i kill myself bt can't love again ?? – Ashish

Title : I kill myself … bt can’t love again .?? ashish kumar pandey part 1 hi,,,frnds.. aap ya kbi mt sochna ki ma aapko ,,,is stry se bore krunga ,,,,bt frnd ya ek aisi mari stry h jo aapne syad phale ,,kbi read ki hogi,,muje ptna to nhi pta ..bt itna jarur khata ho ki ,,,love,,ek special fealing,,h,,bt mari ,,life ,,ma pta nhi kya ho raha h muje ,,,,,.aap ya mt sochna ki ma aapko ,,,,aapni ,,,bato se bore kr raha ho,,,,,agr aap ya soch rahe h to glat,,h,,,,,, ,,mari …stry jo ,,,,strt hui,,,,,thi ,,,,wo,,,,bs,,,,ek,,,,,yaad ,,,bn,,,,kr …rah…gyi…h…aise………. yade aur ..pl …jo muje ,,humasa ……life ma hr pl,,,, kuch ,,,,na kuch ,,,,,,,shikate ..h…aur….sath….muje …..khud smj nhi aata ki…….muje aisa pyar ku ,,mila ,,,,,,jo ,,,,ki,,,,,,bs………ek ..dream,,,,,,aur,,,,,,mari ,,,,life ,,,ka ek,,,part bnkr ,,rah..gya ….aap yr phr soch rahe honge ma ,,,aapko ,,,,stry,,,,bta ,,,,,,,nhi,,,raha ,,,,agr,,,,aisa ,,,sochte,,,,h to ,,,,aap ,,glat,,h,,,,aur,,mara ,,,,1st love…….(“ s”…uska name se start hota tha ….”)….uske,,,bare ma itna khana ,,chata ,,,ho ki,,,,wo,,,,mare dream ,,,ma hr pl ,,sath ,,,,h ,,,,aur,,,,,aapko ..agr…..mare 1st love …..ka bare ma jana ,,,,h to ,,,,,aap ,,,,,””ashish..love is nt fare (tumsehi.com pa mane post ki hui h)“”

,,stry ,,ko ,,,read …krna …………..kuki mari,,,,,,,,khanai,,,pyar,,,ki,,,,issi ,,,,stry,,,,,,,se ..…..start ,,,,hui ,,,,thi,,,, “” uska…… phala……… mz ya ….aya tha …..jb …usne ….mari ……….love ,,,,,stry ……….read …..ki,,,,,thi … >> Ya ….mz ,,,,agr ,,,,,wo ,,,nhi ,,,,krti to muje …………pyar ……………kbi ,,,,,,,,,,,,dubara ….nhi,,,hota,,,,,aaj ka liye itna,,,,,,aur,,,,baki stry baad ma bataunga,,,,,,aapse ek ,,,questn ,,ask,,,krta,,ho,,kya,,,,,agr,,,koi ,,ldki,,,aapko ,,agr,,,kuch pl ka ;liye,,,bhut,,,pyar,,,da,,,aur,,,bad…wo,,, bs,,,ya ,,khakr,,,bol,,da,,,jo,,,bate,,,hui,,,bs,,,,wo,,,,kuch,,pl,,,ka,,,liye,,,thi,,,,kya ,,,ya,,,,r8,,,,h,,,??? Aap soche,, iska,,,,ans,,,,ma jarur..dunga///,,,””” kisi….ko …itna…pyar…,,mt,,,kro…….ki,,,,aap,,khud ,,ko,,,bhul,,,jao,,” Part 2 Age ki stry ma ya hua ki ,,us din jb uska mz aya tha satuday din tha ,,sham ko mz ,,aya tha ,,aur ma confuse tha ki ,,kisi unknwn no, se mz kon ,,,kr skta h ,,,,,bt ,,phr mane koi reply,,nhi dya ,,bs ,,socha ,,ki,,,bad ma ,.khud phn krke ask ,,,kr lunga ma ,,,,,,,,,??aur mane kuch dar bad ,,cl kya use ,,,aur ..jb.mane ask kya ki ,,,aapne mare 2nd n0, pa mz kya tha aap kon ,,h ,,usne ya btaya ki ,,mane aapki stry read ki muje waha se aapka n0, mila ,,to ,,mane use ,,,thnks kha aur ,,ya kha ki,,,muje aap ya ,,,batayaie ki,,ma ek unknwn ,,prsn ,,,ho,,,aap ek,,,grl ,,,ho,,,muje,,aapne,,,mz ,,kya ,,,aur,,ku,,??aapne itni stry,,,read ki,,,hogi,,bt,,,muje ,,,ku,,,reply,,kya ,,, >>ma resn jan ,,skta ho >>??

usne yak ha ki ,,,,mane jb,,,aapki stry ,,,read ki,,,,us se mane ,,,aapko,,,smj liya h ,,,aapka nature ,,kaisa h ,,aur ,,,ab ,,aapse bate krke,,,muje ,,,confirm ,,bhi ..ho gya ,,,ki,,,aap ,,,ek aache prsn ,,,ho,,,,?? Uski ya ,,baat ,,,muje ,,aachi lgi,,ki ,,usne muje smja ,,?aur ,,mane kha ,,thnks ,,aur ,,uske bare ma janane ,,ki kosis ki ,,,,bt ,,usne ,,,muje ya ,,,kha ,,,ki ,,,syad ,,aap muje ,,is din,,,ka ,,,bad ,,se kbi yaad kroge ,,,,??mane kha ,,,nhi ,,aisa nhi ,,,h ,,”yaad unhe ,,,krte h jinhe ,,krte ,,,h jine ,,,hum ,,,bhul jate h ,,,??aur ,,,aap soch ,,,rahe hone ,,,ki ,,,,,,us ,,grl ,,,,na muje .,,,,,,contact ,,,kaise kya ??btata ho ,,,ki usne muje ,,,,,mari love stry se ,,read ki ,,,thi ,,,,aur ,,waha pa ,,,mara no,. tha ,,,,use waha se mila ,,,,,,is trahay ,,,mari ,,,,,,phr ,,,,ek ,,,,stry strt hui thi ,,,,,aur ,,,mane kbi socha …bhi nhi ,,,,tha ,,,,ki ,,,muje phr ,,,,,ek frnd ,,,,milaga ……syad …..bt …ya …nhi socha tha ,,,,ki ,,,,,muje wo ldki ,,,,,,,mari jindgi ma ,,mare liye ek special ,,prsn bn jayagi ,,,,,,aap ya mat socha ki ,,,ya kaisi stry h jo ,,,ki ,,,,,,ma ,,,,bs ,,,kuch ,,part ,,kbi ,,bta raha ho aur ,,kuch nhi ,,,to aap sahi soch rahe h ,,,,aapko ,,,ma kl ka ans ,,,dana bhul gya ,,,,,,,,,,””muje itna pta h ,,,hum kisi relationship ,ma ,,h to ,,,ya jaruri nhi ,,,,nhi h ,, bate ,,,krne se pyar ,,,bdta h ,,,jaruri ya ,,ki ,,,,hum ,,,use kitna ,,,smjte h ,,,,uke place ,,,pa rakhkr ,,,,, ‘’kisi se itni aashquie ki ,,,thi humhne

