Chinappa – Sourabh Tanwar

Dosto…!!
mai apni khaani itni aasani say kisi ko nhi btata pr ab meri life me koi aisa bcha nhi hai jiske saath mai apni ye story share kr sku…
mai ab apni life me kisi ko apne itne krib nhi smamajhta ki vo meri baato ko samajh ske, isliye mai apni ye khaani sb ko sunana chata hu kyonki mujhay lgta hai ki is duniya me koi to aisa hoga ki jo meri is kahani ko samajh ske..
aisa koi jo mujhay samajh ske..

ye baat tb shuru hui jb mai ninth class me tha tb mai average ldka tha mujhay nhi lgta tha ki koi ldki mujhay bhaav  degi pr meri koshish jaari rhti thi, kya pta koi ldki mujhay pasand kr lay pr aisa hua nhi. fir mai tenth class me aa gya us time hmare school me boys or girls ko alag kr  dia mtlb boys ka section or girls ka section alag kr dia gya ta ki bacche pyar vyar k chakkar me na pd jaae..
lakin meri image school me bhoot aachi thi or mujhay sb teachers bhot shareef samajhte the or mere saath 6 boys ko select kr k girls k section me daal dia or aisa hone say mere mn me or zada umeed jaag uthi kisi ldki ko paane ki pr aisa nhi hua

meri class me bhot si ldkiyan thi pr mera dil aik ldki pe atak gya  or us time meri age bhi itni nhi thi ki mai samajh paata ki ye sb pyar hai..
pr us ldki say mere bhot jhagde hone lge meri or uski bilkul bhi bnti nhi thi mai us ldki say daily kissi na kissi baat pe jhagda krta tha or or jhagde bhi to hote the bhot ajeeb ajeeb chijo k liye ki class me is bench pe konn bethega or bs hm dono ko aik dusre say bina vjha pange lene ki aadt si ho gyi thi..
mai ab tenth k mid semester tk phoch gya tah or hm dono k jhagde puri class me famous hone lge.

hmare school me week ends pr skills learning ki special; classes lgti thi or jo teachers un classes ko run krne k liye aate the unhe bhi samajh aa gya tha ki hm dono bs jhagdne k liye hi bne hai..
or bs hm dono me hmesha jhagde chlte rehte the kbhi kisi baat say naraz ho kr vo mujh say rooth jaati thi or bolna bnd kr deti thi or kbhi mai ussay rooth jata tha…

fir hm aik dusre ko mnaate or fir say jhagdne lgte thefir tenth class khatam hone me 5 months reh gye the fir vo baat baat pe hone vaale jhagde kb pyar me badal gye mujhay pta hi nhi lga or na hi usay pta lga fir us ke baad hm bs ororo ko dikhane k liye jhagdte the hmare beech me pyar jaissa kuch nhi hai…pr vo mere bni apna din complete nhi kr skti thii or mai uske bina …fir hm ai doosre ko class me paper pr shayari or aik dusre ko pyar bhre msgs likh kr send krne lge or aisa krte krte 2 months beet gye or hmara pyar or gehra hota chla  gya or tb tk mujhay samajh me aane lga tha ki pyar kya hota hai..
mujhay ussay aisa pyar hua ki mai ab tk ye sochta hu ki mujhay kbhi kisi or say aisa pyar hoga ya nhi..
fir uska birthda aaya or maine use kuch gift krne k baare me socha mai chata tha ki mai usay aisa gift du jise vo hmesha yaad rkhe fir maine decide kia ki mai use hand made greeting card bna k dunga pr due to lack of time mai us cardv ko complete nhi kr paya fir maine raato raat aik classmate ki help li or ussay computer say aik greeting card bnaane k liye kha or usme jo bhi kuch likhna tha vo sb maine usay bta dia tha fir usne vo card bna kr uske birthday vaale din mujhay de dia fir mai us card ko apne pyar ko dene k amoka dhuundta rha pr mujhay moka nhi mila fir maine uske padosii ko vo gift pack kr k de dia use dene k liye or vo padosi bhi meri class me hi tha…

hm dono aik dusre ko kuch a;lag naamo say pukarte the mai use chinappa bulata tha or vo mujhay bandru… fir us ladke ne mera gift us tk phocha dia or use vo card bhot pasand aya or usne aisa express bhi kia ki ye gift uska best gift tha…fir maine kuch dino baad use propose kia on facebook maine use bta dia ki mai ussay kitna pyar krta hu…or usne reply kia ki use sochne k liae time chhiye to mai bol dia ki theeek hai fir next day usne mujhay answer me no keh dia…us time mai bs yhi soch rha tha ki usne naa kyo bola jbki usne un love lletters me ye accept kia tha kai baar ki vo bhi mujhay pyar krti ahi…fir mujahy bs dhookh is baat ka ho rah tha kis mne mujhay na bola to bola pr ye nhi btaya ki usne naa kyo bola…
fir us din k baad saay maine ussay baat krna bnd kr dia or fir usne mujh say kha ki hm dono dost bn kr reh skte hai…

