Mera adhura pyar

Hi I am vishal.meri love story school time ki hai.uska nam juhi hai.class 4 me main us school me admission liya tha.main study me topper tha par eng med school me pahli bar gaya.thoda english me weak tha kyuki pahle main villege ke chhote se school me padhta tha.naye school me maine dosti bahut kam ladko se ki.main un tak hi simit tha dusro se bas kam ka matlab,girls to bilkul nhi,main thoda sharmila tha sbko pahchnta v nhi tha ki ye mere class ki hai.1st exam me mere marks bahut kam aye mujhe bahut laga.fir maine bahut mehnat ki aur 2-3 rank ane laga.wo hamesa top krti thi par mujhe us se koi mtlb nhi tha.bas janta tha ye juhi hai aur yahi hamesa top krti hai.aise hi 3 sal beet gaye mere frnds v kafi ban gaye sare teachers ke nazar me bahut acha ban gya.

tab tak mujhe us se koi mtlb nhi tha kabhi bat v nhi ki.it was mnth of dec in class 7 hamari class chal rahi thi main achanak teacher ki taraf sir ghumaya mujhe laga ko mujhe dekh rha hai main fir se dekha wo meri taraf dekh rahi thi us se nazar mailte hi maine apna sir ghuma liya wo v ghuma li,thodi der bad fir se nazaren mili.far main seriously nhi liya.next day fir se vaisa hua.2-3 din bad nazaren milne par v wo sir nhi ghumati thi par mujhe himmat nhi hoti.mujhe ab ye sb acha lagane laga tha,school se jane ka man nhi krta tha,ghar jane par bas next jaldi ho aur school jaun.ghar pe v bas wahi sab yad ate the.ab main use pasnd krne laga tha.ye sab ab daily ka routine ban gaya tha.fir mere ek frnd jo mere hi banch pe baithta tha bataya yar juhi tumare taraf dekhti rhti hai maine bahut bar dekha hai,maine use mana kar diya nahi yar aisa kuch nhi hota to mujhe malum hota,main kisi ko ye sab itni jaldi batana nhi chah rha tha,wo bola next time dekhegi ti bataunga.fir usne next time bataya dekh juhi  dekh rhi hai main sharma gaya.maine use bata diya aur wo group me sbko bata diya.mera cousin v mere sath hi usi class me tha ek din main aur wo break me class me hi the sari sare ladke bahar gaye the aur wo aur uski kuchh frnds thi wo log bar bar VISHAL name lekar bat kr rhi thi main thoda nervos ho gaya,sayad mujhe suna rhi thi ya usko chidha rhi thi,fir wo apni frnds ko danti kyu pareshan kr rhi ho yar.kuch din bad hmare exam final exam ho gye.chhuti ke din badi muskil se kate har pal bar bas use dekhne ko man krta tha.school khulne ka besabri se intazar tha.tab tak maine us se bat nhi ki thi..

lekin 8 class me sb kuch unexpected rha wo idhar dekhti bhi nhi thi main bahut pareshan rhne laga.4 mnths ho gaye.fir maine pahli bar us se bat ki bahut dar rha tha awaj thik se nhi nikal rhi thi.exams k coppy dikhaye ja rhe the maine us se marks puch tha.fir ek ladka jo don bana firta tha usne sabko bata diya ki wo juhi se pyar krta hai aur use thoda pareshan krne laga.maine us se ladai ki.aise hi bina kahani age badhe pura 8th nikal gaya.main us  se bahut pyar krne laga tha.fir class 9 me hamari sec change ho gayi.use dekhne ko dil hamesa bechain rhata kabhi break me main frnds se milne k bahane uske section me use dekhne jata tha.kabhi prayer time me dikh gayi to dil ko shanti milti thi.2 mnths bad maine apni section fir se usi k section me krwa li.main boys moniter ban gaya aur wo girls moniter.ye mere liye bahut acha hua kyuki hamari bat aise jyada hone lagi.wo meri care krne lagi thi.i was very happy par use apni dil ki bat kahne ki himmat nhi huyi.dar lagta tha kahi wo bura man gyi aur bat krna na chor de.wo topper to thi hi bt 2-3 bar aisa hua ki top main kr rha tha mere coppy me uncheked answer rhte huye maine apne marks nhi badhwaye.mar lagta tha kahi wo 2nd aa gyi to wo upset ho sakti hai.main use dukhi nhi dekh sakta tha.hamare 10 th class v aa gye mujhe dar lagne laga 10 k bad hm alag ho jayenge so main use apne dil ki bat kahne ki koshis ki par kabhi time ne sath nhi diya.mid 10th ke bad meri love story me nayi mod ayi mujhe ek disease ho gyi.disease ke symptoms 2 yrs se the par maine dhyan nhi diya air kisi ko kuchh bataya v nhi.city ke doctors ne bola disease complex hai aap aiims me jao.