pr ,,,hum bhul ,,,gye ,,,the ,,,,ki ,,,,,pyar ,,,to ,,bs ,,,ek ,,,,kuch ,,pl,,,ka ristha ,,,h ,,,,,,jiski ,,,dor ,,,,to rab ka hato ma h ,,,,,”” Gud nyt ,,age ki ,,,stry ,,aapko next part ma bataunga ma ,,,,. Aap jarur read krna ,,,kuki ya stry kuch alag hh jo aapne phale kbi nhi read ki hogi ….???aap muje ya bta skte h ,,,ki kya fealing ,,,kbi ,,,,bs ,,kuch pl ka liye hoti h kya ??? Part3 Aapko ma ab aapni srty ma ,,kuch aise pl …btana ..chata ,,,jo ki…syad ,,,,muje ,,,kbi ,.,,2 jb ma …sochta ho ,,,,to ,,,,,,ek ,,,khusi to milti ,,,,,h ,,,pr,,,,,,,,kuch,…..pl ….ma ….kho ….sa …jata ho……ma …bt muje…..smj,,,nhi,,,aata ,,,kya ,,,boys,,,,ko,,,agr ,,,agr…grl…propose….kre……..kbi…aapne ….suna ….h …??syad …aapne phale kbi nhi ….suna ….hoga …..pr….aap ya soch rahe honge ki,,,,ma ,,,,aapko ya ,,,baat ku…bta ,,,raha ,,,,ho…..to,,,aap confuse mt,,,,ho,,,kuki ,,,mari love ,,,stry ,,,ma ,,,,bhi aisa …kuch …hua h…..??age stry ma ,,,ya ,,,hota ,,,phr mari ,,,,aur ,,,us unknwn ,,,grl se ,,,,,mz …ma bate hoti rathi ,,,thi,,,,,jb bhi ,,,uska mz ,,,,aata ,,,tha ,,,,ma jbi ,,,reply ,,,,krta tha ,,,,aur,.,,,,,humari ,,,,bate kbi ,,,,2 kafi lambi ,,,,,,,hoti ,,,,thi sms ,,,,pa ,,,,syad aapne kbi suna ,,,,h ki ,,,,din ,,,ma ,,,hum itna ,,,,chat ,,,krte the ,,,,sms ,,,,,ma ,,,,ki limit ,,,,bhi khatam a,,,ho jati thi ,,,,,humari ,,,,bate ,,,hoti gyi….ek din achanak ,.,,,,,uska ,,,mz ,,,,aya ,,,,ki ,,,,,aapse ma …ab …..baat nhi,,,,kr skti ,,,,,,??

ma confuse….ho gya ki.,,,,hua kya ,,,,,use ,,,,achanak,,,,,,mane ,,,us se ,,,,resn ,,,,ask ,,,kya ,,,,pr ,,,wo ,,,,ek hi ,,,baat ,,bol ,,,rahi thi muje ,,,nhi pta ,,,pzzz, aaap mz ,,,mat ,,,kre ,,,hum,,,bole ,,,jb tak ,,,aap resn nhi doge ,,,hum ,,,,aapko mz krte reahange ,,,,istharay …se mari ,,,uski baat sms ,,,pa ,,,,3 hr ,,chali,,,,,aur ,,,,,,wo khati …ki …hum aapko ,,,2yr bad ,,,,,milange,,,,,,humhe smjne ki,,,kosi kro ,,,hum ,,aapse ,,,baat nhi ,,,krna chate ,,,,hum ,,,bole aisa ,,,,jb hota ,,,h koi prsn ,,,,ya to kuch special feal ,,,krta …h ya phr ……use lgta h ,,,ki ya thng ,,,se mari life ma prblm ho rahi h ,,,??? To …use …muje jan 8 ,,,ko n8 ,,,ma ,,,uske baad ya ,,, bola … I luv u ,,,,,, ?? itna mz kya aur kha muje lga ki ,,,agr,,ma aapse jitna ,,,bate krungi ,,,ma ….utna khud ko samal nhi paungi ,,,aur isliye mane kha ,,,ki ,,,ma aapse ,,,baat nhi krna chati ,,,,???phr usne …ya bola ,,,,ki agr aap ,,,,mujse love ,,,,nhi krte ,,,bta da ,,,lakin ma aapko ,,,humasa ,,,love krungi ..kuki ,,,ya mara …1st love ….h,,,?? Mane use ,,,,bola ,,,ki aapki fealing ,,ki respect ,,,krta ho ,,,aur ,,,,,ma aapko ,,,mna ,,,bhi nhi ,,,,kr skta ,,,aur ,,,h ,,,bhi ,,,nhi bol,,,skta ,,,bt ,,,,agr ,,,aap ,,,,,,muje 2yr ,.,,,,ta love ,,,krange ,,,,aur mare sath rehange ,,,,to ,,,,ma ,,,,aapka ,,,humasa ,,,,ka liye ho ,,,jaunga ,,,,,,?? Mari ,,uske sath ,,,n8 ,,,ma ,,,4:30am (night ) ma sms se baat hui ,,,,wo ,,,ya ,,,bol ,,,rahi thi ,,,ki ,,,,mrng ,,,,,,ka ,,,,bad …se ma ,,,aapse 2yr ,,,baad ,,,baat krungi ,,,,