uske baad uski friends ne uski setting kisi or ldke say kra di jo hmaare school ka nhi tha or fir mai bhi use bhoolna chata tha pr mai apne first or real love ko kbhi bhula nhi paya or fir maine tenth class pass ki or school chod dia or mai 11th class me aa gya or vo aor mai ab alag alag schools me the ab…hmare beech ab bhot km baate hoti thi pr mai ussay pyar ab bhi krta tha or fir jb mujahy idhr udhr say ppta chlta tha ki aaj vo apne boyfriend k saath bahr gyi hai ghumne tb mujhay bhot bura feel hota tha or fir mai ne socha ki mai usay bool jata hu or fir maine bhot koshish ki or use bhool gya pr 1 year baad uska call mere pass aya ki hm ab bhi dost hai or dost bn kr reh skte hai maine tb use bura bhla bool kr call disconnect kr di or fir hm 12th me aa gye or pure saal hmara kisi bhi tarah ka koi contact nhi hua or maiussay pyar tb bhi krta tha is umeed me ki aik din vo mujhay saamjhegipr aisa tb tk nhi hua …
fir maine 12th pass kr li or hm dono ne 1 year k liye drop kia apne entrance exams ki prepration krne k liye or vo apni coaching lk liye delhi chli gya or ami ghr pr hi tayari krta tah or fir aik din uska call fir say aaya tb tk mera ghussa thanda ho chuka tha or maine bhi aache say ussay baaat ki or fir vo daily calll krne lgi or hmm kaafi der tk phone pe baat krte the for many hours ..fir mujahy bhi apne puraane din yaad aa gye or ab jb vo kisi din call nhi kr pati thi tb us din m ai khud hi usay call kr leta tha or hm puri puri raat baate krte the….
or aik din..mAIne ussay poocha ki jb maine tujhay propose kia tha tb tune mna kyo kr dia tha tb usne btaya ki usne jo time soch kr jwab btane k liye lia tah us time me usne apniaik friend say poocha ki mai sourabh k proposal ko accept kru ya nhi tb uslki friend ne usay mna kr dia ki usay naaa bol de…or tb usne mujhAY ye bhi btaya ki vo bhi mujhay us time bhot like krti thi or fir mujahy bhot bura feel hua ki mai chinappa ko galat samjhta rha itne saalo say..
mai sochta tha ki vo bs mere saath timepass krti thi class me pr aisa nhi tha vo bhi mujhay like krti thi…

pr ab in baato ka koi faaeda nhi tha kyonki ab uska koi or boyfriend tha jislke saath vo khush thi…pr hm call pe baat ab bhi lovers ki tarah krte the mai use padhne k liye subha jldi bhi uthata tha call kr k or mai uske doubts bhi clear krta tha call pe hi..
or ab 2 saal or beet gye or hm aik doosre ko motivate krte the exam k liye jb uske practise test me score km aata tha tb vo mere pass clall kr k roti thi tb mai use samjhata tha or motivate krta tha or ab hm kaafi door hai aik doosre say pr mai use pyar ab bhi utna hi krta hu mera love hmesha say one sided hi tha or hmesha one sided hi rhega ab mai usko songs sun k yaad kr leta huu or apne poorane din yaad kr leta hu jb ami uske saath th uske liye mere mn me kbhi bhi koi galat khayal nhi aaya kyonki mai use poori respect k saath pyar krta hu mere herat me aik extra chamber bn gya hai shayad aisa mujhay lgta haii pr vo mujhay ab bhi bs aikn aacha dost samajhti hai jiske saaath vo ab hr baat share krti ahi…
or aisa mujhay lgta hai ab vo krti ahi ya nhi ye to use hi pta hai…
but mai hmesha use pyar krta rhumnga chahe kuch ho jae one sided love ki takat hi kuch or hoti hai dosto mai apni story bs kuch isi taraha explain kr paya hu .

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9 Comments

  1. Isha sheikh

    Nice story

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  2. Prince

    Very Nice Love Story.

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  3. Amit

    very nice story…….

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  4. Isha

    Bilkul…. One side love bahooot strong hota h… na pane ki ummeed… or na hi khone ki chah…
    Nyc story..

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  5. TK

    Wow…

    This story Very beautiful

    Bahut accha brother

    Aur dukh v ho rha h Aapke one side love story Ke lie

    Dukhi mt Hona aakhir friend hi sahi sat to Hain Aapki wo

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  6. TK

    Vaishu Miss u dost

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  7. Vshal

    Isme sad hone wali konsi baat h.. You loved her.. But she didn’t..it is not necessary…you know what I mean.. Pyaar jo tumhe hua usse but use nahi.. Or ninth tenth me jo hua wo pyaar nahi tha.. U just fond of her… That’s it.. Or bhi chance mileage.. Ab tum bade hue ho.. Act like a man.. Be practical in your life.. And m sure love will find you.. So do not feel for what you had..cherish it
    Good luck

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  8. Vshal

    Feel sad* for what you had… Word missing and correction

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  9. Swapnil

    Hi saurabh aapki story bahut hi achi hai aapki feelings apni dost ke liye badi hi strong hai yehi feelings pyaar ko aur majboot banati hai. Aur apne ek respect ki baat ki jo mujhe bahut hi achi lagi.
    apne pyaar ko jo izaat deta hain bhagwaan bhi unko izaat deta hai

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