my first love – Raman

m raman mein 8th me thi jab maine use dekha tha.tab se mein use pasand karne lagi thi par accept nahi kar rahi thi k mein use pyar karne lagi thi.fir maine dheere dheere uske bare me sochna chod diya or 2 saal beet gaye fir mein uske baare me apni frnd se baat karne lagi thi jo k use janti thi.fir apni frnds k force karne par maine uske frnd k ph se uska number liya jo k humare ghar k samne rehta tha.maine 24 may 2011 ko raat k 9 bje use call ki or apni feelings use bata di.usne mera pyar accept kar liya.hum raat k 9bje se subhe k 5 ya 6bje takleef baat karte rehte the or pura din baat karte the or jab baat nahi hoti thi to sms karte the.ese hi 1 month beet gaya or usne about tak muje dekha nahi tha.fir eke din usne muje kaha k humare ghar k samne jo uska frnd rehta hai wo uske ghar ayega muje dekhne k liye.2 baar Esa hua lekin pura pura din wait karne k baad wo nahi aaya lekin eke din der se hi sahi lekin wo aa gaya.usne muje dekha or kafi der tak humare ghar k bahar Apne frnd k sath raha or fir waha se jane k baad usne muje call n nahi ki Keo k mein use pasand nahi ayi thi us time mein bahut simple thi.

fir maine use call ki or kaha k aap ko mein pasand nahi ayi jo aap ne muje call nahi ki to usne kaha k aisi baat nahi hai aap bahut sundar ho,fir hum pehle ki tarah baat karnelage.org waqt beetta gaya thode time baad muje uske afairs k baare me pata chalne laga.par kabi maine us par shaking nahi kiya jab mein usse puchti to wo kehta k aisa kuch nahi hai kya tume mujpe yakeen nahihai.org fir mein sabse kuch bhool jati.dheere dheere usne mujse baat karna kamm kar diya or fir usne meri baat Apne cousion se karwai use mera number miloge gaya or wo b muje call karne laga baar baar muje I love u bolta,maine socha k wo mazak karta hai.lekin wo b mere sath game kheal raha tha fir un dono ne milkar mera number dusre ladka me batna shuru kar diya humare ghar me bahut ph aane lage.mein har call attend kar leti or unse request karti k dubara call mat krna. Yahi soch kar k agar mere mom ya dad ne call attend ki to unhe pata chal jayega k humare ph pe wrong number se call aati hai or ph mere pass nahi rahega.or mein usse baat nahi kar sakugi.lekin usne muje galat smja.jab k galat wo tha uski life me mere ilawa b or bahut c ladkiya thi or uska apni bhabi k sath physical relation b hua tha par maine use kuch nahi kaha Keo k usse puchne par usne accept kar liya tha.

uska ek cousion tha aman jo mere sath relation rakhna chahta tha or muje Apne bhai k bare me hamesha kehta tha k wo sahi nahi hai,or uske dusre cousion ne b mujse kaha tha k wo apke laek nahi hai uska relation or bahut ladkiya k sath hai par maine kabi un dono ki baato par deyan nahi diya tha. or mujse sab se Badi galti ye hui thi k maine ye sab use nahi bataya tha.eke baar maine use batana chaha k uska bhai uske baare me kya bolta hai lekin jab maine usse pucha k aap aman bhaiya se kitna pyar karte ho to usne kaha k wo meri jaan hai isliye mein use kuch nahi bata payi Keo k mein use hurt nahi karna chahti thi.or uske cousion mere baare me najane use kya kya bolte the or wo yakeen kar leta tha.fir eke din uske kisi cousion ne muje bataya k aap har waqt happy happy karte rehte ho,lekin jab maine use aap k baare me pucha to usne kaha j mere samne raman ka naam mat lo,mein usse koi pyar nahi karta.uske sare cousion me se wo sab se sahi tha to maine uski baat k baare me serious ho kar socha.fir maine 24 august 2011 ko use call ki or pucha k aap dusro ko mere bare mein aisa Keo bolte ho muje sab kuch sach bata do aap k man me kya hai. u know what guys usne kya kaha? Usne kaha k tum sirf meri dost ho.mein bahut hairan thi k sirf 3 mahine ka hi rishta tha humara.

fir b mein use apni life mein wapas lane ki koshish karti rahi mein bahut roi,par wo nahi mana.or usne kaha k tum sundar nahi ho muje alag alag artist se milana hota hai or apni gf ko b milan hota hai.or mein tumhara frnd ban kar rahuga,lekin wo b kehne ki baat thi,usne mujse fir kabi baat nahi ki as a frnd b nahi.mein uske liye pagal thi.maine eke din Apne ek frnd se sari baat share ki or apne frnd ko bola k wo mere liye usse baat kare.to mere kehne par mere frnd ne use ek din call ki or kaha k aap kisi raman ko janti ho, to usne kaha yes.fir mere frnd ne bataya k mein raman ki frnd ka bf hu. mere frnd ke puchne par usne kaha k haa maine kabi pyar kiya tha raman se,lekin about mein uska naam b nahi sunna chahta wo chracterless hai.us din k baad mere frnd k samjane par maine fir kabi use contact karne ki koshish nahi k.waqt beetta gaya.fir ek din humare school me ek function tha or wo waha aaya or usne waha pehle fir ek baar waha pe ek song gaaya,uski singing meri sabse badi kamjori thi,us din fir muje sab kuch yaad aa gaya or uski ek cousion sister b waha mere sath thi mein us din bahut jayada roi, or ghar aane k baad maine raat ko Apne frnd se baat ki or use sab kuch bataya k mein use bhullar nahi sakti,mein use kaise bhulau,to mere frnd ne muje kaha k tum kisi aise ladke se relation rakho jo tumhare bagair 1 minute b na rehta sake.