aap ,,,pz,,,ek ,,,bar ,,,bol ,,,do,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I love u mini (hum use nick name diye the usne muje asu pyar se khati thi )…mane ,,,,uski bato ka ans ,,,nhi ,,,dya aur ,,,use ya bolkr ,,,gud ,,,n8 ,,,kha ,,,ki ,,,,ma,,,,aapko ,,,,,jarur ,,,love ,,,krunga ,,bye ,,,,phr ,,,jb ma mrng ,,,ma uta to ,,,,uska ,,,mz,,,read kya ,,,usme ya write tha ki ,,,,,hum aapse ,,,,2yr bad baat krange ,,,humhe aims ,,ma admination lana….. h ,,,aur,,,,yak ha ki aap mz ka koi reply mt …da…??? …aap ya soch rahe honge ki …..usne …muje ….aisa ku,,,, kha,,,,,,ki,,,,,aap mz,,, ka reply ,,,,,mt ,,,krna,,,,aur ,,,,,,2 yr bad …hum aapse baat krange ????iska ans srry ka next part ma …dange ,.,,,,hum ..????? Aapke dimag ma kafi prsn aa rahe honge wo grl…. Na …muje ,,, I love u ,,kha aur ,,,phr muje 2yr ,,,baad wo mujse ,,,itna hi love kragi ,,,,jitna ab ,,,wo krti h ???? aapko ma ns dana bhul gya …jo ask kyat ha kya fealing kuch pl ka liye ….hoti h ???? muje itna pta h ki ,,,fealing ,,,ka koi unt nhi hota ,,,,bt ,,agr ,,,jo fealing ,,,humhe 1st tym feal ,,hoti h wo dubara kbi ,,nhi feal ,,ho skti ,,,,??frnd ,,,gud nyt ,,,,,,aapko ,,,,stry ka next …part ma agr ki stry tell krunga “” “” kisi se itni duri humhne bhi banayi thi,,,pr ,,,us dori,,,,ma ,,,itna ,,,smjna bhul ,,gye ,,,the .. “”ki….dori,,,bhi itni,,,ho jaygi ,,,ki ,,,,,,humhe ,,,bs ,,,wo ya khakr ,,,bhul jayagi,,ki ,,,,, “””age ki stry ka part is line se link h …””” Part 4 Aapko mane stry ka 3 part ,,,,btaye ,,,age ,,,ki,,,stry ,,,ma aap soch rahe ,honge ki ,,mane ,,,,uske mz ,,,,ka ,,,,,reply ,,,,,,kya ,,,ya ,,,,,nhi ???????……

waise ,,,,mare ,,,man ma ,,,us tym ,,,,ek ,,,azib ,,,si,,,tentn ,,,,thi ,,,,,aur,,,kuch ,,,pl,,,ki khusi bhi thi ,,,,,,,pr ,,,mane ,,,socha ,,,,ma agr ,,,,,reply ,,,,do,,,,,,,,,,ki ,,,nhi ,,,???aur next ,,,mrng ,,,9 jan ,,,ko ,,,,mane ,,,,,,,uske ,,,mz ,,,ka ,,,reply dya ki ,,,aap….mujse ,,,ku,,,2yr,,,bad ,,baat krna chate h ,,,usne yak ha ki ,,,,,,aapne ,,repluy ,,,kia ,,,ma jb aapka mz ,,,read ,,krti ho ,,,to ,,khud ,,,ko contrl,,,nhi ,,,kr pati ,,,,,aur ,,,,rone ,,,lgti ,,ho ,,,??muje sun,,,,ka pta nhi ,,,man ma ek azib ,,,si fealing ,,ayi ,,,aur ,,,,mane ,,,kha use ,,,,I love u a lot ,,,,mini ..????phr ,,,humari ,,,bate ,,,sms,,,se strt ,,,ho ,,,gyi ,,,,,,dubara,,,usne kha tik h,,,hum ,,,aaj se din …..ma mz ,,,pa chat krange ,,,,,aur ,,,,phn ,,pa bate nhi krange jb tak ,,,>>>mane thanku ,,,so much ,,,,aur ,,,,,,,,aap soch ,,rahe honge ki ,,ya ladki ,,,kaisi,, h ?aur ,,,,uske bare ,ma aapko btana ,,,bhul,.,,,gya ,,,,aap tentn ,,,ma ,,,aapko btata ho ,,,,,,wo ,,,12th ma thi ,,us tym ,,,,science,,,stream ,,se ,,,aur uska,,,aim heart ,,specialist,,,ka ,,,,doctor,,,banana chati thi ,,,,??? Aur ,,,wo mujse ,,,,,study ,,,ma kafi ,,,,age ,,,,,thi ,,mtlb ,,,ki uski 10th nd 12th ma around 80% se marks ,,aye ,,,the ,,,aur marea agr aap ,,marks sunage ,,to aap haran ,,ho jayange ,,,10 th ma mare 75% thi aur ,,,12th ma 49 % thi ,,,aapko haran hua hoga na ,,,

aisa kaisa ho skta h ,,,iska resn aapko mari love stry ,,,ka bare ma ,,,janange ,,,phr ,,aapko bta chal jayaga ,,,jo mane phale post kit hi ,,,,,,,,,,,,age ,,,,aap soch ,,rahe honge ki ,,,,,,ya love stry ma ,,,,,aisa kya hua ki ,,,mane write ki ,,,na ,,,,btata ho ,,,,us pl ka bad ,,muje jindgi ki hr khusi mil gyi ,,jo mane socha bhi nhi tha phale kbi ,,,aur mare jindgi ,,ma kuch aise pl ,,,hone strt ,,,ho gye ,,,,pta aapko ma usnmhe se ek pl ,,btata ho ,,,ek din ma us se sms ma chat kr raha tha ,,,pta ,,,uske sms ,,,ki limit khatam ho gyi ,,,,thi ,,,,,,,,aur ,,,,,mare ma kafi sms ,,,the ,,,,mane kha koi nhi aap tentn mt la ,,,ma aapko ,,sms ,,krta ho ,,,aap miss cl krke ,,,btana ,,,1 miss cl ,,h ,,2 miss cl ,na ,.,,,aap soch rahe honge ki ,,,aise bhi koi lover baat kr skta h ,,,,,,,to aap ,,,,glat ,,h mare sath aisa hua tha ,,,aapko jan ka haran hua hoga ki ,,,,ki ,,,mane use 12 se 3:30am (night) ma istharay se baat ki ,,,,muje pta h aaj bhi pl wo.bhut ,,yaad h ,,,,humari bate hui thi jb aapko ,,ek baat aur ma btata ho ,….kuch dino baad mare bhi sms ki limit ,,khatam ho gyi thi ,,,usne kha ,,,jis tharay aapne mujse us din baat ki ,,,thi ,,,aaj ma aapko mz snd krungi aap miss cl dana,,, ,,,aur humari kuch aise hi bate chalti rahi thi ..aapko bta do ,,,mane us tym 5:30 am(night) tak aise baat ki ,,,pta ,,us tym mane kha ki ,,muje aapse abi baat krne ka bhut man,,ho raha h ,,bt kya kre bal,,nhi ,,h ,,,phn ,,ma ,,,usne kha tik h ,,

