My First and Last Love Muskaan – Shahrukh

Hiii friends mera naam shahrukh khan hai… aaj me aapko apni love story btane ja rha hun… pehle me aapko apne bare me bta deta hun… me ek simple sa ladka hun… mujhe padhai krna or cricket khelna bahut pasand hai nd mera dream hai ki me doctor banu or insha allah ek din ban ke bhi dikhaunga…. meri love life start hoti hai 19 sep 2015 isse pehle mujhe ishq, pyar, mohhabbat, in sab chijon ke bare me pta bhi nhi tha…. me humesha apni padhai pr hi zyada dhyan deta tha… ye baat tab ki hai jb me 11th class me science ka student tha… mere ghar ke samne ek khali ground tha ab wahan pr ghr bnna start ho gya tha or usme ek cute si girl rehti thi apni family k sath… mene use first time jb dekha jb vo kahin jaa rhi thi, me apne ghr k bahar khada hua tha or vo apne gate par khadi thin… jb unhone apni eyes band kri to pta nhi mujhe kya hua, mujhe vo girl bahut achhi lgne lgi, wo bahut achhi thi innocent si, but me kisi se keh bhi nhi sakta tha, mene sab kuch humesha ki tarah allah pr chhod diya… sorry guys me aapko apne pyar ka naam to btana hi bhul bhul gya meri jaan ka naam hai muskan….. ek din muskan ki sis ki wedding thi but mujhe nhi pta tha, mujhe meri family ne bheja tha, me wahan gya or mera ek frnd bhi mere saath hi tha, fir hum wapas ghr hi aane wale the tabhi meri nazar muskan pr gyi, or me two min k liye ruka, or uss din to muskan bahut achhi lg rhi thi… wedding over hui sb wapas ghr aa gye, ab ek din me apne ghr pr tha suddenly muskan ki entry hui, me heran reh gya… yahan se hi love book ke page open hone start hue, fir slowly slowly frnd bne, lakin ek din problem aa gyi vo ye thi k, mujhe pta chala muskan kisi or ki gf hai… mera dil tut gya qki me muskan se pyar krne lga tha,

Phir ek din mene muskan se puch hi liya  to muskan ne bilkul saaf mna kr diya ki me kisi ki gf nhi hun, mene kaha thik hai, but muskan apni safai dene lgi or raat ke 1am ka time tha or wo bahut ro rhi thi, me usko chup kra rha tha pr wo chup hi nhi ho rhi thi…. shayad isiliye k wo bhi mujhse pyar krne lgi thi… uske baad mene usse puch hi liya “DO YOU LOVE ME” muskan ne kafi wait kra or yes bol diya, ab dono k bich love start ho gya , or ab hum dono ki love life start ho gyi…

Fir ek din muskan ne mujhe school pr bulaya, or me bahuti khush tha ki ab me muskan se milunga but jb me school pr gya to muskan mere se baat hi nhi kr rhi thi, or na hi mere close aa rhi thi is baat pr mujhe bahut gussa aaya or me muskan se naraz ho gya, phir muskan ne mere se sorry kaha or aage se aesa krne se mnaa kr diya or abhi tk aesa dobara nhi kra, fir slowly slowly hum dono ek dusre ke saath time spend krne lge…. lakin kismat ko kuch or hi manzur tha shayad humare pyaar ko kisi ki nazar lg gyi thi…. ek din muskan ke ghr pr hum dono k relation k bare me pta chal gya… or muskan ko bahut daat padi us din me muskan ko uske tuition pr milne gya or tb muskan ne sari baat bta di… ab kya tha humara milna, baatein krna band ho gya tha or hum ek dusre ko dekh bhi nhi paa rhe the… me muskan ke kai baar school gya but wo mujhe nhi mili phiro ek din wo mujhe mili mujhse baatein kri, mujhe bahut achha feel hua or hua dono bahut khush hue… ek dusre se milkr,  mujhe muskan bahut pasand thi jese mano mujhe meri dream girl mil gai ho, but mene kisli ko apne dream me nhi dekha tha pr mera manna tha ki agr me kisi ko apne dream me dekhta to muska k jesi hi hoti… uske kuch din baad humari baatein dobara start ho gyi or fir dobaraf humari life achhi chalne lgi, lafkin iss bich humari life me bahut problems aai, life me ek problem aai to wo ye thi ki muskan se kisi ne kaha ki shahrukh ki dusri gf hai, mujhe lga ki muskan ne such maan liya hai,  isliye mujhe bahut chot pahunchi or meri marne jesi haalt ho gyi, sirf itni baat pr qki me muskan se itna pyar krta hun, jitna kbhi koi nhi kr sakta lakin ye nhi h ki muskan mere se pyar nhi krti, muskan mujhse mere se zyadah pysr krti hai mujhse…

