Dhokebaz Love – Neeru Jakhar

hlw frnds
meri story bhi ek dhoke ki hi haii
jaisae hr ladhka apni gf ko deta haii
or uss ladhke ka naam luv haii or vo mere ghr ke paas hi rhta tha
mae ek bhut hi chulbuli or frank ladhki hu suru se, dosto ki ghrwalo ki or apne sab apno ki jaan hu shyad iss wjh se m bhut hasmuk hu… or shyad iss wjh se muje dhoka milaa…
meri luv se phele baar baat fb pr hui voo bhi uske or mere ek common frnd ki wjh se quki m single thi or luv ne uss frnd ko phele hi bola hua tha kii mujse baat krwaae
meri ussae first meeting 3 oct 2016 m hui
uss din humare uss commom frnd ka bday tha..
1st meeting bhut simplw nd sweet thi
m jeskii ki btaya bhut frnk hu to mene to ussi din normally ache se baat ki
bt luv shant thaa,, bhut km baat kr rha tha
uss din muje apni bst frnd or bhen ke sath ghumne jana tha too mene luv se uss tym 1 ghnte baad wha se jaane ki baat khi…
bt luv ne kha ki voo muje drop krke aaega to mene bhi mna ni kiya…
or mera suru se record rha h .. m kbi bhi car m piche ni bethiii or uss din bhi luv ne bakii dosto ko piche hi bethaya or mere liae gate khola or muje aage bethne ke liae kha..
muje voo moment kaafi sweet lga
fir luv ne muje metro tk chorda jha meri frnd or bhen wait kr rhi thi
tb mene bday boy ko hug kiya or bye bola… or luv meri trf dekh rha tha to mene uske face pr hath rkh kr bye bola..

voo kafii khush thaa
jb m ghum kr sham ko ghr gaii to uski call aai…. vo bhut khush thaa or usne mujse kha ki voo mujse firse milna cahhta haiii
bt m uss tym coaching jati thi medical ki to mene usae us tym mna kr diya
tb bhi voo din m km se km 10 baar muje call krta or humesa moka dhundta baat krne ki…

uske baad hum 2 din baad milee
or aisae hi mulakatee badhti gaii
m lgbhg rozz milne lgi usae
kbi clas chorne jata tha luv muje to kbi lene aata
kbi kbi to lene bhi or chorne bhi………

voo ek bhi moka ni chorta tha mujse milne ka
or humare bich sab thik chal rha tha

fir luv ko deere deere mera uss common frnd XXX se baat krna bura lgne lga
jbki XXX mera bst frnd tha

bt m luv ke pyr m itni pgl thi ki mene XXX se bhi baat km krdii

fir december 4 ko mere papa ko humare baare m pta chal gya
papa mujse bhut narz huae or muje usae milne se sakkt mna kiya
bt khte h naa pyr andha hota haaii
m ni rh paaiii
papa ne phn leliya, to mene laptop m online usae baat krni chalu kr dii
bt m baat huesa krti thii,,, hr rozz,,,,, fir hum online baato ke through milne lge…..
bt papa ne restriction lga dii
ab muje koi na koi lene or chorne ata
kbi papa to kbi mumyy
milna muskil ho rha tha … mere coaching 4 din hoti thii usae milne ke liae m pure hfte class jati or jb mummy papa chalee jate to m nikl jati claas se or usae miltii

ab iss trh sab thik chal rhaa tha
bt papa ko ek din iss cizz ka bhi pta chal gya feb mae……

ab to milna na ke bra br
m bhut tadpti thi luv se milne ke liae
or koi bhi moka milta to usae milne bula letii……………

9 april ko luv ka bday tha to mene uske liae shirt, frame , craft books uski pics ki , ek wish letter or ek silver coin jo muje mere nana ji ne diya tha voo gift kiya….
voo bhut khush tha sab dekh kr kyuki usae uska bday celebrt krna pasnd ni tha
or uske ghrwale bhi ni krte the
specially vo coin

or uske bday ke din mummy nanaji ke yha gai thi or papa kaam pr
to voo mujse milne mere ghr ayaa
usne meri dii hui shirt phni thi or voo bhut jyda khush tha…
voo uss din 2 ghnte bs meri godh m leeta rha or mujse bhut pyr kiya or dil ki sare baate bol dii………..
uske baad hum ni milee kuch din
bt muje uski itni aadt lg gai thi ki kya btauu
raatko jb sb soote to voo mujse milne ghr ke niche aata tha
issi trh m usae 5 -10 mint ke liae mill leti thi hfte m do char baar…
fie 23 april ko mer abday aaya to usne muje 3 suit or rk bhut bda teddy gift kiya………
or voo sb mere ghr meri bst frnd lekr aai thiii
sb acha chal rha tha……. but vhi mill ni paate thee
ab raatko milna bhi bnd kr diya tha…