mare phn ma itna bal ,,nhi h pr ma ,,aapko,,cl krti ho 5 min baat ho payagi ..phr jb mane us se us tym baat ki ,,,,sach ,,,muje jannat ,mil gyi aisa feal …hua ….,,muje,,,,aapko age ki stry baad ma btata ho ,,,,aur muje “”””kuch pl .,,,,ma usne aapna ,,,kha ,,bt ,,bhul gya tha ,,,ma ,,ki ,,kbi ,,,sapne ,,bhi pure nhi hote ,,,,,bs ,,,ek ,,,yaad bn ka rah jate h ….””””””…..gud nyt ,,,frnd’s …….aapko ma aapne bare ma btana bhul gya ,,,,,,wo ma next part ma ,,btunga ,,,,aap confuse hoge ki ,,,,wo mari gf mini ,,mare sath h kin hi ,,,,,aapko ,,,,iske bare ma janane ka liye wait krna hoga ,,,kuki wqt bhi ,,,,ya khata ,,,h ki ,,,,,,,,kbi ,,,,humhe ,,,,agr kuch thng ki smj agr wqt se phale na ho to kuch nhi mil pata …????? Part 5 Aapko ma stry ka bare ma btane se kuch ask krta ho kya sach ma grl …kbi kisi se sacha pyar kr sakthi h ……muje yr kasam se pta nhi ku …bs aisa feal hota h ki ,,,,agr ,,,,jingdi ma kuch ,,,,,shikna h love hi h jo ,,insan ko …smjata h ya uski life ko kharab kr data h ….mare sath aisa kuch tha ,,,age aapko ma stry ma batata ho ,,,us din ka bad ,,,wo mujse kafi jayada bate krni lgi uska khud phn aata h aur mujse aapni sari bate share krti thi …ek din uski mom na use tarish pa n8 ma baat krte hue dhak liye aur kha ki wo kon frnd h jo tumhe itni n8 ma cl kr ka baat kr raha h ,,,,,

us din se usnki mom na kha ki ,,,,use tumhare exam aa rahe h tum study pa focus kro ,,,aura gr tumare dad kop ta chl gya na ,,phr tum khud jante ho ,.,,agekya hoga ,,,,,,aur ,,next din uske dad na uska phn chk krne ka liye aapne pass rakh liye ,,,,aur ,,kha ki ma kuch din watch krunga ,,aur ,,mini na muje mrng ma phn kya aur kha pz muje aap cl yam z mt krna ma khud aapko krungi cl ..muje uski ek baat psnd thi wo ,,humasa muje inform krti rathi thi ,,,,,aur ,,,ma use smjta tha ,,aur mane use kbi hrt krne ki kosis bhi nhi ki ,,aur wo humasa khati thi ,,,hum dono ka mid ma koi ,,ladayie nhi hoti ,,,,aur hum ek dushre ko itna love krte the ,,,,muje wo din yaad h jb mara phn kharab tha mane aapni sim aapne mama ka ladke ka phn ma dali thi tb usne aapni mom ka n0. Se phn krke bola ki ,,,rote hue ki muje aapki bhut yaad aa rahi h pta h ma n8 ma so nhi pati ho ,,pzz asu muje hug kro na ,,,pzz mane kha ,,tik h aapke sath ma humasa ho aap eyes close kro aur muje feal kro ki mane aapko hug kya h ….aur muje uski hr pl aur bate humasa yaad aati h ma kbi nhi bhul skta ,wo kahte h na agr jindgi ma agr humhe 1st tym ,,,koi grl kiss kre ya ,,I loveu bole hum kbi nhi bhul skte h aisa hi kuch tha mare sath ,.,,,,,uske exam kafi close the aur uska mz aya asu muje distrb mt krna 1 mnt na cl na sms aur ma exam ka baad khud cl krogi ,,aapko mane uske mz ka reply nhi dya phr mz aya “””loveeee uuuuuu muhhhhaaaa sry …””” kya hua kuxh bolo ???

mane phr reply nhi dya ,,,tha phr mz aya uska …..mane use kha tik h bst wishes for exam …aur use kha muje kiss nhi doge aap ,,,,phr uska koi mz nhi aya aur mane kya ,,,,,muje mari life ka wo 30 days …uske bina rehana muskil tha ,..ma uski yaad ko lakr aur uske sms ko red krta tha ,,,,jb n8 ma tym milta tha ,,,aur muje cl krne ka bhut man krta tha bt ma krta nhi tha kbi uski cl …ya sms ka wait krta tha usko mane aapni fb id di hui thi usne kha tha aap muje is pz mz krna jitna muje miss kroge .””” aur uska mz ya aya tha “” Aur muje pta tha ki usne muje ya kha tha asu humari bate ho na kbi bat hum hmasa sath rehange “”aur muje aach feal hoga relationship bate krne se nhi ,,,,,,,,,,strng hoti h smjne se hoti h ..aur humsa uske exam end hone ka wait krta ,,,aur ma aapko aapne bare ma btana bhul gya h ma bca 2nd yr its mohan nagar ma ,,,,padta ho ,,aur ,,,,muje khud ka bare ma btana aacha nahi lgta …waise ………age ya hua ki mane holi ka ek din phale usko mz ma wish kya aur srry kha …???? Ma soch raha tha syad uska cl ayaga …… bt ………mane wait kya ..nhi aya koi cl ,,,aur jb fb open ki to ,,,usne muje 5 mz kye the “”asu luv u happy holi “””” n8 ma kyat ha usne holi se phale muje ,,,,11:57min pa ,,, ma bhut khus hua tha ,,kuki 15 din bad uka mz muje mila tha …aur muje khud pa aur us pa trust h ..wo muje humasa pyar dagi ….aur ,,,muje uski hr pl yaad aati rathi thi….aur ma ,,,,,,uski cl ka wait krta tha ….1 aprl ko mane socha ki syad uske exam end ho gye ….