Bus allah ke karam se kuch din meu sb thik ho gya, lakin muskan ki wajah se mene apni maut ko karib se dekha tha… fir sb thik ho gya or vese hi chalne lga jese pehle tha, hum dono ek dusre se pehle se bhi zyadah mohabbat krne lge, duniya me sab log ghr, job, money, ko apna samajhte hain, lakin me muskan ko sirf apna samajhta hu… wo meri jaan hai… raat ho ya din me sirf muskan k bare me hi sochta tha ki kya wo thik hogi? Mera manna tha ki jo pyar ko zyadah show nhi krta wahi sabse zyadah love krta hai, but me to baat baat  pr apna pyar show krta tha or jo mann me hota tha use bina jhijhak bol deta tha,lakin iska mtlb ye nhi ki me pyar nhi krta. Me muskan sebahut zyadah pyar krta hun, me muskan ko apni jaan maanta hun, use life ki hr khushi dena chhata hun, mene aaj tak kisi or ladki ke bare me nhi socha, me muskan ko apni zindagi bnana chhahta hun, hum dono ek dusre se shadi krna chhahte hain but humari cast alag hain, isiliye humai family ek dusre ko accept nhi krti… muskan ne mujhe jb bhi milne ke liye bulaya or me hr baar gya bhi. Chaahe kitni bhi teez barish ho rhi ho, lakin ghr aakr big brother se bhi daat padi ki itni baarish me kahan gya tha tu… jo special baat muskan me hai wo kisi me nhi hai… meri life ka ek or bura din , ek din aesa aaya muskan ne milne bulaya or me gya, but me one hour late ho gya tha qki mujhe timing ka pta nhi tha, mene muskan ko sare me dhund liya but wo kahin nhi mili, or bahut wait bhi kiya, me bahut pareshan ho gya, itne me muskan ki call aai or usne kaha use bhul jao, mere peron me se zameen khisak gyi ye sunn kr, or itne me muskan ne call cut kr di, mene bahut koshish ki muskan se baat krne ki pr usne meri call receive nhi kri, me wahin pr gir gya mano meri zindagi hi khatam ho gyi ho, qki me muskan ko hi apni zindagi samajhta tha…

After few hours me apne ghr aaya or direct apne room me gya or room lock kr k bahut roya, aansu ruk hi nhi rhe the, bs rone ka hi mann kr rha tha, mene apne friends se baat kri or achha feel hua, mujhe pta tha ki humara pyar itna bhi kamzor nhi hai jo itni jaldi tut jaega, or fir muskan ki evening me call aai… me bahut khush hua or mene apni jaan se baat kri, fir sb thik ho gya , lakin ye dusra bda jhatka tha mere liye, jese heart attack hota hai same aese hi tha mere liye, next attact ka to pta nhi pr iss bar sab khatam kr dega, lakin mujhe abhi mrna nhi hai qki mujhe apni life muskan k saath spend krni hai, or agr aesa nhi ho sakta to mujhe bhi nhi jeena muskan k bina… mene muskan ka saath pane k liye kya kuch nhi kra, apne papa ka dil dukhaya apni family ko hurt kiya, but ab me muskan ko zyadah time nhi de paa rha hun qki mujhe doctor bnna hai to me apni padhai pr hi zyadah consultrate kr rha hun lakin ye baat meri jaan bahut achhe se samajhti hai… aaj humare relation ko one year nine months twenty six days ho chuke hain…. hum dono bahut khush hain iss relation me… plzzz frnd god se pray krna ki hum  dono apni life ek saath spend kre….. kbhi ek dusre se judaa na hon………. ye thi meri story nd aage jo bhi hoga me aapko zarur btaunga jb tk k liye bye…

