishek ab kbhi baat nhi krengey frnd ki trh bhi nhi bt aap log us se baat krna mt chodo……plzz……mne msg ker to diya bt mai bht royi bad mai,,,,,,,,,,,

Kaafi dino tk koi baat nhi hui srf mre bday pr yani 7 jan or usket bday yani 29 feb ko baat hui or msg kia fir holi .thats it………bt mai hamesha uske barey mai hi schti rhti thi….fir mne usko phn kia usne baat ki per fir usne ignore krna start kr diya mje lga k vo us din I baat ko le ker gussa hai……..i said k I m sorry tmne mna kia ha mai fir bhi di se mili ….bt ab tum jo bologe vhi hoga 

He said tu padai per dhayn de……..mere ly apni life barbaad mt ker tere sapne bht pyare hai tu poora ker unhey…….lkn main hi maani or bar bar usko msg or phn krti rhi…..lkn vo baat hi nhi krta tha…fir usney apna nmbr hi chng kr lia…….lkn fir bhi ek baar hm miley the…..aashu bhaia ki vjh se ……….aashu bhaia uskey bst frnd….per koi fayda nhi hua……jb vo mjse baat b=nhi krta tha to mai aashu bhaia k through uski poori news rkhti thi……bhaia btatae th k vo bht chup rhne laga hai …..ek din usne drink ki or rb mre baarey mai bht baatey ki….

Ek din bhaia ka phn aaya or unhone kha k aaj vo the yaad kr rha hai mne kha nashey mai ya hosh mai…….bhaia boley vo drnk nhi krta us din dost one jaberdasti pila di thi party mai.or vo mere 7 hi hai….lkn use nh pta k tu hai phn pe……mne kha okk…then bhaia ne usko phn dia k abhi tera phn hai……usne kha hello I said hello………….or vo bola preeti kaisi hai tu…..fir hm dono kid her saari baatey hui……bt us din mje bht gussa aaya he said k usney mje dhoka diya…….usne kha tha k chalo shaadi kr le or baad mai usne mna kr dia bt aisa to kuch tha hi nhi mne hi to mna kia tha uski koi galti nhi thi………lkn vo bar bar sorry bolta rha……..usne kha jk plzz tu shaadi kr lena mne kha nhi kyuki shaadi to mai krna hi nhi chahti thi,….shuru se hi.vo to abhi mje smjta hai.isly uskey sath life bitana aasan hota….or mne family ki vjh se brk up kia th or kaise mai kisi or se pyar kr skti hu……or arrange marriage mai kya bharosa k samne wala mje smjega……..mai apni lyf apne hisaab se jeena chahti hu vo bho abhi k sath……..per pta nhi aisa hoga k nhi……..kher chodo in baato ko…….to us din maine or abhi ne kaafi baatey ki mai bht khush thi………fir ek do bar or bat hui…….

Fir ek din ek unknown nmber se call aayi tio pt alga k vo uska nmber hai………he said save kr lna me—chnge to nhi krogey he – nhi// or fir hamari baat hone lagi per bht km……..ek din mne usko kha k mje milna hai bt usne taal diya kai baaar aisa hua fir mne usko kha k mai us jhg tmhara wait krngi Sunday ko….usney kha mai dkhunga….mne kha tum aao na aaao mai wait krngi…..mai wait krti rhi per von hi aaya…….phn switch off tha ……aashu bhai ka phn aaya k tug hr ja usko bht jaroori kaam aa gya or uskey phn ki betry khtm hai…….per main hi maani or wait krti rhi……bad mai mai ghr aa gai to mje pt alga k vo aashu bhaia k sath hi tha or usi ne bhaia se call krayi thi……..ek trf itni chinta krta hai or dosri trf………….

Fir koi baat nhi hui…..bs kbhi kbhi ho jati thi vo bhi hii hello bs………..ek baar yaani june 2012 mai me uskey ghr se thoda phley ek school ki audit per thi…….mne socha baat krti hu usne bhi kha chalo miltey hai……I said okk…..bt von hi mila…..uski mmi ki tabiyat khraab ho gai thi…mai 1 week tk audit per rhi or last 2 days mne usko contact kia……bs ek baar usne mera phn pik kia fir hni kia mne vha k land line se call ki to utha lia……………….

Abhi kuch din phley bhi mne papa k nmber se call kit hi usney uthaya…….or bola ye nmber mje bht gussa aa rha tha mne kha papa ka hai mera to uthana nhi hai…usne aias nhi hai…..me- aisa hi hai tbhi to audit tym per land line se call pik kit hi mere nmber se nhi………usne kha mne jaan booj k nhi kia I m sorry……..uski aawaj bht ct ct k aa rhi thi to usne kha k signak prblm hai mai abhi thodi der mai call krta hu……per uska phn nhi aaya……..fir mne apne mnbr se call ki.to usne utha lia……….mne fir usko taana mara ki shukar hai k tumne phn to uthaya………he said k tu ohley ki trh tu wali lang, per aaja mne kha mje tym lagega………..mere mn mai ye to phley se hi tha k von hi to koi or bhi nhi ..bt ab ye hai k vo hi kiai bhi halat mai……….mai mmi papa se baat krngi…….or aagey chaey jo ho…..abhi to mai khush rh skti hu…..or aagey gr takleef hui bhi to mai uskey ly taiyaar hu……….

Isly mne usko ek msg kia………itni silly ho gai hua na mai ……..bilkul pagal………..actally mje feets pdtey hai gr meri neend poori na ho to…..bs mnine isi ka fayda uthaya or usko msg kia …. Mjko docters ne brain rumer btaya hai…….opration krna hai…….bt koi gurantee nhi hai……..bura to bht lga bt…….usne bhi to do bar aisa kia tha……..bt frnds shyd usko pta chal gya hai k ye ek jhoot hai …kyuki jb usney aisa kia tha to mne usko bola th k mai bhi ek din yhi majak uskey sath krungi………abi tk koi msg nhi koi phn nhi…………bt maine bhi nhi kia,…. Jb vo chahta hai mje phn kr lta hai.or jb mai krti hu to utahta hi nhi hai…mri itni fikr krta hai..per,fir bhi ab mje ignore krta hai…………………..

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  1. puja

    aap dono ek baar aram se baith k decide kijiye k aapko kya karna he
    agar aap ek dusre k sath honge to apne family ko bhi mana sakte he apne pyar k liye

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  2. Sussain

    Areeee sis wo apni fmly se bht pyr krta h sOoO unhe hrt ni krna chahta….

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  3. akram

    U R RIGHT SUSSAIN WO APNI FEMLY KO LOVE KRTE H AND AAP KO BHI
    NA WO AAP KO CHOD SKTE H NA FEMLY KO AAP DONO MIL KE YE DICIAD KRNA H KI AAGE KYA KRNA H

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  4. rahul gupta

    hiii apki tarah meri bhi love story hai i wish to god apki marriage ho jaye us abhishek ko manao aur kuchh pana hai to kuchh khona padega mom&dad ko hrt karna padega.

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