wo muje cl kragi ,,bt nhi kya next day mane jb cl kya to uska no… not reachable ja raha tha ,,muje kuch feal hua azib sa socha phr try kro …aur uska no, pa ring ja rahi thi m bhut khus tha aur itne dino baad baat ki jo mane aur kha hlo ……mini …phr se aunti na kha aapko kis se baat krni h to mane kah puja se aur phr usne aapni mom se phn lya aur muje se kha kon h aap aur ma aapko nhi janti jb muje aisa lga ki ma mar sa gya aur kha mane mini pz majak mt kro aur kha ki ma ashish bol raha ho phr usne muje pachana ..aur mari 40 min bate hui aur muje uski bate ma kafi change najar aya aur ..wo “”ya bol rahi thi thi bhale hi mane tare se bate ki hogi …bt muje itna to yaad nhi …..pr ………tik ….h ..aur bta taru life kaisi chl rahi h ..mane kha mini aap chng ho gye h syad aur muje aisa feal ho raha kuch ..wo bolti h ,,ki abi hospital se ayi ho to mara dimag kuch kharab sa ho raha h srry kan pakakr …baba….mane kha ki aapne muje kitna miss kya is mid ma usne kha muje aapki yaad nhi ayi thi ,,ek pl bhi ,,,,ma shok raha gya ki jo grl mare liye roti thi aur muje aap 2 bolkr bate krti thi ,.aaj wo ya wrd bol rahi h muje “”to bta “”” mane kha mini muje ku aaj aacha nahi lag raha …..pta nhi ku aap hi bolo ma sunta ho aapki bate ….aur wo kahti h ,,,,nhi to bol …aur phr mane kha use do u love me ?? usne kha kya ????

phr ask kya do u love me ???kha h 110% love u …..aur kha iska mtlb to nahe muje smja nhi h ,,,,mane kha aisa nhi h mini ma aapko dil se smjta ho usne muje thanks kha ..aur boli ki ek baat dhayan rakho ki ma tumare sath kisi bhi relationship humasa sath dungi …chayie gf ki ho ya frnd ki ..kbi tumhe nhi..left krungi …aur usne kha itna santi mt ho chill mar aur khus rah ya love hota h na wo kuch nhi hot bs kuch pl ka liye hota h ..family imp. H sbse life ma ,,,mane kha ma smj gya kya aap btana chate h mini ,,,,,,,,,,,,muje uski ya sari bate sochne pa mjbur kr rahi thi ki syad wo muje ab utna love nhi krti …..bt mane uski bato ma 60%chnge Dhaka ,,,,,,,age frnd…muje usne ya bola ki to aapni life ko spoil nhi kraga aur yr khus rah humsa …aur bye ,,,mane kha love u bolo ..usne kha ..phr love u….aur mari us se itni bate hui …. Aur usne ya bola ki mara phn kharab h …aur 5 din baad mane jb cl kya to wo ya bol rahi thi kya to muje sadi ka liye syad confese kr payaga kin hi ya muje nhi pta bt ,,,muje sadi kbi nhi krni ,,,,yr muje jan kr hrt hua tha bt soch raha tha ki ….kuch dino phale exam se wo ya bolti thi asu ma aapki amanat ho…aura apse hi sadi krungi …muje uski ya bate pta nhi ku azib si lgi …bt ma us se kbi bhi ,,agru nhi krta tha ,,,,

usne muje ya kha ki ,,ma jb free hungi ,,,aapko cl kr liya krungu ab khus ,,,muje yr …kuch uski bate pta nhi sochne pa mjbur kr rahi thi aur rona bhi aa raha tha bhut ,,pr chup tha ma ,,,,,,aur ….us din ks baad mane use cl ki 3 din baad usne kha ma bussy ho ,,1hr baad cl krna…bt 1hr bad uska no,not reachable jara ..tha …mane use ek mz kr dya ki aapka no. syad bnd ja raha tha aur …..gud nyt with love mini ..???aur wo mz diliver hua mrng ma 7 bje ..uske baad uska no. humasa ka liye switch off btata h ya not reachable …………………………….muje ….humasa ek questn dimag ma aata h ki wo muje humasa inform krti thi ,,,pr usne ab nhi kya ….???aisa ku kya wo muje ignoge kr rahi h ya phr uski kuch prblm hogi ….?? Frnd muje aaap kuch sawalo ka ans btana ….? 1 kya attraction ka love h jise hum aapna man late h ? 2 kya affection ko hum smj nhi pate kuki ya ek special hoti h aisa ku ??? 3 mini muje kya love kragi ya phr muje wo ignore kr dagi ? 4 frnd muje ya smj nhi aata ki kya koi grl agr I love u khati h to aap use acpt kr late h ya use smjate h kuch Mane aapni stry se ya btana chata ho ki life ma grl humasa bs …fealing ka sath game play krti h …wo bs kuch pl ka liye humhe use krti h aur kuch nhi ,,,,,,,

muje humasa ya questn aata h ki jo mari shaily phale gf thi uske jitna muje koi love nhi kr skta aap confuse mt hona frnd ya mari 1st love stry thi jo mane post kit hi …”” ashish love is no fare “” usme gf ka name nhi btaya tha ……isliye isme kha shaily h uska name …muje pta nhi ku khud ko mar dane ka bhut man krta h khud se nafrat si hone lgi h aur muje …jine ka man nhi krta bilkul ..aur muje yr bhut rona aata h ki ,,,,koi aisa kaise kr skti h grl ,,,,,aur aaj tak uska kuch nhi pta mini ka ..kbi bhi try krta ho bnd jata h uska no..frnd muje ya btaye ki ma kya kro aapni life ma ????????ya, mara no. h 9716350854,7503400481,,,,,,,,,,,,, muje syad koi love nhi krta h ,,,,,??