I love you soo much nd I really miss you….. my smile

Ek hi dua hai meri rab se….
Mere un gunahon ko baksh de….
Jo meri dua qabul hone nhi dete…..

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21 Comments

  1. inara

    last two lines r vry nice nd heart touching..nd all story is good i will surely pry for u…best of luck buddy..

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    1. shahrukh

      Thanks. …. humare liye pray karne k liye

      Reply
  2. kp

    nice story bro,……
    I will pray for you

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    1. shahrukh

      Thanks .,. Humare liye pray karne k liye

      Reply
  3. Namra khan

    Vy nice story srk
    I hope aap dono kbhi alg na ho apka pyar ase he bdta jaaye
    Allah bless you

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    1. shahrukh

      Thanks… humare liye pray karne k liye

      Reply
  4. zoya khan

    I wish apka pyaar apka saath ho jald muskan bohut nasib bali ha usa aap jasa pyaar karna bala mila nahi to aaj kal kaha milta ha asa pyaar mujha apka story padka bohut acha laga or apka last 2 line bohut acha ha or aacha sa study ki jiaga apko muskan di jald mil jaya or kush rahia allah hafiz allah apko bohut kamiabi da

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    1. shahrukh

      Thanks. .. humare liye pray krne k liye

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  5. Nashrin

    last ki ye 3 line….omgg dil ko touch kr gayi….
    I pray 4 u both… khuda ap dono ko hamesha saath rakhe…or khus rahe…aameen….
    & good luck 4 ur future….:)

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    1. shahrukh

      Thanks. .. humare liye pray krne k liye

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    2. shahrukh

      Thanks… humare pray karne k liye

      Reply
  6. prachi

    Hello Your Story Is Really Awsome I Think ap Use Itni Siddat Se Chahty Ho Toh Wo Apko Jarur Milgy ..Nd I MUST Say Apse Jyda pyr use koi ohr nahi kar Skty…Last 3 Line Mera Dil KO Chu Gyi Jase maano Koi Dil se Kahi Baat ho…..Be Happy Always

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    1. shahrukh

      Thanks. …. humare liye dua krne k liye

      Reply
  7. vshal

    god se kya pray karna h…tum dono kya chahte ho..or ek dusre k liye kya kar sakte ho…that’s what matters nd nothing else..only u can guys help yourself…god never helps anybody…

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  8. m.s.

    Allah sabki help krta h…. or ek din inshaallah humari bhi karega… vshal

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  9. alone angel

    very nice story …..best of luck for your love story i hope apki life mein sab acha ho aur apki love story jaldi hi puri ho

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  10. farooqui aklima

    very nice and hert touching…allah aapki murad ko puree kare…,,AMEEN

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  11. james Ali

    nyc story best of luck Allah aap ki jodi ko hamesa Khus rakhe

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  12. amit thakur

    god bless you both tum logon ki mrg ho jaye or hmesha sath rho

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  13. md

    Nice stry
    I will pray for u

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  14. shahrukh rajput

    Really nice story bhuat bhaut achi hai m dua karuga allah se ki aap dono humesha kush raho allah hafiz….

    Reply

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