thode din pehle muje ek purpose aaya tha.school jate waqt mein jiska ladki ko apne sath lekar jati thi uska ek cousion tha jo k bahut shay tha jab b hum unke ghar jate wo Apne room me chala jata or humare jane tak bahar nahi aata tha.mere dil me uske liye koi feeling nahi thi lekin wo muje like karne laga tha,lekin bahut sharmata tha,ek din uske bhai ne muje kaha k preet tumhe like karta hai.mein bahut hairan thi.usne muje Apne bhai ka number diya k ghar ja k baat karna mein ghar aa gayi or maine sab kuch Apne frnd k sath share kiya to uske force karne k baad maine socha k shyad us ladke ko bhulane k liye muje ye b try kar lena chahiye par mera dil nahi maan raha tha fir Apne frnd k kehne par maine preet se baat karli.kafi time tak uske bhai ne mujse baat ki Keo k preet sharma raha tha fir uske bhai ne jabardasti uski baat mujse karvai,to usne kaha k mein aap se subhe 9bje baat karuga fir wahi waqt,par shyad ab ye acha waqt tha next day 12 december 2011 ko sube 9bje preet ki call aayi or humari baat start hui or humara relation b.kaash preet meri life me pehle aa gaye hote to mere sath dhokha nahi hota.ab happy to ek singer ban chuka hai lekin abi Itna mashoor nahi hua.use ab mere or preet k bare me sab pata hai or pehle wo preet ka frnd b tha.lekin humare relation k starting me hi maine preet ko Apne past k bare me sab bata diya tha tab se wo happy se bahut nafrat karte hai,happy ne muje bahut badnam kiya tha

is liye sabi ladke muje bahut galat samjte the lekin ab preet ki wajah se sab muje sahi samjne lage hai.Ab mere or preet k relation ko 2 saal or 4 mahine ho chuke hai.hum Aaj b ek dusre se bahut pyar karte hai.preet mujse bahut pyar karte hai unki sari family or kuch rishtedaro ko b humare bare me sab pata hai,lekin wo humari shadi k liye nahi mante.par muje ab koi dukh nahi hai mein apne sone k sath bahut khush hu.wo muje bahut pyar karte hai,meri bahut care karte hai or meri har khusi ka khyal rakhte hai.I luv u my swt sone g.

 

 

 

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  1. ROHAN RATHOR - April 17, 2014, 1:42 pm Reply

    Raman ji happy chahe jitna vi singing kar le par wo life me kavi vi real singer nhi ban payega Qki jo dusro ki felings ko hurt krta he wo kavi vi ek nek dil wala singer ban hi nhi skta and preet dost and raman ji aap jese logo ke liye hi is dunia me aaj vi sacha pyar jinda he..
    Raman ji me duwa krta hu ki aap dono ka rishta aap dono ke femily jald hi kubul kar le or Raman ji aap apne preet ke sang humesa khush rehna..
    Ok raman ji ek smile do…bas..ok

  2. Green - April 18, 2014, 6:40 am Reply

    Are preet ji aap bahut lucky ho jo aap itna care krne wala bf mila. Waise bhi hme use love krna chahiye jo hme love krt ho, use nahi jise hm chahte hai. All the best

  3. Green - April 18, 2014, 6:43 am Reply

    Aur haa aap us happy ko saddy samajh ke bhul jao.

  4. janvi - April 19, 2014, 7:05 am Reply

    Mere sath bhi kuch asa hi hua bt usne mujhe khud purpose kiya tha or uska naam aman tha

  5. Tp yadav - April 19, 2014, 3:35 pm Reply

    Mere sath to 5girls k prposal aaye the ek ne mujhe love letter diya tha dusre ne chori se mera no. Kahi se pata krke call kiya tha,ek ladki mere dost ki gf thi wo mere ko like krne lagi thi hmesa mere se chipki rhti thi aur ek ladki mere ko train me mili thi usne mera no. Mang kr le liya aur aab bhi call krti rhti hai…last ladki jo abhi meri gf hai meri classmate hai.

  6. Pramod ninave - April 20, 2014, 4:55 pm Reply

    Ramanji ek bt bolu pyar dil se kiya jata he chehese se nhi jo chehese sepyar krta he vo bus apne fayde ke liye krta he pyar to bus ho jata he or ap ne acha kiya jo proot ap ko mila or ap ko smja ap dono hmesha khosh rho yehi diwa he hmari

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