 

 

 

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  1. ROHAN RATHOR - April 16, 2014, 12:51 pm Reply

    Aashish bro. Aap ek kam karo aap unse ek bar face 2 face mil lo or puri tarah se apne dilo dimag me jitna vi sawal he wo saf saf puch lo or agr unse ap nhi mil skte than aap unse phone pe hi bate kr lo ap us number pe try krte raho ya unka koi dusra no. Janne ki kosis karo or unko saf saf pucho ki tum mujhse pyar krti ho ya nhi sirf ans. Mago or kuch nhi or agr krti he to wo apke sath ignore Q kr rahi he wo aapse pehle ki tarah Q bate nhi krti wo itna change Q ho gayi jo ladki pehle apne ap ko apki amanat manti thi jo apko itna chahati thi kya wo sara ehsas unki jhuti thi ye sare sawal karo unse wo jo avi apke sath change behave krti he uska reasan kya he sb kuch puchna mere dost.
    Hum jo sache dil se pyar krte he unme attrection nam ki koi felings nhi hoti hota he to sirf niswarth pream.
    Agr hume sache pyar ko samajhna he to pure niswarth vab se kisiko dil ki gehrayo se chahana hoga kavi vi apne pyar ko hurt nhi krna chahiye or khud vi humesa unke samne khush rehna chahiye unke liye har duwa me khusi mangni chahiye
    judai ki bat man me kavi lana nhi chahiye agr kuch reasan se juda vi ho to unke pareshani ko hume samajhni chahiye etc..
    Mini aapko pyar krti he ya nhi ye to me puri tarah se keh nhi skta par ha ap unko ek bar upar ke sare sawal khul ke puchna jarur ok dost ap sad mat ho god jo krte he ache ke liye krte he.

  2. ashish pandey - April 16, 2014, 5:45 pm Reply

    thnks bro …mare pass jo uska n0. tha wo bnd ja raha h aur muje kuch smj nhi aa raha ki kya???mini ,,,,muje smjti h ,,,,pta nhi bt feal hota h

  3. ROHAN RATHOR - April 17, 2014, 2:27 am Reply

    Oh to unka no. Band aa raha he to unko facebook pe dhundo dost jese vi ho unse ek bar contect hone ki kosish krte raho and god kare aapka mini wapas aapko ek or bar mil jaye or ap vi unko sara bate khul ke kehna jarur..

  4. ashish pandey - April 17, 2014, 7:16 pm Reply

    frnd muje jb pta chala aaj ya ki jis ladki ko mane bate ki thi wo kisi ka ghar rehane ayi thi uski cousin thi aur….usne uska phn use kya aur mujse bate ki aur muje …aaj ya sb pta chala jb mane uski mom ka no. pa phn kya to muje jaan kr harani hui thi ki yr us glr na aisa ku kha ki tum ashish ko nhi btana aur us se frnd ki tharay bate krna muje yr smj nhi aya ki aisa kasie ho skta h aur … muje itna pta nhi bt ,,,,,muje khud se nafrat si ho gyi h

  5. ROHAN RATHOR - April 18, 2014, 1:32 am Reply

    No aashish dost isme aapka koi galti nhi he to fir ap Q khud ko nafrat karoge.

  6. wrong number - April 18, 2014, 9:21 am Reply

    saale tu haklaata hai kya…saale kahi damme ka mareez to nahi tu…abe chutiye pahle apni writting to sahi kar le phir story post karna…aur haan teri jankari k liye bata du teri story puri padhi nahi maine ek dum bor kr diya

  7. ashish pandey - April 18, 2014, 10:11 am Reply

    i do’t care …. bt thanks …..muje itna pta h …ma kya ho aur wrong n0. agr kisi thng ki respect nhi kr skte to uske bare ma kuch khane ka koi r8 nhi h

  8. wrong number - April 18, 2014, 12:22 pm Reply

    hey! sorry mujhe aisa nahi kahna chahiye tha..maine tumhari puri kahani padhi bahut achchhi thi

  9. RAHUL SING - April 18, 2014, 1:21 pm Reply

    Respectlly Admin Sir, Me aapko ek bat kehna chahata hu isi story ke upor ke ek Wrong number ke nam se ek comment he jisme gandi word use ki gayi he so plez sir aap kuch kariye warna yaha pe gandi word use krne ki line lag jayega plez admin sir..