fir mujhe aiims jana pada 3-4 mahine udhar lag gaye.waha pe doctors bole disease is uncurable ise rok b nhi sakte badhte jayega.pura body weak ho jayega.aur meri life v bahut jyada nhi hai.inn dino me mujhe bimari ka tnsn bhi sataye rakha aur uski yado ne v maine use dekhne ko bechain ho gaya tha.jab main vapas school gya to bahut kam bache ate the wo v nhi ati thi.sab ghar pe hi exam ki tayari krte the.ek din main apne frnds ke sath uske coaching pass gaya waha pe use dekha to bahut sukun mila.disease ki vajah se ghar se lod jada nikalne nhi dete the ki use roj use vaha jake dekhun par2-3 bar gaya pata nhi usne mujhe waha dekha v tha ya nhi.uske bad wo dikhi mujhe board exam center pe wo bhi 1 hi din waha main use bat krna cha par wo apne uncle ke sth jati thi.10 k bad wo dusre city me chali gayi main apni bimari ke karan nhi ja paya wahi rah gaya.meri bimari aur badh gayi thi.uski yadon ne v bura hal kr diya tha use dekhne ko bechain rhta par kuch kar v nhi skte the.diwali time me ek frnd ne bataya juhi aayi huyi hai.next day main ek frnd ke sath uske ghar taraf gya waha road pe wo mujhe mili.dekh ke aisa laga jaise use sine se laga lu.wo puchi kaise ho ,avi kya kr rhe ho,aage ke planning kya hai,maine us se uski email id mangi.us din main bahut khush tha.ghar aakar use fb pe request bheja.

2 din bad wo accpt ki fir kuch dino tak fb pe hi bat hoti rhi.dil ko thoda sukun milta.ek din main use fb pe hi apne dil ki bat bata di usne kaha mujhe nhi malum kya kahna chahiya na ha boli aur na nhi na boli.mere msg krne ke bahu der bad tak wo reply nhi ki mujhe dar lagne laga kahi wo bat na krna band kr de.mera dil tut gya tha.hamesa sad rhta bhukh aur nind to jaise gayab hi ho gyi.ye mere liye jyada dangerous tha.ghr pe v sab datne laga kya hua hai tumko aisa kyu kiye rhte ho tumhari tabiyat aur bigad jayegi aur weak ho jaoge.mere cousin ne mujhe bahut samjhaya akele me o sab baten bhul jao apna health ka dhyan do aiskaise hoga medicine v time nhi khate ho.parents ko kyu taklif de rhe ho wolog bahut tnsn me hai.1 mnths bad main kuch normal hua.2 mnths bad kabhi kabhi hamri bat hoti thi.ek din mujhe laga agar ab wo mere pass ati hai to kya main use uski khushiyan de paunga,meri life ka bhi koi bharosa nhi kab mere sath chor de isliye main uske karib nhi jana chahta tha.1 yr bad mere dusre frnd ne kaha ek bar uar us se apna jawab mango wo tumse pyar krti hogi to use koi fark nhi padega.fir se maine us se apna jawab manga iss bar wo saf mana kr di,maine pucha kya tum mujhse pyar nhi krti,agar nhi krti to pahle wo sab hua wo jhutha tha,kya hmare bich kabhi kuch nhi tha.wo saf mana kar di maine kabhi tmse iss bare me bat ki hamare bich kuchh nhi tha..we can be only frnds…iss bat ko v 8 mnths ho gaye hain.uske bad se maine us se bat nhi ki..ab main yahi chahta hu wo meri life me kabhi na aye use v dukh hoga.main us se ab bhi bahut pyar krta hu.meri bimari badhte hi ja rhi hai…aise hi badhte rhi to main chal v nhi paunga,thik se khada tak nhi rah paunga,meri life mera sath chor degi..iss disease ne mere sare sapne sare arman mitti me mila diyauske bina main vaise v jee nhi pata….i wish her best of luck for her life..i love u juhi and will love u till my last breath

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7 thoughts on “Mera adhura pyar”

  1. sad story yar. tumhe koi aur nahi sirf mohabbat ki bimari hai. ye mohabbat to achhe achhe insano ko bimar kar deti hai . ek aisa hi bimar main bhi hun mohabbat ka . yar mohabbat na karna .

  2. praveen bisht

    sun kr bahut bura laga bhai sorry main aapki madat tho nhi kr sakta pr God se pray krunga tumhe tumhara pyar mil jaye or tum jaldi se thik ho jao

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