fir pta ni kya hua
voo mujse baat krne ke liae tym ni nikallta tha….
jh m usae ek ghnta baat ni kr paati thii wha ab 2-3 din bat ni hori thii…
m bhut paresan rhe lgii
m uske bhaio ko bolti uske dosto ko bolti ki meriii usae baat krae bt voo bhi kuh ni kr rhe the…
deere ddee 10-20 din vo onlline ni ata tha
mae bhut roti thii, but usae frk hi ni padhta tha…
ab jb bhi online  aata to humesa ladhta tha, mae pyr se baat krti bt voo ladhne ke bhane,….
mera naam dusro ke sath jodhta,,,, mujse kha ki mera mera bst frnd XXX ke sath chakr haii….  mae bhut deppers ho gaii,, entrance exams aaee or chle gae… mae bilkul ni padh paii….
fir ek bar muje typhoid ho gya, or ghr m usko lekr koi baat aai orr muje uski help cahiae thi ki voo baad smjbhlee… but usae frk hi ni padaaa…………… m bimar thi mujse online aakr ek baar ni pucha m kesi hu….
meri halti khrab horii thii….

uske dost bolte ki papa ke sath kaam m bsy rhta h isliae ni kr pata baat, koi khta ki ab uska mn bhr gya shyd…..

muje kuch smj ni ara tha

mene apne ek frnd ko bol kr unka ek room tha vijay ngr m jha voo sab rozz shm ko milte the wha jae or dekhe ki ye dost bhai sach bbol rhe h ya ni,,..

to usne muje esa kuch kha kii meri jaan aatk gaii

usne kha ” NEERU , VOOO…. USKI KOI OR GF HAII..JISKE SATH LUV USS ROOM PR PICHLE 3 DIN SE LGA TAAR AARA H”
m shock mene usae kha “PAGAL NA BANA PLZ, MAE JANTI HU LUV ESA NI KR SKTE.”
USNE KHA “TERI KSM JHUT BOL RHA HU TOO, TU CAHHIAE KISI OR SE PTA KRALE”

31 july was that day…. i was totally broken….
m uss raat se lekr 2 august tk din raat kbi ni sooi… or bhut rooiii…..
meri bstfrnd mujse milne rooz aati thi or voo bhhii roogai jb usne muje dekha

akhir mene apni uss frnd XXX se pucha ksm dekhr
to usne bhi sab sach pta diya ki ” uss ladhki se luv pihle 1 sall se relation mae haii” orr ye baat usae meri relation hone ke 4 mnth baad pta chali….
m haalt koi smj ni skta kya hoorii thi uss wqt…

fir mene uski uss bandi ritu ko msg kiya or sb pucha
tb muje pta challa ki usae mere bare m sb pta tha ki m luv ki ek or gf hu
or usne muje tb bhi kuch ni btya

i was felling like helll…………

fir mene luv ko call kiya to usen bhi ye baat mani…….. bt usne kha ki usae mujpe bhrosa ni tha isliae usne mujse serious relation nhi rkhi…………
ye sun  kr to mano adhh-mari  ho gaiii…
10 mnth usne muje bewkuf bnaya ……………..mera use kiya……………….
m roz roti thii… mummy papa se muh bacha kr bt jb jb akeli hoti rooti…
upr se kismt dekho
20 august ko mere dil ke sabse krib
mere NANA JI ki death ho gaii

meri life ruk gaii…. 1 hi sath 2 apne kho diae mene
m roo roo kr adh mrii hogai thii…
ek mnth m rajasthn chali gaiii nana ke ghr.. whi rhii…. bt mera dukh km hota kese…………

itna sb hone ke baad mujme himmt hi ni bachiii
to mene usae chorne ka decision liya..
1 oct kko m uski bndi or usae akele m milli or mene sb ktm kr liyaa.. or uss din humari bhas bhi hui orr usme ritu ne muje kha hum shadi krege.. to mene bhi bol diya agr isss dhokebaz ne tujse shadi ki too m bin bulae teri shadi m aaugii……
vo ab bhi muje dekhta haiii
uski gf ke sathh vo ab bhiii….. or suna hai shadii bhi krege,,….
dekhte hai kya hoga aage……..

bt uske khud ka bhai mere bhut close haiii
mana unhone mujse chupaya tha bt koi bhai apne bade bhai ke khilaaf ni jata ialiae mene uske chte bhaii ko maaf krdiya or voo mujse ab bhi milta haiii… bt luv se mera koi contact ni h,……….

ab tk nikli ni hu baahr insb se….
ajj 2 feb hora haii…
bt kosis puri haii/
bgwan luv ko iski sja khud dega…

THANK U SO MUCH FRNDS
muje ye sab share krne ka moka den ke liae

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  1. Aarya

    So sad,bahut bura hua.Lekin aap strong rho.koi na koi phr aapke jivan me jarur uss see lakh guna aacha aayega.Ye Mera ishwar see prarthana Hai..So all the best for rest life..

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  2. Suhani

    Aapke sth bht glt hua h..iski sza uss ldke ko zrur milegi wo aapke layk hi nhi tha iss liye aapke liye se bht dur chla gya…Aap khud ko smbhalo or ek nayi suruwat kro…apne pdhaii pr dhyan do Mummy papa ka khushi dekho rk wahi h jo aapke liye achha soch skte h…😃😃

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