  10. ashish pandey - April 21, 2014, 6:56 am Reply

    thanks to all ………life ma love kbi nhi krna

  11. ashish pandey - April 22, 2014, 9:32 am Reply

    1st part of my …..life …

    Ashish love………story:-………muje smaj ma nahi ata suru kaha se karo par wo mare liye ek special thi jisne muje bdal diya jo ki ma simple person tha usne muje lover bna dya par wo ek pari jasi thi uska nature ek mare liye sab kuch tha usne muje jina sikhaya jo ki ma kbi kisi se love krta nahi pr usme kya tha jisne muje bdal dya aap ya mat sochna ki isme story start hui ki nahi to aap glat ho abi mane uske bara ma bataya h? chalo ma aapko start se batata ho phali bar mane use dakha nahi only uski……..bate suni mane…….aap ya mat samajna kaise suni bata ho wait kro……..ma jaha ratha tha wo mare ghar ka upar rathi thi ?????????aako kuch majak nahi laga……..yadi laga h to aap sahi ho??????kyo ki mane use one year notice kya tha jab ma 9th class ma tha???????uska nam bhi nahi janta tha ma is one year ma…….bs uski awaj hi mare liye ek nahi jindgi bani???????aap soch rahe hoge ki mane aisa kyu kya?to aap right ho….ya mat samajna……..story end ho gye…..abi baki h……aapke man ma question aya hoga ma mila kaise usse to batata ho?jab mane 10yh pass ki to muje coaching ka bare ma pta nahi tha…….to mane aapni mom se uski(AB mom) mom se puchne ko kaha?tab muje uski mom na uske sath jane ko kaha????????pr ma haran ho gya andar sa khus tha par….muje kya pta ki uski sister(DH)….aur….radha didi bhi jayangi????ab aapke man ma ya sawal aa raha hoga ki ya dono kon h?btata ho?par ….kuch….dar bad……..age kya hua….ki….sham aa gye..ma tension ma tha par khus bhi tha?aaj 1st time usse baat krunga?jiski mane kalapna nahi ki thi?aur age ya hua ki?sab opposite hua…pure rasthe uski..sister….mujse……..baat….krti.gye?ab aapke dimaj ma ya hoga phir wo kaha h?btata ho hum 4 log gye the?jo mane phele nam jikr kya tha?age ya hua ki….aapne ya nahi pucha ki ma uski sister se kyu bat kar raha tha btata ho raste ma hum……uski sister se discuss krne lge ……..study ka bare ma……but…..phir….jab………lot kr aa rahe the to……..(US PRSN KA NAM THA)…na……….didi (KJ ya mari ek didi h jo ki aas pass rthi thi) se kaha…..kuch……khane ka bare ma kaha?to mane mana kr ….diya,,,,,,,,aur……ghar……..jane….ka….plain….bna…..liya?kuch bahana kr ke?aap..confuse honge isme love kya h?par.btata……ho……..age….aapko…….khud…ans…..mil..jayaga….age…….ya.hua…ma…….ghar…..a…..gya……..phr…………………ya hua?ki (US PRSN KA NAM THA }na aapne ..hatho…se…..muje…bargar…….dya…?abb samje……ya mare liye love tha?jo muje bina manje mil gya?mari story bor to nahi kar rahi aapko?ya first part h?jo???????ki mane usse baat ki?ab aapko ya laga ga ki mane baat kb ki?batata?ho jb?usne muje?bargar dya?tb baat ki?aap phir confuse hoge?ki ya love kase?………wait kro sab …batunga………par ……….aaj ka liye itna?only “love fore ever” ……..next part kl?”aapko ya jaan kr harni hogi ki mane uska nam……….one year ma jakr pucha? Ma kha tha mane aapko ya bataya nahi mane usse bate kb ki ?aur isse phele mane ya bataya ki mane 1st time ka bare ma?aapko ya lag raha hoga ki mane usse bate ki ki nahi ?to aap right ho?us din muje wo mila jise mane kbi sapne ma socha tha nahi ?aapko ya love story abi tak confuse kar rahi hogi par jab unt hoga to clear ho jayagi?wo khate h na ki sabar ka fal mitha hota h?par us din aisa hua mane kbi kalpana ki hi nahi thi?aap ab ya soch rahe hoge ki story start hui ki nahi?to aap ek dam sahi h?ma aapko jada ghuma to nahi raha?magar love ek aisi chig h jo ki bya krne pr unt nahi hoti?bs use jitna bya kro utna kam h?chalo bahi ma aapko age batata ho?aapka mane jayada samaye la liya?age ya hua ki jb wo dane aye thi muje “ab sochoge kya aapko pta hoga phir bhi ma bta data ho “bargar” yad aya?us time ma kuch nahi bhol paya bas uski bate suntan gya?wo mujse kuch puch rahi thi par mane suna nahi “usne dubara pucha to “kha kho gye “ma jbab kya data bs ya kaha kahi nahi ?aur kuch nahi bola uski bate sunta gya ?aur ma kya kata phr kbi muka milta ki nahi?aap phi haran hore to mane use se kaha kya??to bata ho ya kaha ki kisne diya usne kaha jayada nakhre mat kro la lo ?ladkio ki tara mat sarmao?bs uski ya choti choti harkat muje bhane lgi?aap phr soch ma pad gye hoge ki mane aapko ya nahi bataya ki mane us se baat ki par muje kya mila ?btata ho ki ma uski bato ma kho gya tha ?pr ……………..age ki story………………………………aur bhi instresting hogi????????????wait and watch?………………..ya mt sochna ki ma khana kya chata ho?…………..batata h……………..usi “”””””””””ek jalak……….mare liye sb kuch thi……..aur na jane usne muje wo sab dya jise ma bhol nahi skta………….age ……iske bare ma batunga………….pr bor mt hona………….ya asi love story h jiski aapne kbi socha nahi hoga …………pr mare liye…………sb kuch h……………”kisi ko itna mat chao ki use bhula na pao”…………pr mane yse is had tk cha tha…………ok …………..aaj ka liye itna……………..good n8& sweet dreem??????????isme mane aapne bare ma itna nahi bataya …pr……….aapko………sb …..batunga?ok • part 3..story ashish love…Ma aapko aapni story ko itna ghuma kar kyu bta raha ho aapke man ma jarur sawal hoga?to aap ek dum right ho?”””””””””””””wo khate h na agar koi bat batao to puri nahi to uska unt humasa stata ratha h”””””””””””kuch mare sath bhi ya hu h???aur ab aap ya soch rahe hoge ki mane””””””isse phale ya jikr kya tha usne muje ya sab diya jise ma bhol nahi skta””””””””””ok wo ya ki usne muje love krna sikhaya aur kisi ka wada break nahi krna “”””””””aur sath ma ya bhi dya jo ki mare liye””””””””bahut kuch h””aap phr soch ma honge ki isme love kaha h?ok btata ho mane abi aapko aapni phale part story se joda tha”””””””pr age ya hua ki wo to dakr chali gye”(mtlb bargar}….pr ek pl tha jo mane usme wo paya jo aap smj nahi skte ?agar aap lover ho to jarur samjo ga?….us din ka bad jb bhi dekta use to “ek dum ma rukh jata aur pta nahi kaha kho jaha pr ek agib si khusi milti muje?”””muje to love ka one word bhi pta nahi tha?aur ma ise smajta hi nahi tha????humasa ya sochta ki kb wo muje najar ayagi?????aur god se ya prayr krta agar aaj wo naja aye to mara love sacha h????kismat dakho ki jb bhi ma yaad krta wo kuch samaya bad jarur najar ati????aap bor ho gye hoge”””chalo ma aapko age btata ho ki kuch time bad aunti(mare ghar ka pass rathi thi uske barabr ma (US PRSN KA NAM THA } ka ghar tha)na muje aapne bate ka birthday pr muje bulaya tha help krne ka liye””””pr kismt dakho waha shaily abi thi???ma kush ho gya pr undr hi undr sochne lga kya bolo””””pr acchanak ma bota usne mujse bat krni chalo kr di ma haran ho gya pr ma jo kahane wala tha same usne ask kya mujse ma phr soch ma pad gya mare ques, ask krne se phale usne wo pucha jo ma puchne wala tha?????aap phr confuse hoge ya questn tha kya jo abi tk clear nahi hua????aap ya soch rahaye hoge mane use dosti ka bare ma pucha hoga??????pr aap glat hoge??????????azib h na story????btata ho usne mujse ya pucha ki tumare 9th ma marks kaise aya????phr mane kaha ki phale aap batao usne aapne jb no. bataye to ma haran ho gya????phr ma kya bota???aur mane kaha ki aapse km h pr aache nahi?????????????ma use jb bhi milta to bs baat krte 2 rukh jata????phr ma ku ???ruktha??????????????age “””””””””iske ????bare ma hoga”””””chalo aap batao ki m ku ruktha?????????????tha””””””ya quest…mane aap ????se ask kya? H””””””””””””””aura ns jb dunga jb agala part batunga??????abhi story auduri h—–“”kise na sahi hi kaha h ki tum pyar kro par phale usko smjo aur bad ma dhako tume wo milaga jiski tum kalapna nahi kr sakte”””iska mtlb??aap logo pr janane ko chod dya????””wqt hi durio ko mitata h””””pr mari story ma duria wqt ko mitati h?????bs age aur h wait kro sb batunga”””””good n8”””and sweet dreem””””””””””””
    ”””””””” Ma ek aisa lover ho jise smjo to aap bhi aapni story ma kaho jauge yaad nahi wqt ki tara bdal jaoge pr yaad rakhna kbi kud ko dukha mt da ne wo sach ma baat h wo jindgi bhar ka liye humhe ek sath rakthi h jo iske bina banagi woe k kach ki tara bikhar jayagi”””” Part 4 ashish love stry “””manne aapko aapni life ka 3 parts share kya pr aapne kbi socha hoga ki abi tk is story ma love to hua kaise “”ok””””””mari love story aiisi h jo ki sbse alag h “”jisme love to hua h “”””jbi to mari love stry bni h “””ok”””””ma aapko syad “”””aapni story sa alag la jar ha ho “”””nahi ma “””to”””aapko””aapne isse phale part sa joda h aur mane aapse questn ask kya tha ma ussse bat krte 2 ku ruk jata ho????aapko kya lgta h “””ma isliye ruktha ho ki “””muje uski bate sunnana psnd h ????or aap glat ho “””ma isiye ruk jata tha kuki “””jb wo mujse bate krti thi to “”””ma uski bato ma pta nahi kaha kho jata tha ki “”pr muje “””ek “”khusi milti thi “”””wo “””ya thi “”ki””jb “”bolti “”thi””to “”rukne “”ka nam “”lati nahi “”thi””aur “”ma “”use “”kbi””rokna “”nahi””cha “”””aur ya hi “”muje humasa “”””uski “”bat aachi lgne lgi “””””age btata ho””””mare sath humasa wo bate krti “””aur “”””kuch “”muje “””btati thi “”””jo “”ki””mare liye ek love se km nahi tha “””ma “”to””use “”cha ne lga “””ki “”itna “”ki “”””kbi “”””uske bina jaise ki ma ek “””””bina atma ka sarir “””aur “”mujse “”ek “”din “”usne “”ya “”kaha “”ki”””kya “”tum “”mare “”bina “””jii””skte “””ho”””ma “”to””uski “”bat “”mjak “”ma “”la li””aur “”kah “”dya “”aapko”””mrne “”se””phale “”muje””god “””ka “”pass””jana “”pda “”to””ma “”bhi”””aapke “”sath””jaunga “”””mlb “”jis”””din”””aisa “”hua””””mari””body “”bhi””aapke “”sath””hogi””””aur”””ya””kaha”””tum “”majak “”kr””rahi”””ho”””””pr”””usne “”ya “”kaha ki “”””””””muje cancer h “””””mane haste hua kaha ki “”””aap”””muje “””dra “”rahi”””ho”””aur “””majak mt “””kro””””””yr””””aisa “”””ho””skta “””nahi”””mane “””uki bate “””majak ma la li“””pr””””””””ya “””mistake “””””””mari life ma ”””mane “””uski”””””””””bato”””ko””””majak “””ma “”””la “””””””””liya “””””jo”””””wo”””majak “””mari””””life “”””ka”””ek””aisa “”””majak “”””bn “”””gya “”””jo”””””””aaj”””tk”””ma””jb”””bhi”””usko”””yad “”krta “””ho”””to””na “””jsane “””muje “””mrne “””ka “””man “”””krta h “””aur “””life “””muje “””ek”””””aisi lgti h “””ki”””jaisa “””ki””””jinda “””ho”””pr”””””mari “”””atma “””uske “”pass””””h “””aur/;;;;sarir “”””ek “””””h “””jo”””ki”””muje “”””kbi “”bhi””lga “”ki”””ma “”jinda “”ho “””aaj”””””pr”””aap”””soch “””””””ma “””pad “””gye hoge ki wo prsn (US PRSN KA NAM THA ) h jo ki muje “”””uski bate ya krne se ”””””””,muje rok “””dati h “”””””””jo ki wo “””god “””ka “”””pass””””pr”””uski “””mare pass yade h “”””””””””””jo”””jine “”””ko”””mjbur krti h “”””wo”””one “”year “”phale “”mar gye “””””””””””””””aur “”phr “””aap “”sochne “””lge “”hoge hoge“”mane to kaha ki wo jb is life ko left kragi ma hi krunga “””pr “””””””””ma “””isa “””nahi kr “””ska “”kuki “”usne “””muje “”aapni””kasam “”di thi “”jo””””muje “”rokti h “”””aur “”””wo “”kahti “”h “””””ki”””agar “”ma “””naraho”””ro””””””ma “”””tumare sath har pl ho “””mtlb “”””tumari uyada ma”””jb “”””muje “””tad kroge “”ma “””tumare “””spne “”ma “””aakr “”bate “”krongi””””“”””” aagr “”ma “””aapko””ya “””btan a”””bhol “””gya “””ki””””mara “”love ya h ki jb “”jarur “”milne “”atoi “”h “””ya “””h “”mara””love “”jo”””aap”””soch “”rahe “”honge “”ki””aisa “”kuki”””usne “”wada””jo””kya “”””wo”””humasa “””nibhaya “”mtlb “””jb “”yaad “”krta “”wo””jarur ati mare dreem ma “”ya “”mara pyar h “”””” Agr ya love nahi ho kya h ????????????????????

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